quick note for all of you, my feet currently smell like feet lol EWWW FEET and lauren is on her way over for some good ol fashion fun and tomorrow i pick up bryan from the bus station, WEEE

so ive been gone, sorry, but i was in the hospital, nearly died, long story. im ok now just scared out of my mind. so yeah its good to see u all again.

im on the front page of melo!!! heh eyes thats what lauren and i did yesterday WOOT so hope you all enjoy melo being baked :) merry christmas!!

hey ladies drop it down, just wanna see you touch the ground, dont be shy girl , go bananza, shake your body like a belly dance-a

wow what can i say that will do her justice? Lauren is an amazing girl. I had so much fun , usually if im with someone out getting coffee , after like and hour im all oookay lets go but we sat there for four hours, yes FOUR and i wouldnt have even noticed, time just flew by. then i went with her to her work to pick up some papers and then we went to dinner. By the end of the night neither of us wanted to go and i can tell you i had to fight myself not to call her on my way home. Now it looks like i should have seeing as a scary ugly old man was following her lol. but sooooo yes lol i cant wait until next time, we are going to have a total movie night *3 cheers for cuddling* er i mean...wha? *giggles* ok so fun moments of the night:

"i didnt get the onions because what kind of message would that send? "
"Well i had to get the onions because i didnt want the spicy sausage! (ok so that wasnt obvious *sarcasm*)"

"I cant say im a plumber if I've never plumbed" Lauren is good at sexual inuendos

"the fat people are easier to save"
"while flying?!?!?!"


lol those were just a few we had many good moments that i wont be soon to forget, except for that one on the way to mimis that i said id post if i could remember it and sure as shit i dont lol oh well . lauren, you are fully derving of the vey.

grass, I lied about the wheels.

"Two junior co-eds went to the movies one night. After 15 minutes passed one girl leaned over and whispered to her friend, "What should I do? The guy sitting next to me is masturbating."

Her friend replied, "Don't do anything. Just ignore it."

The first girl said, "I can't."

Her friend, "Why can't you ignore it?"

The first one says, "Because he's using my hand!""

yesterday i had an interview at deidrich's (a coffeehouse for all you non cali friends) and it went really well. I got nothing but positive comments and "exceeds expectations" even my smile hehe. Then Dano , the guy who interviewed me, said it would take a week ,and usually does , for them to get back to me about a second interview with the distrcit manager, well they called me in less than two hours and set one up for today at noon!!!! I'm thinking thats a good sign yes? man i want this job!! *crosses fingers*

so theres this girl megan who im marching in a parade with, and this is from her myspace: THEN...I found out that Matt's ex girlfriend is this little insecure mousey girl, and she's the one I'm presenting flags with in the parade on Saturday. Which kind of made me upset bc I was really starting to get along with Matt...oh well

wow nearly cried, how mean is she. those were not nice things to say , hes not my ex hes my bf now , and then she went on to explain thats why she was being a bitch all day, fuck you so not my fault. i hate girls who have to bring everyone else down.

I'm just really tired, of going. I went to the ER last night. So now thats last wenesday and last night, god i dont even get over being sick. The people must have thought i was a hypochondriac when i told them how much medication im on, and how i have a viral infection and finished taking the steroids sunday and how i got a root canal the day before (wednesday) and that i was there last week and oh the list goes on and on. And get this, i showed my mom my tattoo while i was in the ER, yup , theyve been talking about me and tattoos so much lately and i had to change into the little half naked gown so i said fuck it what better time than now and i showed her. her comments" wow, its big, did u know it was going to be so big? did it hurt?" and the one i was waiting/hoping for : "jessi i love you and im not going to kick you out for this, you know the only two things that will get you kicked out, ill tell your father for you tonight so you dont have to worry about it ok sweety?" i love my mom. I would die without her, really i would, just two days ago they had been practically screaming that a tattoo would get me kicked out, but she said last night it takes a lot because it would break her heart to kick me out...again i love my mom.

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: the killers

update update, well stephi did my haur yesterday and it is uber hot i love her for it she is such a great friend, i dont know what i would do without her and josh, um then had to get an emergency root canal today lol fun eh? im still sick but hey whats 5 weeks right? lol definitely looking forward to the green day concert saturday, me and three guys can i handle it? i think so. they arent too tough, spoon parsha annnd um i dont know the other guy, its spoons roommate. well see how tough he is. and lets see what else, oh yeah im job hunting wooo gotta quit bagels and brew they suuuck i had 4 hrs scheduled this week and they sent me home after one , cuz i was sick but i felt fine to work gah new job is def needed.

wake me up when semptember ends....
here comes the rain again...falling from the stars, drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are....as my memory rests, but never forgets what i lost, wake me up when september ends...summer has gone past, the innocent can never last...wake me up when september ends...

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