runlizzierun
Sometimes
I feel like I have so much to say, but if I sat down and wrote it, I wouldn't be able to stop, and no one would understand.
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Skeletons in the closets.
My boyfriend was helping me clean the living room. I decided to remove the old rug from the stairs.
On the last stair, my boyfriend found needles hidden underneath it, two, still with some meth left in them.
There is a part of me that feels betrayed by my father. Who knows how long they've been hidden there.
I walked past that step everyday, and for a while so did he.
I haven't talked to him for a month, and I don't know if I want to.
On the last stair, my boyfriend found needles hidden underneath it, two, still with some meth left in them.
There is a part of me that feels betrayed by my father. Who knows how long they've been hidden there.
I walked past that step everyday, and for a while so did he.
I haven't talked to him for a month, and I don't know if I want to.
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Finished this week;
Do you ever feel kind of numb? Its not a bad kind of numb. Just... I'm okay, I'm not spectacular, though i do have my moments where I'm pretty pleased with life. I just don't feel too much as of late. Nothing severely bad or good, just irritation or amusement. I guess its nice, its better then being depressed. Mostly I think its as if I'm in this sort of limbo, in this in between where i feel a lot of unpinpointed anxiety. I just want to get to school and try and figure out if everything will fall into place the way i hope it will.
ughh.
today was fun, however. :]
ughh.
today was fun, however. :]
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Wed.02.20.08 4:35pm
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Do youuu remember the name of the melo user that has the layouts i showed you??
Fri.05.11.07 6:41pm
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Sun.04.22.07 9:50am
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im awful. i feel as my heart is hallow... i dont think thats a good thing. how are you?
runlizzierun
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Feb 27 1987
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San Leandro
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Female
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Birthday:
Feb 27 1987
Chat Name:
inakillingjar
Disposition:
Optimistic
Location:
San Leandro
Sex?:
Female
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