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Screw the world
I just wanna kinda go home and nap all day... I dont feel like being in class. I dont want to do a stupid writing activity. I suck at writing grrrrrr...
*shoots self in the head*
Im ok lol
Just this class and then play production...
I can do it...
<3Magz
*shoots self in the head*
Im ok lol
Just this class and then play production...
I can do it...
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what a fucked up night
Drunk boys are crazy... lol
So umm we had a bonfire last night.. it wasn't really a bonfire cuz the wood wouldn't burn... but anyway the fun started when bill came over. Ralph fucked bills girlfriend and bill wanted to fight him. Thats all good except bill is a pussy and ralph was really drunk. So they rolled on the ground for a while and then finally just gave up. Bill left and then we were all just chillin. Then matt decided it would be a good idea to pee on ralphs car.... i dunno... well he ended up not only peeing on the car but in the passenger seat too. Ralph got pissed and got into his car and backed it up into the guys truck then turned around and hit it again then sped off into the night. and this whole time matt is laughing his ass off. So about 20 minutes later ralph came back and everything was forgiven and forgotten... for about 15 minutes. Matt pick ralph up and threw him and knocked the wind out of him. so ralph got into his car and drove off again. the whole time matt is still laughing his ass off cuz he thinks its all a big joke.
And where am i in all this? I am sitting quietly by a fire pit with my best friend jack daniels watching it all unfold.
i kinda feel bad for ralph
But at the same time i dont give a damn because the whole night i was being a good friend to him. I sat by with while he was sick, got him water, all that good stuff... and then he just told me to fuck off... so fuck him.
...insanity...
but oh well im gonna get ready to go to my grandparents house... yay...
<3MagZ
So umm we had a bonfire last night.. it wasn't really a bonfire cuz the wood wouldn't burn... but anyway the fun started when bill came over. Ralph fucked bills girlfriend and bill wanted to fight him. Thats all good except bill is a pussy and ralph was really drunk. So they rolled on the ground for a while and then finally just gave up. Bill left and then we were all just chillin. Then matt decided it would be a good idea to pee on ralphs car.... i dunno... well he ended up not only peeing on the car but in the passenger seat too. Ralph got pissed and got into his car and backed it up into the guys truck then turned around and hit it again then sped off into the night. and this whole time matt is laughing his ass off. So about 20 minutes later ralph came back and everything was forgiven and forgotten... for about 15 minutes. Matt pick ralph up and threw him and knocked the wind out of him. so ralph got into his car and drove off again. the whole time matt is still laughing his ass off cuz he thinks its all a big joke.
And where am i in all this? I am sitting quietly by a fire pit with my best friend jack daniels watching it all unfold.
i kinda feel bad for ralph
But at the same time i dont give a damn because the whole night i was being a good friend to him. I sat by with while he was sick, got him water, all that good stuff... and then he just told me to fuck off... so fuck him.
...insanity...
but oh well im gonna get ready to go to my grandparents house... yay...
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im fucking bored
but i don't want to really do much...
does that make sense?
well it does to me.
i just wish i could get intoxicated in some way lol
i would enjoy that
blah blah blah.
<3Magz
does that make sense?
well it does to me.
i just wish i could get intoxicated in some way lol
i would enjoy that
blah blah blah.
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Your only cool if you do drugs
HAHA just kidding thats dumb
Drugs are fun
but they dun make you cool
almost broke my no drug streak 2 days ago
its a damn good thing that bball hurt his ankle and alia had to take him to the hospitle..
well... good for me.. not for b... haha
I love coffee... but we ran out of milk and i gotta drink it black... lol fuck
this is gonna be really random again huh?
I've lost my mind
im bitchier now that i quit smoking cigarettes
it doesn't help that tim and ralph and sam and everyone else that smokes rubs it in that i cant and .... grrrr.....
blah... ok nvm.. im gonna go... wow... yeah.. bye haha
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Drugs are fun
but they dun make you cool
almost broke my no drug streak 2 days ago
its a damn good thing that bball hurt his ankle and alia had to take him to the hospitle..
well... good for me.. not for b... haha
I love coffee... but we ran out of milk and i gotta drink it black... lol fuck
this is gonna be really random again huh?
I've lost my mind
im bitchier now that i quit smoking cigarettes
it doesn't help that tim and ralph and sam and everyone else that smokes rubs it in that i cant and .... grrrr.....
blah... ok nvm.. im gonna go... wow... yeah.. bye haha
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You look like half a butt-puppet!
So let's see... whats going on...
This is day 5 of no weed and i gotta say that im doing a whole lot better than i thought. sweetness huh? go me!
This is also day 2 of no cigarettes... not as easy as weed lol my skin is crawling ack! but it'll get better. i got this...
i passes all my classes in school which was a huge shock lol. strait C's but next semester will be better.
I think i need to get the girls together to go to the mall this week. i have no money but i dont care. i miss my girlies so much =-(
My puppy dog is getting neutered as we speak lol. Poooor luke... i gotta go with mommy at 2 to pick him up.
I dont have a car today because sam fucked her car up and has to use mine. and she thinks she drives better than i do... riiiiight...
I think ralph's new occupation of ladies man is going well for him. haha what a dorkus.
and of coarse... all good things must come to an end... It was fun and there is no doubt that i enjoyed it but.. is not good lol ill miss it
i hope everyone liked my totally random blog lol
love peace and chicken grease =-)
<3MagZ
This is day 5 of no weed and i gotta say that im doing a whole lot better than i thought. sweetness huh? go me!
This is also day 2 of no cigarettes... not as easy as weed lol my skin is crawling ack! but it'll get better. i got this...
i passes all my classes in school which was a huge shock lol. strait C's but next semester will be better.
I think i need to get the girls together to go to the mall this week. i have no money but i dont care. i miss my girlies so much =-(
My puppy dog is getting neutered as we speak lol. Poooor luke... i gotta go with mommy at 2 to pick him up.
I dont have a car today because sam fucked her car up and has to use mine. and she thinks she drives better than i do... riiiiight...
I think ralph's new occupation of ladies man is going well for him. haha what a dorkus.
and of coarse... all good things must come to an end... It was fun and there is no doubt that i enjoyed it but.. is not good lol ill miss it
i hope everyone liked my totally random blog lol
love peace and chicken grease =-)
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Oops!
I fucked it up again!
Yes.. Who woulda thunk it?
but yeah... gonna go jump off the parking deck...
Lotsoflove...
Yes.. Who woulda thunk it?
but yeah... gonna go jump off the parking deck...
Lotsoflove...
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Lady Capulet is Kinky
So We have these shakspear characters that we had to color for costume design...
My buddy ryan just called me and told told me that lady capulet is giving the shocker...
and she is...
HAHAHAHA! it made me laugh
oh that silly ryan
i felt like sharing =-P
My buddy ryan just called me and told told me that lady capulet is giving the shocker...
and she is...
HAHAHAHA! it made me laugh
oh that silly ryan
i felt like sharing =-P
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Why...
... Do i suck so much at life? I don't trhink anyone can suck at life more than i suck at life. I neeeed to get on the fucking ball! I keep saying that and what do i do about? NOTHIN! Hence I suck...
But This makes me smile a bit:
I'm sick of this bullshit. All these bitches thinkin they're the fuckin whip just cuz they got a neden! Fuck you neden bitch! That's right and don't call me sexist. Cuz I aint sexist I'm the sexiest but i aint sexist. If im sexist then im the sexiest sexist bitch. call me sexy sex, sexy sexist!
But This makes me smile a bit:
I'm sick of this bullshit. All these bitches thinkin they're the fuckin whip just cuz they got a neden! Fuck you neden bitch! That's right and don't call me sexist. Cuz I aint sexist I'm the sexiest but i aint sexist. If im sexist then im the sexiest sexist bitch. call me sexy sex, sexy sexist!
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School wonderful school
So first day of classes... Second time taking Writing 1
Will I pass?
Will i not be lazy?
Will i cruble into a pile of dust?
Stay tuned and find out!
lol
<3
MagZ
Will I pass?
Will i not be lazy?
Will i cruble into a pile of dust?
Stay tuned and find out!
lol
<3
MagZ
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I stole it! BWAHAH-- *coughcoughcough*
Best:
1. Male Friend: Ralph
2. Female friend: Erin
3. Cousin: hmmm....
4. Place to go: Tim's room
5. Time of Day: around 4ish
6. Day of the week: friday
8. Memories: so many
Last
1. Hug: mommy
2. Talked to on the phone: tim
3. Text: tim
4. Myspace Message: i have no clue
Now;
1. What are you doing now?: sitting in my room
2. What are you wearing right now?: long-sleeve black shirt, jeans
3. Better than yesterday? no way
Tomorrow;
1. Is: Christmas eve
2. Plan: wake up early and go to timmy's so i can give him his present, family party at my house
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: relatives are gonna drive me crazy
Currently;
1. Missing: Erin... and tim a lil
2. Mood: kinda sad
3. Wanting: a hug
4. Favorite song: too many
TRUE OR FALSE;
[I am a morning person] false but im slowly getting there
[I am an only child] False
[I am currently in pajamas] False
[I like country music] true
[I enjoy talking on the phone] both
[I have a hidden talent] ehh... false
[I have all my grandparents] False
[I have or had broken a bone] true
[I have changed a lot over the past year] True... i dont like that...
[I have had the cops called on me] false
Today;
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like? Yep
2. Learned something new?: nope
3. Talk to an ex?: nope
4. Laid in your bed? yup most of the day actually
Last person to...
6. Make you cry?: tim
7. Watched movies with?: tim and ralph
8. Went to the mall with you?: sam
10. Who made you laugh?: ralph
11. Who said they loved you? tim
12. What are your thoughts right now?: what the fuck happened?!
13. What are you most scared of this second?: myself
14. Where do you want to get married?: flowergardens =-)
1. Male Friend: Ralph
2. Female friend: Erin
3. Cousin: hmmm....
4. Place to go: Tim's room
5. Time of Day: around 4ish
6. Day of the week: friday
8. Memories: so many
Last
1. Hug: mommy
2. Talked to on the phone: tim
3. Text: tim
4. Myspace Message: i have no clue
Now;
1. What are you doing now?: sitting in my room
2. What are you wearing right now?: long-sleeve black shirt, jeans
3. Better than yesterday? no way
Tomorrow;
1. Is: Christmas eve
2. Plan: wake up early and go to timmy's so i can give him his present, family party at my house
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: relatives are gonna drive me crazy
Currently;
1. Missing: Erin... and tim a lil
2. Mood: kinda sad
3. Wanting: a hug
4. Favorite song: too many
TRUE OR FALSE;
[I am a morning person] false but im slowly getting there
[I am an only child] False
[I am currently in pajamas] False
[I like country music] true
[I enjoy talking on the phone] both
[I have a hidden talent] ehh... false
[I have all my grandparents] False
[I have or had broken a bone] true
[I have changed a lot over the past year] True... i dont like that...
[I have had the cops called on me] false
Today;
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like? Yep
2. Learned something new?: nope
3. Talk to an ex?: nope
4. Laid in your bed? yup most of the day actually
Last person to...
6. Make you cry?: tim
7. Watched movies with?: tim and ralph
8. Went to the mall with you?: sam
10. Who made you laugh?: ralph
11. Who said they loved you? tim
12. What are your thoughts right now?: what the fuck happened?!
13. What are you most scared of this second?: myself
14. Where do you want to get married?: flowergardens =-)
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I am who I am... I try my best...
I don't know....
That's how I feel at the moment. I just feel... like i don't have what it takes... for anything.
I don't know...
Yeah. I'm hoping that starting college will make that go away
That's how I feel at the moment. I just feel... like i don't have what it takes... for anything.
I don't know...
Yeah. I'm hoping that starting college will make that go away
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In Loving Memory...
In Loving Memory Of Sparky
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
1:00am
15 Yrs Old
"A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself." -Josh Billings
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
1:00am
15 Yrs Old
"A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself." -Josh Billings
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All I have to say is HA!
I think I pissed Dicky off *teehee*
Conversation:
Him: You suck
Me: i know =-P
Him: umm
Me: 8-)
Him: *sigh*
At this point i knew that he was going to get nostagic on me.
I changed the subject.
Me: I might be getting a puppy this week
Him:: kjdshbf
Me: lsejfbsldajk
Him: Grrrrr
Me: said the grizzly bear
Him: i gtg ttyl peace
Yeah... In a way I feel bad... But at the same time I feel pleased with myself after all the shit that he put me through. It's what I used too say about it: One day you'll want me but I won't want you...
HA!!!
3MagZ
Conversation:
Him: You suck
Me: i know =-P
Him: umm
Me: 8-)
Him: *sigh*
At this point i knew that he was going to get nostagic on me.
I changed the subject.
Me: I might be getting a puppy this week
Him:: kjdshbf
Me: lsejfbsldajk
Him: Grrrrr
Me: said the grizzly bear
Him: i gtg ttyl peace
Yeah... In a way I feel bad... But at the same time I feel pleased with myself after all the shit that he put me through. It's what I used too say about it: One day you'll want me but I won't want you...
HA!!!
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It occurs to me........
It occurs to me that i have been neglecting my melo...
It occurs to me that my best friend and boyfriend hate eachother...
It occurs to me that my best friend doesn't trust me...
It occurs to me that she may even hate me too...
It occurs to me that i am officially friends with ralph...
It occurs to me that dave is an ass to me because he doesn't have kayley to be an ass to...
It occurs to me that i am in love...
It occurs to me that i am in love with an asshole...
It occurs to me that the asshole i am in love with isn't really an asshole most of the time...
It occurs to me that people think im a huge stoner...
It occurs to me that i don't smoke as much as people think i do...
It occurs to me that the park is beautiful...
I occurs to me that i may become a tree hugger...
It occurs to me that the asshole that i am in love with ,who isn't really an asshole most of the time, and i planned out our entire wedding on sunday when we went to the park...
It occurs to me that we are getting married in the flower garden...
It occurs to me that life is a bitch and then you die...
It occures to me that i don't live by that saying at all...
It occurs to me that I am very passive aggressive...
It occurs to me that i have been spending alot of time with my sister...
It occurs to me that i really enjoy hanging out with my sister...
It occurs to me that i am getting some knew furniture for my room...
It occurs to me that my mom and i love big lots...
It occurs to me that they are having auditions at the playhouse for grease...
It occurs to me that i would love to play rizzo in grease...
I occurs to me that Kayley is a dumb bitch...
It occurs to me that i should go to the park today...
It occurs to me that i hate my job...
It occurs to me that i want to quit...
It occurs to me that I love my parents...
It occurs to me that even though i love them, its still annoying that they get mad and ground me for stupid reasons...
It occurs to me that i am planning a fun weekend for tim ralph and i...
It occurs to me that I am planning a slumber party with just the girls and no illegal substances...
I occurs to me that i am indeed depressed...
It occurs to me that i don't know why i am depressed...
I occurs to me that i plan on acting like im just peachey...
It occurs to me that my mom and i love the cave man commercials...
It occurs to me that i should speak my mind about alot of stupid shit that is going on...
It occurs to me that i won't...
I occurs to me that i need to cry...
It occurs to me that one of my best friends is getting married...
It occurs to me that her name will change...
It ocurs to me that Maggie Young sounds dumb...
It occurs to me that i will marry the one i love even though my name will sound dumb...
It occurs to me that i havn't smoked a ciggaret in a while...
It occurs to me that i haven't smoke pot in a while...
I occurs to me that i don't care...
It occurs to me that my family rocks...
It occurs to me that my friends rock...
It occurs to me that my boyfriend rocks...
It occurs to me that i may not be able to visit grechen and the gremlins with erin tonight...
It occurs to me that i miss them...
It occurs to me that i love natural highs...
It occurs to me that I suck at life...
It occurs to me that I wil survive...
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It occurs to me that my best friend and boyfriend hate eachother...
It occurs to me that my best friend doesn't trust me...
It occurs to me that she may even hate me too...
It occurs to me that i am officially friends with ralph...
It occurs to me that dave is an ass to me because he doesn't have kayley to be an ass to...
It occurs to me that i am in love...
It occurs to me that i am in love with an asshole...
It occurs to me that the asshole i am in love with isn't really an asshole most of the time...
It occurs to me that people think im a huge stoner...
It occurs to me that i don't smoke as much as people think i do...
It occurs to me that the park is beautiful...
I occurs to me that i may become a tree hugger...
It occurs to me that the asshole that i am in love with ,who isn't really an asshole most of the time, and i planned out our entire wedding on sunday when we went to the park...
It occurs to me that we are getting married in the flower garden...
It occurs to me that life is a bitch and then you die...
It occures to me that i don't live by that saying at all...
It occurs to me that I am very passive aggressive...
It occurs to me that i have been spending alot of time with my sister...
It occurs to me that i really enjoy hanging out with my sister...
It occurs to me that i am getting some knew furniture for my room...
It occurs to me that my mom and i love big lots...
It occurs to me that they are having auditions at the playhouse for grease...
It occurs to me that i would love to play rizzo in grease...
I occurs to me that Kayley is a dumb bitch...
It occurs to me that i should go to the park today...
It occurs to me that i hate my job...
It occurs to me that i want to quit...
It occurs to me that I love my parents...
It occurs to me that even though i love them, its still annoying that they get mad and ground me for stupid reasons...
It occurs to me that i am planning a fun weekend for tim ralph and i...
It occurs to me that I am planning a slumber party with just the girls and no illegal substances...
I occurs to me that i am indeed depressed...
It occurs to me that i don't know why i am depressed...
I occurs to me that i plan on acting like im just peachey...
It occurs to me that my mom and i love the cave man commercials...
It occurs to me that i should speak my mind about alot of stupid shit that is going on...
It occurs to me that i won't...
I occurs to me that i need to cry...
It occurs to me that one of my best friends is getting married...
It occurs to me that her name will change...
It ocurs to me that Maggie Young sounds dumb...
It occurs to me that i will marry the one i love even though my name will sound dumb...
It occurs to me that i havn't smoked a ciggaret in a while...
It occurs to me that i haven't smoke pot in a while...
I occurs to me that i don't care...
It occurs to me that my family rocks...
It occurs to me that my friends rock...
It occurs to me that my boyfriend rocks...
It occurs to me that i may not be able to visit grechen and the gremlins with erin tonight...
It occurs to me that i miss them...
It occurs to me that i love natural highs...
It occurs to me that I suck at life...
It occurs to me that I wil survive...
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I wish i could transform people into ants so that i could squish them....
and thats all i have to say about that...
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease,
MagZ May
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease,
MagZ May
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This is our song...
"Existentialism On Prom Night"
When the sun came up,
We were sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we were dreaming,
There are moments when,
When I know it and
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keep it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing,
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, kill for this
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would...
Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything,
we're glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us,
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would,
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would....
Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything.
I don't know why this is our song... I just gave him a CD when we first started going out and told him to listen to this song and he liked it. and somehow it just turned into our song. We never discussed it or anything it just happened. and it was nice
When the sun came up,
We were sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we were dreaming,
There are moments when,
When I know it and
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keep it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing,
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, kill for this
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would...
Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything,
we're glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us,
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would,
Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would....
Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything.
I don't know why this is our song... I just gave him a CD when we first started going out and told him to listen to this song and he liked it. and somehow it just turned into our song. We never discussed it or anything it just happened. and it was nice
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I'm a liar! HAHAHA!
you think you`re gonna to live your life alone
in darkness
and seclusion
yeah I know
you`ve been out there
tried to mix with those animals
and it just left you full of humiliated confusion
so you stagger back home
and wait for nothing
but the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street
and now you`re desperate
and in need of human contact
and then
you meet me
and you whole world changes
because everything I say is everything you`ve ever wanted to hear
so you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears
and you trust me completely
I`m perfect
in every way
cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside
you feel so lucky
but your ego obscures reality
and you never bother to wonder why
things are going so well
you wanna know why?
cause I`m a liar
yeah I`m a liar
I`ll tear your mind out
I`ll burn your soul
I`ll turn you into me
I`ll turn you into me
cause I`m a liar, a liar
a liar, a liar
I`ll hide behind a smile
and understanding eyes
and I`ll tell you things that you already know
so you can say
I really identify with you, so much
and all the time that you`re needing me
is just the time that I`m bleeding you
don`t you get it yet?
I`ll come to you like an affliction
and I`ll leave you like an addiction
you`ll never forget me
you wanna know why?
cause I`m a liar
yeah I`m a liar
I`ll rip your mind out
I`ll burn your soul
I`ll turn you into me
I`ll turn you into me
cause I`m a liar, a liar
liar, liar, liar, liar
I don`t know why I feel the need to lie
and cause you so much pain
maybe it`s something inside
maybe it`s something I can`t explain
cause all I do
is mess you up and lie to you
I`m a liar
oh, I am a liar
if you`ll give me one more chance
I swear that I will never lie to you again
because now I see the destructive power of a lie
they`re stronger than truth
I can`t believe I ever hurt you
I swear
I will never to you lie again, please
just give me one more chance
I will never lie to you again
I swear
that I will never tell a lie
I will never tell a lie
no, no
ha ha ha ha ha hah haa haa haa haaa
sucker
sucker!
oh, sucker
I am a liar
yeah, I am a liar
yeah I like it
I feel good
ohh I am a liar
yeah
I lie
I lie
I lie
oh, I lie
oh I lie
I lie
yeah
ohhh I`m a liar
I lie
yeah
I like it
I feel good
I`ll lie again
and again
I`ll lie again and again
and I`ll keep lying
I promise
in darkness
and seclusion
yeah I know
you`ve been out there
tried to mix with those animals
and it just left you full of humiliated confusion
so you stagger back home
and wait for nothing
but the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street
and now you`re desperate
and in need of human contact
and then
you meet me
and you whole world changes
because everything I say is everything you`ve ever wanted to hear
so you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears
and you trust me completely
I`m perfect
in every way
cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside
you feel so lucky
but your ego obscures reality
and you never bother to wonder why
things are going so well
you wanna know why?
cause I`m a liar
yeah I`m a liar
I`ll tear your mind out
I`ll burn your soul
I`ll turn you into me
I`ll turn you into me
cause I`m a liar, a liar
a liar, a liar
I`ll hide behind a smile
and understanding eyes
and I`ll tell you things that you already know
so you can say
I really identify with you, so much
and all the time that you`re needing me
is just the time that I`m bleeding you
don`t you get it yet?
I`ll come to you like an affliction
and I`ll leave you like an addiction
you`ll never forget me
you wanna know why?
cause I`m a liar
yeah I`m a liar
I`ll rip your mind out
I`ll burn your soul
I`ll turn you into me
I`ll turn you into me
cause I`m a liar, a liar
liar, liar, liar, liar
I don`t know why I feel the need to lie
and cause you so much pain
maybe it`s something inside
maybe it`s something I can`t explain
cause all I do
is mess you up and lie to you
I`m a liar
oh, I am a liar
if you`ll give me one more chance
I swear that I will never lie to you again
because now I see the destructive power of a lie
they`re stronger than truth
I can`t believe I ever hurt you
I swear
I will never to you lie again, please
just give me one more chance
I will never lie to you again
I swear
that I will never tell a lie
I will never tell a lie
no, no
ha ha ha ha ha hah haa haa haa haaa
sucker
sucker!
oh, sucker
I am a liar
yeah, I am a liar
yeah I like it
I feel good
ohh I am a liar
yeah
I lie
I lie
I lie
oh, I lie
oh I lie
I lie
yeah
ohhh I`m a liar
I lie
yeah
I like it
I feel good
I`ll lie again
and again
I`ll lie again and again
and I`ll keep lying
I promise
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Valentine's Day is a holiday invented by greating card companies to make people feel like crap...
'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind' is also an excellent movie
Anyway... So I've been thinking about getting all sexy and pretty for tim when he comes over but i've been desiding against it because he might not even be able to come over and we prolly wont even get to be all hugz & kisses cuz we're gonna be at my house and he'll have to leave in like an hour...
that was a really long run-on sentance
*sigh*...
Well Friday we're supposed to celebrate v-day... I got him a hydrolic car jack.... lol if you knew my valentine you would think it was an awesome present. Nothin says love like car tools
oh my car obbsess timmy...
but anyway... i hope he takes me to asuka... and i hope hes not an ass muncher...
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Anyway... So I've been thinking about getting all sexy and pretty for tim when he comes over but i've been desiding against it because he might not even be able to come over and we prolly wont even get to be all hugz & kisses cuz we're gonna be at my house and he'll have to leave in like an hour...
that was a really long run-on sentance
*sigh*...
Well Friday we're supposed to celebrate v-day... I got him a hydrolic car jack.... lol if you knew my valentine you would think it was an awesome present. Nothin says love like car tools
oh my car obbsess timmy...
but anyway... i hope he takes me to asuka... and i hope hes not an ass muncher...
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then you'll go home... alone... to masterbate... using your oun tears as lubricant!
Hey that was once and I was drunk and it was Valentine's Day! So back off!
lol 'Waiting' is such a good movie
anyway today is valentines day and i'm alone cuz my valentine has to work =-(
well hopefully i'll get to see him tonight
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease!
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lol 'Waiting' is such a good movie
anyway today is valentines day and i'm alone cuz my valentine has to work =-(
well hopefully i'll get to see him tonight
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease!
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Ladies and Gentlemen Please...
Would you bring you attention to me
Because I'm pretty!!!
lol i dunno... i haven't posted in a while..
sooo... lets see.... what going on in life...
well i went to get my bride's maid dress fitted for rachi's wedding. It made me.... want to get married lol. It twas fun tho. Rachi's mom was talking about getting her on birth control for her honeymoon. It was funny and slightly weird lol.
*some people call me the space cowboy, some call me the gangster of love. Some people call me maurece! weor weeeeooorr* teehee
So the play was pretty good. I didn't really like it as much as the other ones... Sophmore year was the best. We're prolly gonna do another one. I hope it not retarded. And I hope the sets dont look like shit. And I hope they pick people who can act. ya know... I think we're doing a spin off of clue. I think i'm gonna attempt to write it. Hellz ya... i dunno. i just want to have a lead roll and i dont want the play to suck.
The cast party was awesome tho. I got really high with Erin, Sarah, Alia, Bball, Caity, Dan, & sam. Did i mention that sam is sexy lol. but it was a good time and i was unhigh enough to drive home at 2am. go me.
So I went to my new boob docter. He was Hot!!!!! and he was touching my boobs lol. It was nice.
I hate winter. I can't wait until it starts getting warm. Me and my aunt are gonna clean out the garage and put couches and whatnot in it and make it all cozy. Then I'm gonna have a party in it! lol yay!
ight... umm...bye...
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Because I'm pretty!!!
lol i dunno... i haven't posted in a while..
sooo... lets see.... what going on in life...
well i went to get my bride's maid dress fitted for rachi's wedding. It made me.... want to get married lol. It twas fun tho. Rachi's mom was talking about getting her on birth control for her honeymoon. It was funny and slightly weird lol.
*some people call me the space cowboy, some call me the gangster of love. Some people call me maurece! weor weeeeooorr* teehee
So the play was pretty good. I didn't really like it as much as the other ones... Sophmore year was the best. We're prolly gonna do another one. I hope it not retarded. And I hope the sets dont look like shit. And I hope they pick people who can act. ya know... I think we're doing a spin off of clue. I think i'm gonna attempt to write it. Hellz ya... i dunno. i just want to have a lead roll and i dont want the play to suck.
The cast party was awesome tho. I got really high with Erin, Sarah, Alia, Bball, Caity, Dan, & sam. Did i mention that sam is sexy lol. but it was a good time and i was unhigh enough to drive home at 2am. go me.
So I went to my new boob docter. He was Hot!!!!! and he was touching my boobs lol. It was nice.
I hate winter. I can't wait until it starts getting warm. Me and my aunt are gonna clean out the garage and put couches and whatnot in it and make it all cozy. Then I'm gonna have a party in it! lol yay!
ight... umm...bye...
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Crunch Time
The extended weekend thanks to Martin Luther King (love that guy) is coming to an end and the crunching begins. School is gonna kick my ass this week. tests, trying to finish all my assignments as fast as possible, staying after school, and rehersal... sheesh... I'm sure I'll survive tho...
For now I'm going to try and squeeze the fun out of my last stress free moments.
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For now I'm going to try and squeeze the fun out of my last stress free moments.
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What an idiot...
So I found my Hookah...
Apparently this guy Hunter took it
I guess he was gonna smoke out of it but right when he was about to sarah's mom came home and got mad cuz there was too manypeople. so she kicked a bunch of people out including hunter and I guess he just took the hookah so he could smoke his weed.
Not cool man
sigh... oh well my hookah is sake with sarah now and i'll get it back soon.
oh well gotta go
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Apparently this guy Hunter took it
I guess he was gonna smoke out of it but right when he was about to sarah's mom came home and got mad cuz there was too manypeople. so she kicked a bunch of people out including hunter and I guess he just took the hookah so he could smoke his weed.
Not cool man
sigh... oh well my hookah is sake with sarah now and i'll get it back soon.
oh well gotta go
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Those Bastards!
I went to a party last night and somebody stole my hookah! WTF!? Who does that?! I just hope that the person who took it admits it so I don't have to buy a new one...
Fucking Assholes...
Anywayzzz... other than that twas a very fun night. Some guy asked me for my number I gave it to him but I think it was wrong... i think i said 2467... shit... oh well i have a boyfriend anyway so i guess my mind was subconsiously saying NOOOO!
oh well... don't care
I'm off to visit with the grandparents
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Fucking Assholes...
Anywayzzz... other than that twas a very fun night. Some guy asked me for my number I gave it to him but I think it was wrong... i think i said 2467... shit... oh well i have a boyfriend anyway so i guess my mind was subconsiously saying NOOOO!
oh well... don't care
I'm off to visit with the grandparents
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Stonerfest!
At 1900 hours tonight (7:00pm) i will be going to Sarah's house to poke smot! Am I excited? HellZ yah!!! I'm gonna smoke with my bestest buddie for the first time! lol
This morning i went to my Timmy's house and we cuddled and slept until he had to go to work. It was nice =-) I <3 Tim
Now I have to clean and do laundry... blah
love peace and chicken grease
<3MagZ
PS: I'm am not a stoner!!! lol
This morning i went to my Timmy's house and we cuddled and slept until he had to go to work. It was nice =-) I <3 Tim
Now I have to clean and do laundry... blah
love peace and chicken grease
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PS: I'm am not a stoner!!! lol
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Don't you growl at me!
My timmy is a dumbass...
And...
I love him...
*sigh*
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And...
I love him...
*sigh*
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An ok day....
I had to wake up early today for drama club. Drama club 9am-1pm..fun stuff right there. It was ok I guess. I painted the set and ruined my jeans. Then Ms. Rice put me in charge of cleaning up so i took 2 newbies to the janitors closet to wash the trays and brushes and then one left saying that it was only a one person sink and that she didn't want to... WTF?! So i went and helped the poor girl so she woulden't have to do it by herself/ then I practiced my song with the band... I sucked but i'll get it soon enough... right?
Then I went home and napped for a few hours and then my sister wanted to go shopping so we went and i got a cute shirt and what not. My sis has been pretty bitchy lately... pms much?
So then I went to my timmy's house and surprized him with a little something that i bought *innocent look* then later erin and sarah came over and ... slept on the floor.. lol *shrugs* I don't know...
I told timmy that i was going to stonerfest saturday. Stonerfest means that I'm staying at my Friend sarah's house with a few friends and we're gonna get stoned and have a grand ol' time. Timmy got all pissy because at the last party I was at my friend tarryn fucked two guys infront of me... I didn't ask her to I was jes talking to some guy on the couch and the next thing i know i look over and there she is with no pants...*cringe* but anyway.. and so for some reason he doesn't want me to go... I mean it's a totally differant party with totally differant people so i don't know what he's so upset about! But he got over it so it was ok... ithink... oh well, I don't stop him from partying with his friends, and hes not gonn a stop me from partying with mine.
Sorry, little rant there... lol
so im excited for stonerfest WOOT!! can't wait!
Tomarrow:
Drama Club- 9am-1pm
Nothing- 1pm-9pm
Timmy's house- 9pm-midnight
yay for me!
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Then I went home and napped for a few hours and then my sister wanted to go shopping so we went and i got a cute shirt and what not. My sis has been pretty bitchy lately... pms much?
So then I went to my timmy's house and surprized him with a little something that i bought *innocent look* then later erin and sarah came over and ... slept on the floor.. lol *shrugs* I don't know...
I told timmy that i was going to stonerfest saturday. Stonerfest means that I'm staying at my Friend sarah's house with a few friends and we're gonna get stoned and have a grand ol' time. Timmy got all pissy because at the last party I was at my friend tarryn fucked two guys infront of me... I didn't ask her to I was jes talking to some guy on the couch and the next thing i know i look over and there she is with no pants...*cringe* but anyway.. and so for some reason he doesn't want me to go... I mean it's a totally differant party with totally differant people so i don't know what he's so upset about! But he got over it so it was ok... ithink... oh well, I don't stop him from partying with his friends, and hes not gonn a stop me from partying with mine.
Sorry, little rant there... lol
so im excited for stonerfest WOOT!! can't wait!
Tomarrow:
Drama Club- 9am-1pm
Nothing- 1pm-9pm
Timmy's house- 9pm-midnight
yay for me!
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About Me
A man said to the Universe: "Sir I Exist!"... "However," replied the Universe, "The fact has not created in me a sence of obligation."
Real Name:Maggie
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