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Life update..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Sat.03.13.10 10:43am

Well we didn't make it to Fullerton..YET!.
Baby had some legal shit we had to deal with..and then yours truely got a mini truck. Black 1986 Nissan 720 kingcab.Goin full Rat Rod with it. Pics to come as soon as I get it back from the carb shop :)

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80 a fuggin 8th come on...

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Fri.02.26.10 6:41am

I mean its yum yum..but fuck man come on..it's not gold..
Damn I can't wait to get back to $55 an 8th and its just as good if not better..
Fuck Fla sucks in every way..
Hehe Leaving day after tomorrow..

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3 am Tuesday Morning

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Tue.02.23.10 2:44am

I just wanted to say..I'm beyond excited..so heres the updats for anyone who cares..
Get the truck on the 26th..going to help mom and sissy move..then pack the truck looking to head out..4 am Sun the 28th looking to be home about 3pmish..
Driving a box truck cross country..expect photos guys ;)

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Damn right bitches.Check the song....hehehe couldn't be happier..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Mon.02.15.10 9:37pm

Moving Back to Fullerton California with Shannon in 2 weeks

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Dead Memories...ya gotta love Slipknot

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Wed.02.10.10 2:33pm

Hey sure as shit..The one thing I can count on in life..
Dishonesty...
Sad I know but its a fact..It's a bad thing to me to have hope..
Of any kind..
Everyone is full of shit..and out to for themselves...
And I'm the fucking bad guy?????
It's really alright..Seeings is how they wont have to deal with me much longer..
3 weeks tops for everyone..So it seems to me that they would be more relieved then they are..Tons of tention..Right before release..
It's ok..count to 10 and know..It's not much more of me you'll have to take :)
So fuck you and have a nice day..:)

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The one who owns me.

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Fri.02.05.10 7:00pm

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Counting Crows ..for the NEW YAER

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Thu.12.24.09 10:45pm

Lyrics of ..
A Murder of One..

All your life is such a shame, shame, shame.
All your love is just a dream, dream, dream.

I've been watching you for hours.
It's been years since we were born.
We were perfect when we started...
I've been wondering where we've gone.

Yeah, when you open up your wings to speak
I wish you'd let me in.

All your life is such a shame, shame, shame.
All your love is just a dream, dream, dream.
Open up your eyes
You can see the flames, flames, flames.
of your wasted life.
You should be ashamed.

........ just a few things to ponder in the new year i guess...
see you in 2000 and 10 ..fuckers..

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Well boys and girls...

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Thu.12.24.09 10:04pm

Umm..yea like happy holidays and all that bullshit...
another year come and gone...
and the only good thing about the year..."THAT ITS GONE"..
and fuck 2010 while you are at it..so mearry fuckyou christmass...
and go blow a goat for the new year...
Fuck you all....
And have a good night....

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Yet another thing nobody will read..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Sat.11.21.09 4:24pm

Dont even know why i waste my time anymore..
Nobody reads this..
And if they do nobody cares..I'm the joke I've always been..
My life in short..
She still loves her ex..
Her family hates me (with good reason)
I've done nothing wrong and still I'm the villian not the victim..
It's sad really..I bitch for the sake of bitching i guess..Not like anybody is listening or caring if they do happen to hear me..
I'll stop wastong my breath..

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its alright myspace stalkers..i still got melo...

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Fri.08.21.09 4:22pm

so fuck all the fucking stalkers comming to my my space just to be nosey..fuck you I still got my melo...so here goes another..Awwe poor poor aron bullshit..(listening to slipknot by the way)
The hole gets deeper..
everytime i think we've hit the bottom..you show me so much more to fall...Was i Ever ANYTHING??
I mean at all fuck..
Time and time again I'm shown that he has..and still holds more of your heart than i could ever even see..its fucking sad..I've never done anything to you and you honestly know it..So why do i deserve so much grief..I mean i DO understand..I really really do..He's your first love..and no matter what happens or who you are with you are going to hold a lil love for him..The only problem with that..is to me so long as that love is held..My love wont be..I really dont know why and how you could have put me through ALL this...and be able to just go right to sleep at night its disgusting..but oh well i guess..to each his own..We all got our ways of dealing with tention or stress...some people just go to sleep..others sit up all night because their minds wont calm down..
But oh fucking well..
It's just my heart,emotions,soul,just every bit of me..and you just played with it...
And you know what sucks on top of suckage..You'll NEVER fucking read this..and if you do..I'm willin to bet you dont say a fucking word about..
I know right god forbid Aron matter to anyone ever anytime..
But we all know i dont..so I'll shut the fuck up..

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fuck aron.

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Wed.07.22.09 11:19pm

Never mattered to anyone..
I've always been a game..
its fucking sad..
None of you were ever of game to me..
So why did my feelings have to be..
Its ok..I'm used to this..
Feeling like you dont matter..
Please..
Keep lying to me..
I'll keep believing..I'll keep taking it..
sad..
so so sad..

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Oh dont mind me I'll just sleep..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Wed.07.22.09 11:17pm

count to 10 and smile...
believe everything that said..
just sit and smile..
its all right ..
just keep telling yourself..
its all ok..

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just on to whine some more..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Sun.06.28.09 11:17pm

looks like i only come here to bitch or whine..you'd think i'd be a man by now..
nope..still the same emotional p.o.s...its sad..but who cares..
not a soul that reads this blabbering i do..its pathetic..man i really need to end it..

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can always count on mom

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Mon.06.01.09 8:25pm

just what i need ..sitting here knowing what an epic failure i am..
and mom comes in to praise her daughter...

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already..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Mon.06.01.09 7:51pm

i wish i would just fucking die and get out of the way already :(

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its not like you care..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Thu.05.21.09 4:58pm

i dont even know whyi post anything..
its not like anyone comes and reads this..
and if they do its not like they care..so after this..
be surprized if i post anything about anything again..

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Listening to Mr Brightside,,

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Tue.05.05.09 10:46pm

I'm a total fool to think i was anything special..a fucking fool..
its alright jokes on me and thats how it should be i guess..
I would say i should have known better...but "I'm too goddamn stupid to have real friends..have to make due.."
why am i not more shocked at this..it really fells like i should be.,
but given my track record..shit most would have wondered why i didnt fucking expect it ..oh well jokes on me..just as it should be,,

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it is wut it is..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Fri.04.17.09 10:03pm

no sence in whining like a lil bitch..so all I'll say..
it is what it is..it was what it was...
and if you still got feelings..aint shit i can do about it..
so fuckit.,.

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Opinion Ate it.

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Fri.04.17.09 6:26pm

haha i like that..
My Opinionateit...hahah great werd there me...

thats when your opinion pisses someone off..."your opinion ate it"
thats when you hurt feelings.."your opinion ate it"
thank me for that werd..

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The way it goes..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Mon.04.13.09 3:23pm

Question..
Have you ever got a new car?..I mean like a brand new car...
if so..How did you treat it when you first got it..I'll tell you ..It was the best,coolest car you ever had..you treat it golden..
Now..picture a few months go by..Are you the same to the car?
No..You're throwing things in the back seat..washing it every now and then..and do you want to know why?
I'll explain..The novelty has warn thin..or Just worn off all together..and now you are calling "your baby".."The P.O.S...its just how it goes..Nobody is to blame really..its just how it goes...
Heres another example...
Think back to when you were a child..And you finally got the one toy you were always dreaming of..Man you carry that fucking thing everywhere you go..it becomes part of you...
Now think about if a few months go by..where is that toy...what happened to it...Well its out in the yard covered in dirt and half broken..and heres what happened..The "NEWNESS" the "Novelty" of that toy wore off...or went away..Now insted of all the great things they toy was,you are telling everyone how the toy sucks and was a waste of money...
I'm that car..
I'm that toy...
I'm shiney and new for a few months..but rest assured..it'll all fade away..

Fuck you...And have a Nice Day.
A.

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Finallly..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Fri.01.30.09 1:55am

Finallly out in California...but only till the 3rd then me and my shannie fannie are headed back to florida.. :)

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guess what...

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Mon.11.17.08 2:26am

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Fiction

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Fri.09.26.08 10:20pm

So..I'm sitting on the bathroom floor..digging into my arm with a dull,rusted razorblade..It seems the more i try the less it cuts..The flakes of rust fall into the scratches and it feels wierd..
Like you know when you get a grain of sand in the corner of your eye..
Think of that but not trying to remove it..Thats how this feels.
Its so hard to cut skin and laugh at the same time..
I catch myself sawing in rythm of my laughter..
Then someone knocks on the door..The person outside ask."are you alright in there?' I play it off.."yea the floor was slick and i slipped i tell them"..and that "I'm just laughing at my clutzfulness..
I hear the footsteps fade further from the door and I'm back at it..
Digging and scratching the blade but not getting anywhere..
It's happened like this a few times now..
And its ALWAYS the same..
My ass sitting on the cold tile floor.making a commotion
Someone asking "are you ok"..
And my simple dismissal of them..

I never wanted to be the person i am..It just happened that way.

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Some of my friends...

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Fri.08.22.08 3:32am

Some of my friends call me strange...and its my love for two of the most famous villians ever ..Otis Driftwood...and The Joker..and no thats not a fanboy thing cus of dark knight..though Heath Ledger R.I.P... Did the Joker better than any comparrison..But I am fucking 30 years old and everybody that knows me knows and will tell you knows..I have been into the Joker since Adam West..Before tim burton even touched it...but i digress... my point..Look listen..

My friends call me strange because i have a fasination with these two villians..

Heres how i find them so intresting..Theres something so beautiful in having no rules.No bounds...and Nothing to lose..i have always found it magical..sounds cheesey i know..
But you have got to admit..all of us would love to live with so much FREEDOM..
the not having to answer..the not have to worry about bills..
and if you dont you are a fucking drone..
I have always lived in today..NOT tomorrow..and NOT..yesterday//
and to me I have lived freeier than most i know..sure i seem to have suffered more than them..i see it i didnt suffer.. i endured..i survived..
..and not one of the people in my lil clique of friends can wrap their minds around it...

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shut the fuck up ME..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Thu.08.21.08 1:41am

time will tell....
wonder how long I'll be around..

i often honestly hope something happens to me..so then when I'm gone nobody can blame me..or say well "he gave up."

I know I'm selfish i never said i wasnt..just tired of being taken for granted..like I'm going to be here forever..I'm not..none of us are..Jus tired of the waiting..the hurting..the same wish over and over..I hate my mind..i hate how i look at myself..and i know it brigns everyone down..but for me to fake smile and act like its alll ok is next to impossiable to me....

I just wish i could vanish..so i wouldnt keep any of you down..or hurt you..or make you sad..i know its my fault..and I'm trying to deal with it.and understand myself better..I'm just alone and lost most of the time..try to find your way in the darkness..and i know this looks like all my other blogs..the poor ole aron routine..but its not..just asking to matter..not be missed..

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Playlise Refreshed..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Thu.12.27.07 12:44pm

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hey guys want to see a picture of 2 really hot boxes laying on a bed..

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Sat.12.08.07 5:29am

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Well what the hell did you think i ment?

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ya ya its not that good

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Sat.10.20.07 9:39am

You turn me on..
In so many ways..
That I forgot could be..
Has my mind running that maze..
Locked inside without a key..

The things I'd do..
To pleasure you..
Would leave you in a haze..
With just one flick ..
Of this tongue..
You'll be thinkin about it for days..

I wanna make you cum..
Make you scream..
Lose yourself..
Find the Dream..

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Submitted by otis_driftwood on Tue.10.09.07 1:46am

So umm yea...lol fooled again...i really need to start listening to others..
because the way i been going on my own is awful..
I mean shit..
Maybe i need to keep online friends as friends and starting looking at whats in front of me and see what i find..

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dowhahuhinthafuck?

Submitted by otis_driftwood on Sun.10.07.07 1:16am

lol its funny to me..ya tell me you know we dont get alot of time together..
Yet you spend our time ..talkin to a guy who wants you to come party...
man i matter..yes indeedy..
Man i wish i didnt nit-pick and gripe..
But shit dont tell me things if you are gonna go against your own words..
And please by all means call me out if i ever do it to you....
Fuck this I'm over it..
I was a fool to think anyother than what you guys have taught me..