pitpunk

Today, I feel like this...

"I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, close your eyes, girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
'I want to fucking tear you apart.'"

Today, I want blood.

Currently listening to "Tear You Apart" by She Wants Revenge.

Earthquake!

And I was almost asleep too...damn Southern California and it's seismic activity.

Earthquake Details (From the USGS)
Magnitude: 4.4
Date-Time: Tuesday, March 16, 2010 at 04:04:00 AM at epicenter
Location: 33.998°N, 118.072°W
Depth: 18 km (11.2 miles)
Region: GREATER LOS ANGELES AREA, CALIFORNIA
Distances: 2 km (1 miles) ENE (58°) from Pico Rivera, CA
4 km (3 miles) ESE (115°) from Montebello, CA
4 km (3 miles) SSW (207°) from Whittier Narrows Rec. Area, CA
9 km (5 miles) NE (39°) from Downey, CA
9 km (6 miles) SSW (206°) from El Monte, CA
17 km (11 miles) ESE (112°) from Los Angeles Civic Center, CA

earthquake map 3_16

Currently listening to "Head Against the Sky" by Eisley.

I hate Daylight Savings Time.

The jump forward in spring always fucks me up. It's 3 am, and I'm not even close to tired. I guess it's back to ME2...maybe I can get to level 20 before I'm ready to sleep.

Hun, feel free to wake me up with a text in the morning. I don't want to sleep all day and not get to talk to you before work.

Currently listening to "Sydney" by Halifax.

"I don't even have to ask her. I can look in her eyes and thank God that I am forgiven."

Tags: love

With every passing day, I learn something new about her that makes me fall deeper in love.

I really don't know how I got this lucky.

I don't even know what else to say. You've rendered me speechless.

I love you. Maybe that's all I need to say. I love you.

Currently listening to "Marry Song" by Band of Horses.

"I'm not a monster. I'm just a sick man."

I'm no better than I was in high school. I just find more creative and less obvious ways to hurt myself.

I listen to music, I sing along, I play guitar. Seems innocent enough, right?

It's not when I do it. I turn it up so loud my ears hurt. I don't sing, I scream until I lose my voice. And I play my guitar until the strings are coated with my blood.

Still better than self-mutilation? You be the judge.

Currently listening to "Blue Morning" by Greeley Estates.

I am never sleeping again.

Tags: dreams, sleep

My dreams can go fuck themselves. I've had enough.

Currently listening to "I'm Through with the Past (But the Past Isn't Through with Me)" by Straylight Run.

"There are 20 years to go..."

All I want is to feel you next to me and to sleep for as long as possible...

...is that too much to ask?

Currenty listening to "Twenty Years" by Placebo.

That was weird...

A helicopter just flew so low overhead that it shook my house...three times. I wonder what that is about.

By the way, this episode of This American Life is facinating. If you have an hour to kill, go to the show's website to listen. It's the story of how the American Psychatric Association removed homosexuality from their Diagnostic and Statistical Manual in 1973. Very interesting listen.

Currently listening to This American Life-"#204: 81 Words".

Request to Random Tourists

First of all, welcome. =)

Now, I understand that most of you may be utterly bored and touring because you have nothing else to do. I have no problem with that. All visitors are welcome here. Feel free to poke around as much as you want.

However, if you just leave me a comment that says "hello" or "touring" or anything else to that effect, don't expect a response. That's great that you're touring. But if you want to talk to me, please have something to say first, something that could start a conversation. The hit counter tells me people were here. I don't really want my guestbook full of pointless messages.

Thank you all in advance, and again, welcome!

My Music

I've begun writing and recording again. Which means I'm back on...let's see if I can say it without gagging...Myspace Music.

I wish there was a way for me to host my music here. Maybe when Melo finally takes over the world and has money for that much server space...

But until then, you can find my music on Myspace. Go listen, friend me, talk to me, tell your friends...not that I'll be playing anywhere anytime soon, but music is meant to be listened to. So go!

My Music on Myspace

Currently listening to "All That I Know" by Collective Soul.

Tell me a story.

I've recently become aware that I'm a sucker for a good story; so much, in fact, that I've decided to choose a career path that could end up dedicating my life to listening to people talk. It doesn't matter what it's about. As long as it's told well, you'll have my attention. Take the NBC hit Heroes, for example. I never liked comic books or superheroes (except for Batman) because the over-the-top ridiculousness of superpowers turns me off to the whole thing. And I reserved a special kind of hatred for TV dramas. But after watching a few episodes with Michelle, I was hooked. Why? Exceptional storytelling.

I listen to mass amounts of public radio, sometimes for hours on end. Today, I got home from work at 10:30 am and have spent most of my time since then catching up on my backlogged NPR podcasts. It's definitely not just for the news. I could get news anywhere. It's the stories that hooked me on public radio. My two most listened podcasts are Chicago Public Radio's world-famous show This American Life, and American Public Radio's The Story. It's just ordinary people telling extraordinary stories for an hour at a time. I can't get enough.

Everyone's got stories just waiting to be told. Some people don't think they do, but they're there. Your life experiences make you who you are. Any event that has had an effect on your life in any way, no matter how small, has the potential to be an amazing story.

That's why I'm so facinated by stories, talk radio, this community...dysfunctional as it may be sometimes. I'm facinated by human behavior and people's personalities and what makes people act the way they do. Telling stories is how we relate that to other people; how, for a brief moment, we can be inside someone else's head and see the world the way they do. A good story can really give you a shot of perspective.

Everyone has a story. What's yours?

Currently listening to This American Life #368: "Who Do You Think You Are?"

The Most Uplifting Website I've Ever Seen

The Fetzer Institute's Campaign for Love & Forgiveness

Go explore, and be inspired to forgive someone in your life.

Currently listening to The Transatlantic Acoustic Show-July 26, 2008.

Return of the Charts

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andrewmilligan's picture
Re: public

hahah!! random tour 37/100

blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: Today, I feel like this...

I keep on reading this over and over,
it's making my body crave yours baby,
I know i shouldn't, and I end up doing it anyways. :P

Good morning my love, I woke up wanting to talk to you, just like every morning, but I remembered the two hour difference and what lack of sleep you must have gotten. So I'm coming on here to tell you good morning and I love you<3

I'm going to be around town for the morning, text me when you wake up and I'll try and come home to you asap :)

Love you<3

blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: Today, I feel like this...

mmmm the things i would do to you babe. I can't wait to see you<3

yayyyyy's picture
Re: public

i am not predictable. vist the music video i have on my dam site damit, gogogo

:p

im proud of it. ok but i g2g :random:

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blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: Laura Marling-"Night Terror"

Of course I will :)

blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: Earthquake!

Blehhhh

blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: I hate Daylight Savings Time.

i wanted to let you sleep longer, i figured you wouldn't of been able to. And it sucks i had to do stuff today, we could of had more time to talk :(

pitpunk's picture
Re: I hate Daylight Savings Time.

Haha, seriously. I'm playing on hardcore. I'm stuck on that first Collector ship. I can't figure out a way out. I keep getting killed.

candy's picture
Re: I hate Daylight Savings Time.

I traded in ME2 for FFXIII. That's at least 100 more hours of new stuff, right?

pitpunk's picture
Re: public

Haha, good idea. =)

jessicasaori's picture
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Move to Hawaii. The concept of daylight savings time does not exist. Lol.

pitpunk's picture
Re: public

A little tired, but can't complain too much.

onegurlarmy's picture
Re: public

Decent, I suppose. And you?

pitpunk's picture
Re: public

Hi. How are you today?

onegurlarmy's picture
Re: public

hello

pitpunk's picture
Re: I am never sleeping again.

I had another dream that you cheated on me. WTF is wrong with my brain?

blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: I am never sleeping again.

what happened babe?

pitpunk's picture
Re: public

Much better. Thanks for playing! =D

Gigli's picture
Re: public

What sauce? Sorry, I don't speak internet jargon. That's for the greasy, long-haired masses with uneven handfuls of pubic hair glued to his/her face crowd. Must be nice for ya in that World of Warcrap.

Gigli's picture
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Placebo sucks.

blackheartvamp7's picture
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Te Amo, Mi Querido Amor Divino <3 Buenas Noches. Que Duermas Bien :)

pitpunk's picture
Re: New Releases: 3/9/10

Haha, not a fan, I take it?

chaoseros's picture
Re: New Releases: 3/9/10

Goddamnit gorilaz just stop!

pitpunk's picture
Re: public

Haha, that's pretty awesome. =)

blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: "There are 20 years to go..."

Haha it's a little bad >_<

bitterbiscit's picture
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I am actually like 12 feet away from Dave Navarro... Along with being in the Army, I have been doing modeling since I was 12... and in doing so and having my daddy be in the music business, I get a lot of offers for girls with tattoos needed... So here I am.. AND ITS DAVE NAVARRO!!! ok. So. He is actually a lot nicer then u would imagine. We are doing our shoot for the Mayhem Festival in Atlanta on Auust 1st.Stoked about the shoot... he will be grabbing my bare breastisis... lmao.. good posing from the photographer.. lmao... but really... Totally Star Struck here!!!!

pitpunk's picture
Re: public

Wow, that's pretty intense. Thank you for sharing.

pitpunk's picture
Re: "There are 20 years to go..."

I love you too. =D

Is it bad that I don't remember posting this? =/ I mean, of course I meant it, but...I just don't remember...

bitterbiscit's picture
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As I sat in the 20 below weather, it had crossed my mind that for the millionth time since I arrived in Iraq, that I, Samantha, could very well die today. I could die today and it made me question if there was anyone going to be at my funeral. Would my family show up? Would I have any friends be there? Would anyone mourn my passing?

My watchtower duty was almost over, and after being up for over 36 hours, it was starting to eat at me. The sound of gunfire and explosives were in the distant. It was such a normal sound now. The nights when it was quite made it impossible to sleep from being so used to hearing that sound.

"ORCUTT" "SGT ORCUTT" I wasnt sure if I had been dreaming it.
"SGT ORCUTT" I leaned my head over just a bit to see my newest PVT coming up the grid.
"SGT ORCUTT", why was he talking to me? I grabbed my gun and made my way down the grid, nodding at my fellow soldier on the way down, as an unspoken understanding that I would be back.

Reaching the bottem, I realized something was wrong. This soldier that stood before me, was farely new to my platoon, but still, under protocol was not supposed to be out dressed in his casuals.

"Sgt Orcutt, PVT Comeau is locked in his room and he says he is going to kill himself."

... this is a story that is very close to my heart... and hurts to tell... but even more... hurts to hear...

greysunlight's picture
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yeah that song has been ona my favorites for years...

blackheartvamp7's picture
blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: Tell me a story.

So there was a Brown Bunny, in a rather small field.
He was floppy eared, his friends were not, poor bunny felt left out.
One day he found a secret tunnel that lead away from the field to a road.
He followed it for what seemed like days.
In his journey through the road he met a bunch of weird amenals in different shapes a colors.
Eventually the road ended and led him to a meadow and he found a bunch of other floppy eared bunnies like him. he hopped around meeting all of the floppy eared bunnies until he came to one. She was awesome, they fell in love and had a bazillion little bunnehs

the End :D

blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: Tell me a story.

So there was this fish, in umm a pond.
He was green, his friends were orange.
he felt left out.
One day he found a secret tunnel that lead away from the pond into a river.
He followed it for what seemed like days.
In his journey through the river he met a bunch of weird thingies different shapes a colors.
Ummm.... eventually the river ended and led him to a lake and he found a bunch of other green fish like him.

the End O_O

blackheartvamp7's picture
Re: Paramore-"My Heart"

Mine beats for only you as well babe <3

pitpunk's picture
Re: public

You know, sometimes the hardest stories to tell are the best ones. =)

bitterbiscit's picture
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so I just attempted to tell you a story... like 6 times... but mine seem to be increasingly turning into my overseas images from Iraq... probably not a good sign... hmmm...

How about... there once was a man from Nantukit.... lmao *hit my humor bubble*

pitpunk's picture
Re: Paramore-"My Heart"

Aww, that's ok. But you owe me! =P

neverender2113's picture
Re: Paramore-"My Heart"

if i had touches left I'd give them to you.
i love this song.
its so true D;

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