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Hello from the random tour

someone needs to edit the line breaks out of their profile.

hey its been a long time, I still have that old banner that I made for you a long time ago. XD

look who's back :)
Who knows, maybe he was just giving you a heads up, warning type of thing that the layoffs aren't over and to still keep up the hard work. I hope things get better with the job and you can find a new one when the time comes for it.

happy meloversary

Happy meloversary. Your layout is so bright and cute.

happy meloversary!

Happy Meloversary!

Happy meloversary :)

Hey Shay! Just seeing how things are. I hope everything is going well for you. And also spreading the word of Melo: Origins. Stop by and share how you found Melo and decided on your username. ♥ darian

hey lady.
how are you?
misses you muchly!!
hope all is peaches and creme with you!!
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its really stupid actually.... but I completely understand on his part.
he said that we werent on the same page. That he was IN LOVE with me and that I wasnt even close to that. He knows I love him but just not how he wanted me too. He said he wanted something more from me, something that I couldnt give him. and that this was going to be really hard cause he is IN LOVE with me and he knows that I only love him. He knows that I dont believe in love anymore and he knows that it would take years for me to be able to be IN LOVE with him, so instead of waiting for that...he decided it wasnt fair to him to be in a one sided relationship and end it. instead of waiting for me to have the chance to fall in love with him. so yeah that is what happened. but i understand where he was coming from. its hard to love someone when that person only really digs you.
BUT BUT BUT BUT
about two weekends ago, I met a boy [the day after Jake and I broke up]. His name is James and he is lovely. We have been hanging out a lot and its amazing. I havent had this much fun with someone before. BUT i told him that since i just got out of a relationship i want to take things really really slow and what not. and he completely understands. so right now we are just friends that hang out tons. lol.
on wed we went out for sushi and went to this improv combat thing where teams compete against each other, and tonight we are going to a theatre that is playing some of andy warhol's movies ... so we are going until they kick us out. :p
AND James is a musician and we have been writing songs together, and that is sooo much fun. basically i sit there and write lyrics and he sits there and writes the music and we both sing together ... its a lot of fun. and he really digs my words.
oh i almost forgot, Jake is still coming around so that he doesnt disappoint ezra. he wants to be apart of her life cause she is so amazing and doesnt want to break her heart. but i made him tell her last night that we were broken up and she cried a little but was okay with it cause Jake is still around. he is the only [ex]bf that has ever EVER done that before. she really appreciates it. its really nice.
also I had to told Jake that I have been seeing someone else....cause on wed Jake wanted to come over and hang out with Ez and such, and I told him I wasnt going to be home and he asked where I was going and so I told him the truth, and i think hes jealous but he just said: i hope he gets what i never got from you, i hope he does better than i did.
so i duno what the means but yeah jerk. LOL nah, hes a good guy still.
so yeah my life has been weird. i never thought i would be where i am ... but thats okay. i kind of dig it. lots. hahah.
anyways....thats my story.
mad mad love to you babygirl.
and i hope all is well with you.
and i wish you bestest ever!!!
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MAD LOVE

hey there! just dropping by to see how things are. The job sitch sounds lame, I'm still looking for one, it's been hard around here. I'm sure it'll work out for you eventually.