Um, I'm not really sure I know it was finished and sent out, but I never submitted anything because I couldn't find my stuff, and the people who submitted were the only ones who got a copy. but I'm assuming it turned out well.

♥

i wish you had texts.. But it is ok.
sniff.. i guess.

Nah. Sighs. I really relate with you right now on the general level of having to make decisions and often feeling simultaneously weighed down, motivated, and inspired by thouughts... incessant..thoughts. Not in a bad sense.

I really feel a change happening. and it's demanding my attention. I've felt it happening for some time, but it's now to that point where you either choose to fuck yourself over or befriend your heart. I get this feeling that something is trickling through the cracks. In small places i see this change applying to myself, and i just know the flood is coming to save me.

I am gauging my ears. I want to know what you think.

hugs, be well, friend

i know__ exactly__ what you mean, greg.

be well

i could've done the whole side of the album if i really wanted to... :P

but thank you though :)

i'm glad you enjoyed it.

i did not at all have any intention to be insulting towards you personally.

Cheers to you as well! ...Hope you had a happy and safe 4th =) And you're welcome by the way =)

oh your response pissed me off- the fumes of a half hard cock and an ego that won't go of illusory threats stinks in this case.

There is no loss or gain or sacrafice. If music and art, a particular in the whole of creativity, can color the same image then they are no different. music and art belong to creativity. they are two vehicles doing the same thing, but simply having an outcome of seemingly different experiences. Whatever grasp you shot out from with the second paragraph, it's curious to me. I won't bugger with the reaction to pick apart an oxymoron. I understand you simply stumbled into a lesser but higher place, in which you wanted to, simply, express yourself and yet could not fall away from the plight of wanting to be stronger in vision. simply, there is none of either.
i'm curious about the quote on my sight because it is an image i quite enjoy. it wasn't a threat or a dash to be original or unique, that isn't creation, that isn't inspiration. Inspiration is not intentional. people like you and me are instruments, expressing something that isn't ours. It is being projected through us, and wherever it takes us we have to have faith enough to let it. Forget what is or isn't. conscious thought is obsessiveness. this quote came from the same source your writing does, your guitar playing, your colorful view of sex and life. It came from the same source my paintings come from, and writings and photos and everything else in which we present while we are INspirit (inspired). this is not an agreement. I am not making a pact with your wits or perspectives or ego. this simply is one of the one. a view that came to another artist. another beautiful creation of Creativity.
We as instruments get these out into whatever form we do. And why? perhaps it was what this man needed at the time, and it was given to him for himself. Perhaps upon stumbling into this vein he found just what he needed at that time.
it is not more-important-or- better-than-thou-or-that. no. it is love. "better-than" is an idea people think we need to know where to go and where we are. It's like painting the roses red. it's like building a factory in the forest. it kills and it it's worse than not real, it's fear.

Pictures and sounds are only separated by our mechanism to precieve what is outside of us and what is not. you see it, i know you do, because you said "getting lost in green or orange." Colors are energys. They aren't lifeless nothings. could you imagine a color without energy, greg? Can you sense that feeling or non-movement and silence? We do not hear with out ears. We do not see with out eyes, yet because we think we do we do, and we can't do it without. But a picture moves to me, it shoots energy and intention and states of being into me, i hear and see and feel. I listen to a song or melody of nature and i hear, and i see. it's all one

and whatever speaks to us the strongest, whatever needs us to present these expressions to the universe is what we will do our best at. It doesn't exclude or divide or sacrifice or prefer. Our conscious thought does that. People do that.

This is what i believe.

After all this I almost wish not to share my weekend with you. I was so excited about it. . and since saying that makes me excited again! WLL! I went to anime expo this thurs/friday! aww it was so amazing, i just know, i know, know, know, know, know!!, you would love it. I wish i could show you some of the items i got. The whole time i wore cat-eye contact.. Oh it was amazing. There were so many contact to choose from, it was hard! Truly, i will be getting more pairs. BUT THE COS-PLAY! uh, it was absolutely delicious. I think we ought to go some time. If not, you shoudl just go. You have to. You have to. You have to.
it's like our world outside of ourselves! All these people who want to be there too and just loving every fucking second! I love fantasy.
I really loved it. I wsh you could have been there. You would have too. I have a short like this:
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I'd hit
that!

lol a mario block. i love it.

favorite line: "I got a grand piano to prop up my mortal remains..."

Cheers Roger Waters :)

That's been one of my all time favorite floyd songs. Whenever I get the chance to sit at a piano, I always play that song.

I've been looking for another floyd to video-cover... Thanks to you, I think I found the right one :)

erowid is awesome, isn't it.

hell yeah! I've never had LSD, but I've had LSA... good stuff.

It's a song hun, but that's how it feels right now to me anyway.

hmmm...maybe ill try that. hopefully it wont take months to get my shit straight haha....thanks for the suggestions

Hello Greg, I'm Alyssa :]

I'm new, I joined melo last month.

I'm giving you all my touches, cause A: I like your 200'' scythe entry, and B: I have the same crystal method song on my player :P. PS: Happy Belated Birthday! Here's to be drunk in public LEGALLY!

thanks

shit i forgot to say happy birthday. I'm an ass ^^ x Forgive me?
haha

well happy birthday, gregory donald keebler.

oh blessed LSD.

Belated happy Meloversary, and great playlist.

happy melo melo, my friend