plain and simple

they itch...a lot right now

hellz bellz

giving blood tomorrow at the red cross

accompanied by dr. jacqueline and her accomplice mr. chadwick

good deed for the month :)

is it odd that i get a kick out of donating my blood?

im in an excellent mood today
i got out of class an hour and 15 minutes early
awesome
i dont start class until 7 tonight and we have a test and we are going to watch a movie as well
hope i do better today than the last one but we'll see

the weekend was pretty awesome

on friday we went to freddy's in san dimas and got papa's truck worked on and after we had some beers and went to legends and got some food
went back to gregorys and decided we were going to go to Red's house because he was having a bonfire
but by the time we got there it was already 11:30 PM
we stayed up until 4 or 5 in the morning im not really quite sure

we worked on my car for a few hours trying to put that stoopid chip in but didnt end up working out

later that day ryan start bbqing some stakes and i went and bought giant marshmallows at the store
FUCKING AWESOME

we stayed there until about 9 PM and ryans friend came over and it was raining and we were standing in front of the bonfire for a couple of hours...in the rain and wind....it was really fun

his property is AMAZING! i am in LOVE with it

there are two houses on the property and its about 5 acres

theres a roping arena and they have propably 10 head of horses

the property backs up to several other properties that are relatives to the owner so basically its like a giant property of 20 or so acres

and one of the properties in the back had a buffalo! i saw it from far away and that fucker was huge!

i didnt get to ride any of the horses thought because ryan and the owner said all the horses there were too experienced
mow :(
maybe next weekend i hopes

i wish i was all grown up and married...i would kill to have that property...its amazing

when you have absinthe

Goodnight, moon.
Goodnight to you.
Goodnight, goodnight.
Goodnight to you.
Goodbye to the times that always seemed to fly.
But now they're quiet as a butterfly.
That flutters like the lids of your eyes.
Or how they used to when you lied.
So long to you moon.
So long to those nice after noons.
So long, I'll be back soon.
So long, so long.
Fairwell to all of my pleasant dreams
I knew you loved me, or so it seemed.
But I guess we were on different teams.
Never got thought to you even if I screamed.
Thank you for everything you've never done
Oh, and don't forget that time I was the one.
The chances of forgetting you is slim to none.
Check next to another heart won.
Goodnight moon.
Goodnight to you.
Goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight to you.

im gonna sleep like a baby tonight

zzzZZZZzzzZzzZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZzzzz

im doin' the A- victory dance
why you may ask?
because i got an A- on my paper for my writing class

BOO- MOTHER FUCKIN- YA

im super excited tomorrow seeing as that my silkie chicks (chickens) should be arriving at the pet store
YAAAAAY!!!
greg and i already have two baby hens...a Rhode Island Red and an Americana...aka Riley and RoJoe teehee

and im so stoked to get my silkies soon

tell me these chickens dont rock your socks...

also
i am VERY proud to announce that my grandparents are celebrating their 60th...yes you are reading that correct...60 years...60th wedding anniversary
tell me that isn't awesome ;)

i've broken out in eczema on my forearms

AWESOME

this crazy old man was sitting in a wheelchair outside the health center today wearing some pants that were exposing his very white and kinda large legs

he said to me

"excuse ma'am...ma'am...thank you...thank you for wearing a dress"

:)

what a hell of a way to end a hell of a weekend...
GOOD LORD

so to first start off...almost t-boned some dumbass ford ranger yesterday on the way to red's house

i was driving on the highway goin at least 60-65 mph...there is a crossroad to my right with a big truck and a ford rnger on the right of him so he cant really see...

well when i was going my 60-65 mph...the fucking ranger pulls out in front of me about 300 feet ahead of me and STOPS...in...the...middle...of...the...fucking...road....he stops...just sits there and stops...

so i SLAM on the brakes and thank god for my car's stopping ability cause i literally stopped on a dime

(little side note...before i bought my mini...we had a race car driver test drive a standard mini cooper model for us...he took us to a random abandoned road, got the car up to 50 mph and then slammed on the brakes...the car literally stops on a dime...a fucking dime i kid you not....if i had a dime it would stop on it)

so after my little ordeal i was so shooken up and in shock and i just started crying...
do you realize how fucked that would have been if i would have hit that car...bah!

anywho the super bowl party was whatever...red lives with a bunch of 50 year olds so we were the youngest ones there...but he lives on a little ranch so i got to play with all the horses there...so around 5 or 6 we decide we want to go to the B.I and see whats happening on over there
mind you...red and greg have been drinking...probably about 7 beers throughout the party...whatever

oh and mind you...before we leave...the lady that lives there told red "ryan...be safe!"

you know when those words stick in your head? and they just kind of are set on repeat? yeah..her words were set on repeat the entire night

we get to the B.I at around 7:30...its closed...and the sign says they open up around 9...mmmk...so we go and get beer and sit in the parking lot dinking around

OH...and mind you...before this i had to deal with red's INSANE fucking driving on the freeway...holy fuck...not fun...i mean he drives a huge ford dually...but im in no mood to get in a car accident or pulled over...eheheh

so tweedle dee and tweedle dumb get a 12 pack of coors and finish off about 9 of those in about an hour and half....doesnt look like the B.I is opening...so we head out and onto the freeway

before we headed out...i asked red if i could drive the truck...and he told me no...
"when i get drunk and i admit it...i'll let you drive...trust me i'm the first one to admit when im drunk"

yea those words also stuck in the back of my mind

so red is driving and being the big bully he is in his giant ass truck...riding peoples' asses and flashing his high beams and weaving in and out of traffic...
i happened to look behind me for a brief second and i see crown vic markers

"uuuuuh...guys...pretty sure there is a cop behind us..."
red: "nah one of his markers are out...that aint a cop.."

15 seconds later...red and blue lights go off and the cop comes up on his megaphone "pull off the freeway"

AWESOME

oh and mind you...tweedle dee and tweedle dumb are drinking beer in the front fucking seat...open beers...so when we were rolling off the road..greg discretely places red's beer out the door and we stop

the cop comes up to the car and tells us he pulled us over because we were driving too fast, making frequent lane changes and ryan was talking on his cell phone...(which wasnt the case at all...it was his beer in his hand and the light was reflecting off of it so it looked like a cellphone light...HA)

so he asks red to get out of the truck and greg and i were literally left in the car for 30 minutes or so just praying that red wouldnt get in trouble

so finally the cop walks up to the truck and places red's cowboy hat on the driver seat and walks over to our side of the car....FAIL

he came over to my door and opened it and asked me to drive the truck home and then asked if i had anything to drink
so
i told him the truth and told him i drank earlier
"earlier? what time earlier? i'll need to you to blow into this... cause your friend said he drank at 2..."

so i got out of the car and since i literally hadnt drank anything since 5 or so...i passed

so i had to drive red's truck back to Menifee

FUCKING AWESOME

that is the size of his truck...and i drive a mini....which is like a FOURTH of the size of that fucker...and i did fine
greg was very proud and said i did really well
red is gonna have to pay a big ass fine and for sure his license will be suspended for a few months...so im hopin he will want to sell the truck...and im hopin i can convince my parents to let me buy it...i love it too much

anywho...that was my night...it will forever go down in history...well my history book at least

these last couple of days have been super duper busy
and last night was fucking ridiculous

jackie, chad and angel came over last night...and of course jackie and chad were already in a pissy mood...and it got worse throughout the night and escalated horridly when chad randomly took jackies car to go get munchies at the store
so they had a blowout and had to sit outside for an hour or so arguing

on top of that...
angel gets WAYYY too emotional when he drinks....and he only had 2 bud ice's...he got upset about GOD knows what and slammed the door and went running down the street and broke his guitar...and tried to jump a brick wall and fucked up his hands and his hip

meanwhile...gregory and i were the only ones that were actually functioning semi-perfect...when WE are the ones that are usually arguing and all pissy with each other...so it was a nice change

other than that drama b.s...did a lot of shopping the past few days...and currently am using my new computer cooling shinanigan bob thingie...and my lap is nice and cool
teehee

and tomorrow greg and i are heading over to Red's house in Menifee for a super bowl party deal...

all i am concerned with right now is sleep...i am so freaking stoked to go to bed...i dont think anyone truly realizes

mmm goodnight

♥ h.f

saw thee HOTTEST dude ever to walk the face of this earth this morning on my way to school

he was wearing some geeky glasses...had his hair slicked back...wearing a white dress shirt and some black slacks and some dress shoes...
walking
two
juvenile
rottweiler
pups

probably THEE pimpest thing i have ever seen in my life

it was like a photoshoot was going on while i was driving down little ole' wilshire

had to write it down...

oh yeah....he was also covered in tattoos....tattoos up to his neck and tattoos down to his wrists...psssh how could i forget

today did not start off so well

i was eating breakfast at the table when my dad walked in and i randomly asked him about my phone...
me: hey dad, did you get rid of text messaging for verizon wirelss?
dad: no
me: oh ok...well i guess i'll have to go to the store because something is wrong with my texting
dad: yeah...i blocked it
me: uuuh why did you block my texting?
dad: because you continued to text to S.A when i told you not to
me: that was like 2 texts!
dad: i dont care...i told you not to...so if you want to get it back you'll have to talk to me about it
me: ok...well can we talk about it now
dad: no...i have work
me: why not?! how long is this gonna take an hour?!
dad: no...if you want to talk you'll have to talk to me and your mother later

soooo i sit there eating the rest of my stoopid fucking chex and he walks away and my mum just sits there at her stoopid fucking mac like she always does and doesnt say a damn fucking word...and of course i got upset so i started to tear up

the bastard has the nerve to walk into the kitchen a minute later and walk up to me and ask me if im going to school today?
what the fuck do you think you dumb asshole?! im dressed and its 8:05 in the morning on a tuesday...
"oh and if you are can you take these to the mailbox?" and hes holding some letters

i threw my bowl into the sink, grabbed my shit, and slammed the door

slightly childish of me...but also childish on his part

i'm going to be 20 in a few days...and i am JUST starting to realize that i dont have to fucking listen to them much anymore...
being kicked out would be a blessing
and fuck it..why not just get my own phone...unlimited plans are super cheap

i dont even enjoy being home anymore so why even bother trying to making them happy...it never fucking works anyway

and to top that off...of course i turned into a grumpy fuckin bitch when i was with gregory...so shopping was like pulling teeth for gregory and steestee...but things went back to normal later so all is well...for now

hes stressin a bit cause he cant afford books....so good deed for the month is happening tomorrow...merry fuckin christmas and enjoy your books numbnuts...you better pass these classes

everybody that is bitching about valentine's day

SHUT THE HELL UP

i'm tired of all yall's whining...

get over it

i've never had a valentine and i'm entering into my 20th year

plus everyone being in a whiny, depressed and mopey mood the day before my birthday kinda blows....
so....cheer up all you little charlies...love aint everything