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Love/Lonelyness
Love
A touch
A Kiss
A Passionate embrace
My Body
My Heart
My Soul
knows not these things.
Loneliness
Longing
Yearning
Wanting
Needing
My Body
My Soul
My Heart knows all to well
the countless sorrows I endure
dwelling upon this earth alone
innocent body perverted mind
twas ever a heart
so wretched and so true as mine
Not being able to resist
The true beauty hidden in death
I sweetly die in your arms
and am reborn with a kiss
©2010 Samantha Campbell
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mammogram results
Im OK :) :) :) :)
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The Truth is... I am who I am
Weather its hidden or in plain sight we are all weird some just hide who they are so if your brave enough to be yourself Id rather know you. I'm proud to be weird you should be to You can look at some people and its obvious there different. But with the rest of us so called normal people were able to hide the freak in us from others but here is a thought... "We ware the freak like under ware hidden underneath but for them there walking around in theirs for all to see." (We ware it but it wares them)
I am who I am the weird and all
I'm not hiding from myself
or hiding myself from others
weird is only knowing exactly
who you truly are
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Waiting and waiting
well I had the mammogram yesterday it did not hurt like Ive heard it was just a bit of pressure and a lot of embarrassing moments 3 people have now seen my boobs 2 doctors and 1 nurse. I wont find out anything for a few days but I will post what happens.
Thanks for your support :)
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Went to Doctor and they found
a lump in my left breast so they are sending me to get a mammogram tomorrow. A bit worried, my aunt had breast cancer seance she was 19 and cancer is on both sides of my family.
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Jane Austen
The thing about Women is we Love Longest even when all Hope is gone
I just love that.
Its from Jane Austen's Persuasion
You should read it or at the very least see the movie.
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If I ever
If I ever have kids I hope to have a boy and a girl I will name the boy Memphis and the girl Sookie.
I also really like the names for girls ...
Emily
Morgan
Talas
Evey
Eva
Cecily
Celia
Frankie
Fred short for Winifred
Becca
Bailey
Addie short for Addison
Phoebe
Ilona
Ivy
Kori
Olive
Gracie
Lucy
Sky
Hazel
Aibhlin its Irish and means Little bird
Sloan means Little Raider
Taegan means Little Poet
Delaney
Nissa
Eden
Arwen
Breena
Faye
Echo
Nerida
Thisbee
Rhea
Tala
Bellona
Calypso
Chaos
Freya
Jupiter
Jandy
Halo
Maia
Nori
Seska
TaLa
Avery
Adeline
Logan
Raine
That is I I can think of right now.
what are some of your favorite names?
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Yesterday
Went to a few yard sales early this morning with my brother & his wife Mary & mamaw came with us :) I got dad an old coca cola truck & I got Jacob a toy and I got a big hamster ball so Jacobs rabbit can run around in the yard so the cats don't eat him & I also got a vintage toy from the early 80's called Hugga Bunch with a lil one in her arms its so cute and worth a good bit on Ebay but I'm keeping it lol I had one when I was 5 years old yeah yeah it can be considered as a baby doll but I don't... I hated baby dolls & Barbies Id cut their hair off and pull their arms & legs off and bury them I was a tom boy climbed trees played in dirt caught bugs and played with boys toys
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My original Quotes
Yes you can use them if you like But ONLY as long as you credit me ~Samantha Campbell
Please Dont Claim them as your own.
"I search but never find a Heart as bold as mine."
"Love is Love no matter what Body the Soul Wares."
"How can we stand by while narrow minded people preach hate."
"I want you to kiss the scars my loneliness caused."
"Poetry is a Mistress and I am her Slave."
"Poetry just isn't poetry unless it leaves its mark on you."
"Live is like a vine that tortures twisted tormented minds."
"I think for as BIG as the UNIVERSE is, its an awfully lonely place."
"My Heart seeks things it cannot have so I am forever Doomed to carry my Loves Heavy load."
"My Heart is like the Ocean... Deep, Mysterious and Blue."
"The whole world is a Cage when your Trapped in it Alone"
"Without you and am a Desert, You make my Heart Burst with a Sickly Thirst I need to drink of you. "
"I am as Lonely as a single Soul Lost in the Universe."
"Were all filled with Desire and Consumed by Shame. "
"What it must Feel like to Remember the Love of a Lover, I will Die a most Painful Death if I shall Never Love and be Loved."
"Our Bodies Intertwine like a Flowering Vine Blooming with Bud of Love and Petals of Lust."
"The Pain and sorrow of a Broken Heart gives Birth to Beautiful wondrous Art."
"Underneath all of my words Hidden in plain sight is all of me... An Undiscovered Heart."
"Only in Death will me meet A lifetime apart is worth an Eternity together."
That is enough for now I Would love to know what you all think . . .
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Terrence McKenna
"The real secret of magic is that the world is made of words, and that if you know the words that the world is made of, you can make of it whatever you wish."
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~Chippa Campbell
"The choices you make and the way you live your life can often inspire people to make a difference in theirs, without you or them even knowing it."
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the internet doesn't agree on who said it
"Be kinder than necessary, For everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle."
Ive always known that in some way
and I am.
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Hafiz
Admit something:
Everyone you see you say to them, “Love me.”
Of course you do not do this out loud, otherwise
someone would call the cops.
Still, though, think about this, this great pull in us to connect.
Why not become the one who lives with a
full moon in each eye that is
always saying,
With that sweet moon language,
What every other eye in
This world is
Dying to
Hear?
I liked this one a lot cause that's basically who I am... I love you! Sorry if its creepy I know I don't know you but I love you anyway I think of humanity as one great big fucked up family
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Last Night
ok so mamaw is sleeping in her room and I hear her screaming and a loud noise... I check on her and she is beating the table by her bed with her pillow I say are you ok shes yells no help shiloh (our dog) get that dang neighbors dog off her shes killing her I say mamaw your dreaming she laughs and tells me she was hitting the dog with her pillow I said yeah and you killed the clock too
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Warren Ellis
At least half of all writing involves just sitting and staring into space. Letting your brain out to hunt down ideas, bringing them back all warm and bloody between its teeth.
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-E.E. Cummings
"I would rather learn from one bird how to sing,
than teach 10,000 stars how not to dance."
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e.e. cummings
“To be nobody but yourself in a world that's doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. Never stop fighting.”
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wonder who wrote this???
"Early to bed, early to rise, work like hell, and advertise."
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Khalil Gibran
"Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls. The most massive characters are seared with scars."
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Mahatma Ghandi
You must be the change you wish to see in the world
I live by this so should you all
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What is some of your fears/phobias?
I don't like spiders they creep me out now but when I was younger I would go looking for them, catch them and keep them as pets for a lil while than put them back where I caught them. I don't like people walking behind me but it really gets to me if someone runs up to me from behind I get... IDK nervous my heart races and I cant breath. and I guess I have a small fear of being slapped on the back it hurts like hell and it really pisses me off even though I have a high threshold for pain & I kinda even like it, being slapped on the back is the worst it stems from being in the hospital at the age of 3 to 5 with pneumonia living in a bubble and the doc would slap me on the back but now I rarely ever get sick everyone in my house could be sick as a dog and Id never get it and Id even be tacking care of them. But my biggest fear would be loosing my family or burning to death in a fire.
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I dont like the new melo
Im not saying I HATE it ,Im just NOT happy with it right now. Im starting to get pissed off, I dont remember what my karma was but where its at now just dose not seem right. Im just about off the fence right now but my jeans are stuck on the barbwire and I can hear them ripping.........
Im waiting to fall......
I thought Melo was perfect before all the change I knew where everything was where to go and all without even really thinking about it, But now its like WTF where am I, where are you. did I take a wrong turn? Im lost pissed off and I fell like stomping my feet and screaming no wait lol that sorta sounds like a tantrum dont it. (squinting my eyes) Just so were clear I was never that kid you know the ones who would have a hissy fit in the middle of the store and get what they want I new better and what ever it was I wanted wasn't worth another bruise.
Im not saying the new melo is all bad Im sure there are some good things and Im looking for them Please send directions jk. I know there was a lot of hard work put into the new melo and I consider it a piece of art so people should be considerate in what they say or how they say it, No Im not an ass kisser its just easy for me to imagine myself in there shoes and I dont understand how others cant do the same Im assuming you love your family your friends someone? Anyone? Treat them the way you would want to be treated and dont judge what gos around comes around.
After all if it wasn't for the artist the very talented sara souix we wouldn't have this brilliant website to begin with. I hate to think wed be stuck with myspace or facebook. Really people think about it. . . Myspace/Facebook makes me cringe a bit I do have a facebook I hardly ever use if ever and a myspace I use a bit... a bitty bit.
Im sure we will get use to the new melo. I would never consider leaving melo because of the change I would only do that is my posts went poof and disappeared into thin air.
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Do you have a weird or unusual habit?
I talk to god all the time, I count things when Im bored,
Before I can eat a sandwich I have to mash it flat than I eat it keeping the sandwich square and even on all sides. Everything has to be even books on a shelf, DVDs all sorts of things even my age or anyone else's like a friend of mine just turned 29 today uneven it makes me feel anxious so I add 2 + 9 it = 11 still uneven so I add 1+1=2 I do that till it evens out. and dont even get me started on snow its fine when its perfect, perfectly smooth no foot prints but if someone walks on it it bugs me till I go out and put my footprints in the perfect parts till its all uneven unevenly even. it dont sound like a big deal till you see the size of my yard... its freaking huge and I have long fingernails so if one breaks completely off I cut them all off there real by the way lol. I cant stand getting my hands dirty Im not worried about germs its just that I dont like the dry gritty feeling of it I have a thing for textures from the things I eat to the things I ware. I never say goodbye I say goodnight so does my granny. I love the cold weather I sleep better I dont like the summer much I dont like breathing in hot air its thick and smotherie and if I dont have a fan or the air conditioner is not working I have to get a pan of water filled with ice cubes put my hand it so I can fall asleep. Im sure there are one or two things I forgetting lol
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funny and cute
Why cant you hear rabbits fucking in the woods?
Because they have cotton balls
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Fascination/Obsession
Yeah Im a little obsessed with B(.)(.)bs... The first time I saw them I was so fascinated by them I was only 6 at the time and I could not wait to to grow up just so I could play with my own lol maybe thats why I developed sooner it was all praying and wishing haha. I was 10 before I realized it would be much better to touch someones elces. Thats usually the first thing I notice about a woman dont judge me to harshly Im being honest here. I guess that makes me Bi but it would take a lot more than beauty and big boobs to sway me that way.
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As a child what did your parents hit you with?
JUST SO YOU KNOW I DONT WANT YOUR PITY OR ATTENTION AND YES I HAVE HEALTH PROBLEMS DUE TO THE ABUSE BUT I DID NOT THINK I HAD TO LIST THEM!!! I HAVE SEIZURES BECAUSE OF BEING HIT IN THE HEAD AND OTHER PSYCHICAL PROBLEMS BUT WHY TELL THEM AT ALL? I NEVER GOT BROKEN BONES BUT MY LITTLE SISTER DID. I was running from my x step mom and she threw a red brick at me and it hit me in the head and I passed out a day later I had a seizure and almost died at school. I was than rushed to the hospital and had a cat scan I think it was called... They said I had bleeding on the brain and it was amazing I was still alive because I had a subdural hematoma. and for those of you who dont know what that is.... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Subdural_hematoma
So here go's
First of all you need to know I'm not writing this for anyone but myself, and I'm not saying it was harder for me than whatever you went threw or that I'm better so don't misunderstand me I'm just telling my story. I just need to get it out of me like a sickness...
Ive forgiven them but I cannot forget I will never forget its burned into my brain carved into my heart its as much apart of me as I am apart of it. I'm better for it, I am who I am because of it. Would I change it change my past? NO!!! Ive embraced it learned from it and born in me was the love I have for everyone weather they deserve it or not I need to give it and I don't expect anything back in return.
Most of the time it was my than step mom who was beating me, not to mention the times she would lock me in the closet all night when I was 5 until I was 7 than the beatings started. Why was I locked in the closet??? Because I wet the bed her reason I did that was I was to lazy to get my fat ass up. Yeah that was one of my many nicknames fat pig, cow, whore, slut to name a few and it wasn't till later that I learned what those words meant and I learned words also hurt. You'd think now that Id be claustrophobic and or afraid of the dark but you'd be wrong yes it was scary at first but something changed in me there alone in the dark... It was quite and I was covered in the dark like a blanket I felt safe and I had my childish imagination to pass the time and I could feel the love of god holding me comforting me.
I talked to the school consular once when I was a kid maybe 13 or 14 and was betrayed so Ive learned never open up to a stranger and to just about any one you can look in the eyes. Paper and pen became my therapy for a while till my diary was found and read by my stepmother and I was punished for the things I wrote, for the things I felt and it was never explained to me what exactly I was being punished for was it for what I felt or was it for writing the truth I know now it must have been her fear of someone else finding out just what she did to me ... I wish I still had that diary!
I was sent to school dirty and in dirty clothes and in the winter she would get a pair of my dirty jeans soak them in a pan of water hang them outside and tell me they were clean so I put them on stiff as a board and went to school freeze dried she called it with a smile on her face. I didn't know what that meant at that time but in class when the thawed I got her joke when I got out of my plastic chair it looked like I wet myself. Yeah I was the dirty smelly kid in class that everyone made fun of and in that situation most kids would have hated school dreaded it but not me I loved school so much that one of my punishments was to be kept home. We couldn't make any noise or else... So I learned very quickly to be as quiet as a mouse. We were like little slaves ordered to do this and that and if it wasn't good enough we got punished. I learned to take care of myself how to sneak and take a bath in the middle of the night while she slept. I was so happy when we moved away from that school. On my first day at the new school it was a bit of a shock they were nice to me I had friends for the first time in my life and it took me a lil while to realize I was exceptable there that I could fit in but by that time I never fully felt like I belonged anywhere and still feel like that now. I dont think I was popular even though I was friends with that group, I was friends with everyone and when I say everyone I mean EVERYONE even the mentally and physically handicapped kids. I saw myself in them in the outcasts the freaks the girl/boy hiding in the back of the class trying to be invisible. I think that is what I miss most about school being friends to the ones who needed a friend a shoulder.
TO BE CONTINUED . . . . . . .

As a Child what did your parents hit you with by Samantha Campbell (VirginPoet) is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
Based on a work at melodramatic.com.
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When I was 19 they found 3 lumps. It turned out to be fibroadenomas, benign masses. Good luck.
that's crazy and i'm sorry to hear that. on the other hand, it could be totally benign. here's hoping. *cheers*
don't know if you have this one yet, but stole it from someone else's melo. lol. XD
A guy and a girl can just be friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, or maybe forever.
-Dave Matthews
<3 good luck with everything love
just hope for the best and if worse comes to worse you just have to keep strong for this battle
excellent, can't wait to read them. thanks for the note.
The internet doesn't believe it either.
Thought so I loved that movie too. Glad I didn't ruin it for you :) Yep there are a lot and Ill be posting more sometime soon I sort of collect them, write them down when I hear one I like/love I might even post some of my very own heck I might do that now... I think I will lol love to know what you think be truthful I love positive and negative feedback it helps me grow haha
indeed it is! no, you didn't ruin the mystery, you silly. i was just glad that out of ALL the quotes i read in your folder (and i didn't get to read them all yet), that was the only one i recognized. *smacks forehead* oh well, it will only broaden my lyrical horizons. thanks for posting them!
Now I kinda feel like I ruined it for you the mystery of it ... Sorry
"there is nothing worse than being ordinary"--could it be that that quote came from one of my most favorite movies of all time???
you are quite welcome. st. jerome, eh? i'll have to check it out myself. yeah, i woulda googled it earlier, but i didn't feel like it. lol. >.<
That is strange the woman who told me was in her 90's I cant remember her name it was like 10 years ago but I never forgot it. I just did a Google search and looked around a few sites and they all basically say the same . . . That it was written by St. Jerome along with many of his other quotes a really really long time ago. Thanks for taking the time to read my melo lol
i happened across your journal and was skimming through this and that and i came across this entry. this is the thing that my dad instilled in me (and my siblings) since birth. if you look on my profile, it's on there. how strange....wonder where it came from...? thought my brother, sister, and i were the only ones that knew it. lol.
First you should know there is a charge the one I took cost me like $15 bucks but they do give you a FREE sample of your own results There are like 70 questions. Here is the link http://www.keirsey.com/default.aspx or try this one its the same just dont know which one will work lol http://www.keirsey.com/sorter/instruments2.aspx?partid=0
what's the web address where you took this?
i wanna take it too :)
Yeah Ive heard that before but I don't sleep with my open :0 lol but I don't dought that a few have gotten in over the years haha I don't like to think about it. I did not know about the whole peeing thing but I did know that they use there hair in the same way. I did not know yellow was a phobia ... Funny cause I ware Yellow a good bit and its funny to think there is someone scared of me cause I got on a yellow shirt lol if I knew who Id run up to them and give them a huge JK (silly shit syndrome) so freaking funny.
spiders are just as scared of you as you are of them... but did you know you generally eat a few of them in your sleep... fucked up, i know! and some spiders pee as a defense, it causes skin irritation.
Phobias = Marshmellows, and the color yellow (both are real phobias, but no I don't suffer from silly shit syndrome)
Crazy stuff. I had pneumonia once, but I was like 11 or 12 so I guess it wasn't nearly so bad, not that it was any kind of joy ride at all. hah. I sometimes get nervous at night, it's people, people can make me nervous in many situations. But, at home sometimes I wonder about people peaking in windows or hiding in the closet waiting to stab me in my sleep. People in general though, from driving, to breathing, they make me nervous.
Oops Dammit I meant to reply to pancho ??? the girl under this comment lol cursed new melo
hahaha oh my gosh so funny and cute!!!! i love old people.
yeah, seizures blew ass. i had to have a baby moniter in my room til i was 13. I loooove pink. it is my favorite color. pink or zebra print. and my pet peeves list is very long, but it is a classic.
seizures suck. :( i had seizures when i was younger when i slept. had em from 8yrs to 13 yrs old
i dont judge people by their looks unlees they are on the corner in neom green mini skirt or something haha i just like to put a face to the work the artist to the art... :)
lol funny I told you about the puckering up didn't I told you you would not like it. I took that second pic and a 1 or 2 more right yeah I did how could I forget ;)
I think your Beautiful and I love your bright blue eyes
thanks....so what do you have any fotos of ur self here?
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