shrooms4u
selfish
this MUST be gettin old but i WANT .. SOMETHING
ANYTHING from you love
idk what it is.. IDFK.. mmm.. i miss you like fucken crazy
i mean.. I LOVE YOU.. forever and ever and i know YOU LOVE ME
just the same but IRONICALLY i don't FEEL loved! =(
not saying our love is ONE-SIDED but i really don't feel like i HAVE YOU
anymore.. i really don't feel like i KNOW YOU anymore
what CAN i know about you!?.. you made me feel so fucken SPECIAL
(THEN).. what happened to "US" i have you yet i feel like i'm LOSING you.. we're TOGETHER.. but WHAT exactly distinguishes US from YOU and EVERYONE ELSE! =(.. maybe it's the fact that your so friendly or idk what but because you are i guess i expect a bit more than you give.. am i selfish???? =(.. i love you and i'd give my world up for you in a split fucken second.. make me FEEL like you'd do the same.. knowing just doesn't seem to cut it for me anymore..
i don't wanna seem like i'm askin for TOO MUCH for nothing.. i love you.. really really much.. and i miss you even more..
ANYTHING from you love
idk what it is.. IDFK.. mmm.. i miss you like fucken crazy
i mean.. I LOVE YOU.. forever and ever and i know YOU LOVE ME
just the same but IRONICALLY i don't FEEL loved! =(
not saying our love is ONE-SIDED but i really don't feel like i HAVE YOU
anymore.. i really don't feel like i KNOW YOU anymore
what CAN i know about you!?.. you made me feel so fucken SPECIAL
(THEN).. what happened to "US" i have you yet i feel like i'm LOSING you.. we're TOGETHER.. but WHAT exactly distinguishes US from YOU and EVERYONE ELSE! =(.. maybe it's the fact that your so friendly or idk what but because you are i guess i expect a bit more than you give.. am i selfish???? =(.. i love you and i'd give my world up for you in a split fucken second.. make me FEEL like you'd do the same.. knowing just doesn't seem to cut it for me anymore..
i don't wanna seem like i'm askin for TOO MUCH for nothing.. i love you.. really really much.. and i miss you even more..
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GO FUCK A GOAT! =(
FUCK!..
this is my life.. and i consistently fuck it up for myself.. CONSISTENTLY!
today i realized i'm no better than the rest of them..
i sat there listenin to the convo i must've heard over a million fucken
times and just like the other times in my head i called myself
"BETTER THAN THAT!"
i realized that all this time i've been trying not to be someone i know...
thinkn THAT was enough.. but in actuality it's just molded me into an even more inconsiderate FUCK.
i mean if you think CHEATIN is fucken bad.. how much fucken worst is it when your BETTER half tells you.. you make them feel like they're love towards you isn't appreciated!!!! =( how much more FUCKED UP is that knowing that you fucked up w/out any other factors but YOURSELF!!! no temptation.. no manipulation.. NOTHIN.. that was all fucken me!
and after all that that same person can tell you THEY LOVE YOU.. i am too spoiled! and i regretably don't deserve this better half of mine =(..
I LOVE YOU MICHELE! =(
this is my life.. and i consistently fuck it up for myself.. CONSISTENTLY!
today i realized i'm no better than the rest of them..
i sat there listenin to the convo i must've heard over a million fucken
times and just like the other times in my head i called myself
"BETTER THAN THAT!"
i realized that all this time i've been trying not to be someone i know...
thinkn THAT was enough.. but in actuality it's just molded me into an even more inconsiderate FUCK.
i mean if you think CHEATIN is fucken bad.. how much fucken worst is it when your BETTER half tells you.. you make them feel like they're love towards you isn't appreciated!!!! =( how much more FUCKED UP is that knowing that you fucked up w/out any other factors but YOURSELF!!! no temptation.. no manipulation.. NOTHIN.. that was all fucken me!
and after all that that same person can tell you THEY LOVE YOU.. i am too spoiled! and i regretably don't deserve this better half of mine =(..
I LOVE YOU MICHELE! =(
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When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves. ~Victor Frankl
"Accept everything about yourself -- I mean everything, you are you and that is the beginning and the end -- no apologies, no regrets."
Clark Moustakas
"Accept everything about yourself -- I mean everything, you are you and that is the beginning and the end -- no apologies, no regrets."
Clark Moustakas
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shrooms4u
About Me
To gain that which is worth having, it may be necessary to lose everything else.
Birthday:Jan 4 1987
Chat Name:
wonderboy
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