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oh yeah? where was my friendly 'heads up' when you KNEW jason was fucking other girls? past is past. never said you did tell evelyn. i just though...for some strange reason that we kept each others secrets, and i DO remember saying "dont tell crystal i dont want to be stabbed".
hell, from the way you talk about crystal and always saying what a shitty friend she is,i thought you could be a better friend to me.
dont get me wrong youre a great friend until youre not.
maybe im to sensitive and maybe im wrong, either way you still didnt think to give me a heads up that you told her. thanks btw. im sorry you dont know me well enough to know that if i was crushing on someones girlfriend id 1. never say so out loud and 2. wouldnt do shit about it.
love char
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Char you know damn well if someone had told me they had a crush on your lover I'd tell you. I didn't say anything to Evelyn. Only Crystal. And honestly, if someone told you they had a crush on Brandi, I'd hope you'd tell me too.
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hey Red i wanted to let you know that i know that you told crystal that i have a crush on Evelyn. i also wanted to let you know that i dont have a crush on Evelyn...i just wanted to know about you... and now i know ^_^

you hurt my heart and i cant even begin to tell you why

she says
"i would chase but theres currently more chicks around than i know what to do with so ill get to you later lol"

and i know it shouldn't but it does...it hurts me because right then i remember i was always last resort girl. To every one, even you.
if i tell you you're sometimes cruel you leave me and tell me nothing, and that my dear, is why you're cruel.

just another fad and then *poof* im out and shes the next big thing.
its ok it really is... i just wished i believed it more...

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9-22-09
I had a dream, I sat crying under an old oak tree.
And through my tears; I stared, Out from underneath the safety of these branches
The rain of the worlds new sorrow, poured and showered Down upon this man before me.
I sobbed chocking on my smile;

ZOMBIELAND

i cant wait to see zombieland!!!
be it seems i must cuz its like a month away *sigh*
^^ cant wait! its gonna be AWESOME!!!
i hope <3

blah

bored oh so bored.
so tried...of everything, i need to calm the fuck down.
but i kinda like this feeling, im almost afraid to lose it...like i might lose myself with it.
not happy, but grinning for the hell of it.
Got to stop dicking around

9-17-09

9-17-09
I

9-17-09

>< cant sleep
doing stuff
music
headache-again
food ^^ yummy

1-22-09

1-22-09

Smile, grin, be jolly
But all the feelings fled.

Cut a grin into my skin
Have all the feeling fed.

And when you ask me why I did
This is what I

1-9-09

So I sit here and listen
My minds adrift, my thoughts uplift
I can

6-18-09

And you

12-7-08

Here I am loving you,
And you

7-19-09

I expected people to hurt me.
If people can hurt you they will, if they try or not.
Im an idiot.
Everything is going to unravel, all of it.
Its going to come down to me, my thoughts, my ways and that

7-8-09

Would you.
The room is in shadows but I walk in confident, sure of where I am going.
I stop before a large bed, waiting. I see a girl with thick hair and pale skin move across the bed towards me, on all fours. She sits before me now, relaxed and on her knees.
She has not look up at me, but I can see she

sigh

"life is just a game i play when im bored of feeling sorry for myself. im not the best player and i cheat whenever i can...

drinking dew and sitting in this pig pen of a house...wondering why?...me too.

i dont want to do anything for myself, i "want the world for nothing,". but then i also want to be-able to say "thats mine, i earned it". torn between self-loathing, lazy-ness and hard working great-ness... guess who wins.

guess i didnt care enough...just could find it in me....*sadly fades away*

*sigh*

'everything' is a beautiful word

6-11-09

And she falls into the void she left between her life and self.
She tumbled a downward spiral that no one cared to notice.
Landing with broken halo, she lay upon the ground.
Wondering just where in hell all the caring people are.

She did not try to hide her scars, they showed her just how far

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haha you should watch kickass now that im looking at your picture!
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