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She's not dead but i love this video...
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Leaving AL in Pieces
So I was detoxing off some prescription meds I had prescibed to me. A painful ordeal as always. But like in the past, I found substituting with another substance was a way to help me sleep. Unfortunately, the rest of the world doesn't agree with the methods I choose. Although available over the counter, it's still dangerous and has been known to kill on the first try. Ain't found a way to kill me yet so fuck it, if it helps me get passed being sick without reverting to the original problem, I'm all for it. Too bad one of my closest friends didn't see it eye to eye with me.
I went home from work early on my last day of feeling like shit and popped in a movie to help put me out. Shortly after it started I went to grab something to eat from the kitchen and ran into my coworker/friend. Let's call him Bob. So Bob takes one look at me and knew wut was up. He had a bad experience once on the substance I was using and constantly fought with me about not doing it. I understand where he was coming from. I tried to explain it was my last day but it's was like screaming at a wall.He even tried to give me more of wut I was quiting. So I turn my back to Bob and he jumps on me trying to put me in some half ass juijitsu choke. He put it on wrong and ended up choking the fuck out of me. Feeling like my Adams apple was about to be crushed and fighting for a gasp of air I finally broke loose. I ran outside for air and came back in the house only to find he had thrown away my escape and ran out the back.
In full rage, I went looking for him but he was gone. So fuck it, I went to walmart and got more of wut I needed and went home. I took some Xanax, which I was trying to stop using aswell, in hopes to calm my nerves and go to sleep.
Next morning I woke up unable to breathe which set me off like a switch.nothing like waking up fully pissed and ready to go. So I went to his room and kicked his door in and jumped him half asleep. Once I unloaded a flurry of punches and he was crying for me to stop, unable to defend himself, I left him there.
I went back to the store to pick up some more shit and alleviate the pain of my crushed and swollen throat. I arrived home still pissed to all hell and kicked the bathroom door in and released the second flurry of punches through the shower curtains. Unable to see where and wut I was punching, I caught him in the side of the face breaking his jaw. I adjorned back to my room and passed out briefly. I heard some shit talking coming from outside my room and jumped out of bed. Swung the door open like a bat out of hell only to find the cops in my living room and him gone. After talking the cops out of my house, the flames inside grew out of control.
I jumped in my truck to go find his ass and showed up at my job only to be told he went to the hospital. I was completely heated like being doused in gasoline running thru hell. I went home pissed and sat impatiently waiting for him to arrive and round 3 to begin. I guess I scared the landlady and she called the cops once again. This time they came in and knocked on my bedroom door. When I opened it they thru me to the ground and cuffed me. They stood me up and I was standing there in my boxers. The cop helped me into my shorts and out they led me, no sox no shirt no shoes and no phone to call anyone I might know in the foreign city I was living in.
After being in a holding cell all night, I had to call my old man in fla to bail me out. Unreluctantly he did so and I was released from jail in a pair of shorts and lost as hell. After all, it's not like I ever saw the jail while living in that town.I happened to walk in the direction of the bondsmans office and they called me over. After filling out my paperwork, they were kind enough to drive me home. They told me walking thru town as heavily tattooed as i am, I was likely to end up getting picked up again and taken back to jail.
Finally I got home and started packing my shit to leave. I hit the substance again to calm my nerves and pack. I was pissed and yelling shit from my room. My landlady was trying to get me to stay. Refusing to stay ,I shut the door and continued packing and yelling in my frustrations the land lady called the cops again. I had split the house for a bit and returned before they arrived. I went backto my room and continued packing. Suddenly there was a knock on my bedroom door again and I heard" we got a wrecking ball here" and entered my room. I was still in the same shorts but atleast I had a shirt this time. They asked if I was ready to go back towhich I replied I was packing to leave. They told me no need and slapped the cuffs on me again. They took me out of the house and I saw Bob talking to the cops.
The night before I was charged with disorderly conduct and resisting arrest without violence. Since it was without violence, I pushed the envelope to see how far resisting without violence goes. I threatened that cop to no end. He told me he wasn't listening and didn't care wut I had to say. I asked him to take off his badge and meet me outside. He told me he didn't care wut I had to say again and I told him that's cuz he could hide in plain sight behind his badge. As he turned me over to the corrections officers, he asked if I was going to give them problems. I told him " no, my beef was with him for bringing me there.
It had only been a few hours since they let me out so it was the same people on shift going back in. They recognized me right away, or rather my tattoos, and asked me how I could be back so soon. My reply was" I forgot my belt," which wasn't a lie. They got a good laugh.hardy har har
I got to spend a week in the clink. It sucked but I learned everything about tattooing inside from my celly. He was an inside artist, not a "freeworld" artist as myself. We did drawings for other inmates and they traded us commisary for them. The kicker was one of the C.Os I had tattooed. Him, his wife, and his brother.
My parents weren't bailing me out this time. Finally I reached my best friend in TN thru them. He managed to make it to my hearing and bailed me out. He had spent the night at my house and had packed my shit for me. Soon as I got out, we loaded up he trucks and I left that shithole town in the dust.
That last time going in I picked up the same to charges aswell as a domestic violence charge with my friends name on it. It's a bullshit charge since u have to b related by birth or marriage to pick up a domestic.
So now Im in Knoxville to stay. I must say I like it better up here. I have to go to court in a week. Seeing as I lost my job in this crazy shit, I've been able to tattoo enuff to stay alive but not enuff to pay for the fines that will be due on my day in a week. I'll have to spend however many days it takes, at $30/day, to make restitution on my fines. At this point, it'll be 45 days. This isn't a common law in most states. But we're talking AL here people. Backward ass motherfuckers!
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Do Wut I Say!!!!
It's my birthday and I'll do what I want to
Fuck you it's my birthday.
A special holiday only for me, so do what I say,
it's my party, I'll make you cry if I want to...or leave.
Fuck you, it's not your birthday, so do what I say.
For 24 hours your wishing me well
364 days I'm in hell, Oh well.
Happy Birthday to me.
alone on my Birthday,
I'm going to Denny's 10 times today
No Tip! it's my birthday, so do what I say
Thanks mom didn't have an abortion,
Or my birthday wouldn't be today.
But I guess it's my good fortune,
my birthday's today. Okay.
For 24 hours your wishing me well
364 days I'm in hell, Oh well.
Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday to me, Spank Me!
Oh well, Happy Birthday to me,
I can't believe you forgot my birthday
it's my birthday and you're wrecking it
now it's just like any other day
you didn't do what I say
How could you forget my birthday?
That's really immature
Fuck you for forgetting my birthday
you didn't do what I say today
24 hours no wishing well
now 365 days I'm in Hell, Oh well.
Happy Birthday to me.
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I'm Cuban-B...
On my way back from Mexico, we passed a boat in distress waving a white flag to signal it was in trouble. The captain on our ship came on the intercom telling us the coast guard cutter was on it's way.If they were in fact Cuban, the passengers would be picked up and taken back to the island and to their deaths. I cant fathom the thought of risking my life like that in hopes of a better one if I make it. u looked up, u could see a coast guard plane circling the boat like a vulture circling it's prey just before it dies.
Fuck Fidel, someone should shoot his ass and his brother. This is for La Rasa con buena suerte para todo.
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There's No Place Like Home Unless Your Heart Is At Large
There's so much I've missed.
But the one thing i want,
at the top of my list,
isn't here anymore to fill me with bliss.
Aimlessly I'll roam,
Searching for your kiss.
Oblivious and blind,
broken with bloody wrists.
wandering about this infernal abyss
falling behind the front lines.
This pathetic excuse i call a mind
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Comin' Up & Goin' Down...
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All in One Breath
Blow me away
Blow ur mind
Blow off ur fingers today
Blow me....Or blow away
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Scream for me baby!
I don't intentionaly go out of the way to achieve this.It comes naturally!
Does that make me sadistic?
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If You Know Wuts Good 4 U, Do It!!!
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...And U Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead
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Mission accomplished!
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Wut The Future Holds!
7/6 Fly to fla.Get new Laptop
7/10-7/14 A cruise to Cozumel
7/17 Fly back to AL
7/24 Party down for my Bday
7/31 Drive to Ny
8/1-8/7 Guest spot tattooing at Superstition Tattoo and get my back piece started,and see all my NY friends
8/8 Homeward Bound
Next month is gonna rock.I fuckin deserve it.
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It's Wuts 4 Dinner
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Oh, What Have I Done?
We went to "Riverfest" which is the biggest event this town gives off every year.The headliner this year was Brett Michaels.WOOHOO!That was funny.We had a good time regardless.
In the course of the night, my boy started drinking.Instant asshole came out.Jeckyl and Hyde style.I guess he had alot of aggression to let out.We went to a bar and he just wanted to pick fights.Instead of doing that, we sat at the bar and drew pictures of the people annoying us, then we would slide them in front of them.The dickhead, the space invader, amongst others were there.
At the end of the night, my friend hadn't gotten a chance to get his aggression out so he turned to me.Finally home, he started to antagonize me and piss me off.We started slap fighting but he was drunk and i wasn't.Nothing going his way, his actions started escalating.I was over it and just wanted him out of my room.He kept saying "just push me out", but when i got close he would start swinging.One thing lead to another and we ended up on the ground. I choked him out a few times and when he gave up i would let him up.In the end,we locked up and i threw him but when we landed, my elbow landed on his eye and cut it wide open.
Now there's blood everywhere and his face is covered.Immediately he started really raging.I held him down trying to calm him down but he wasn't having it.
I left the house while he was down and sat on the sidewalk realizing what i had done.In 20 years of our friendship, nothing has ever happened like this.I feel like shit for having done this.It was half intentional.I never expected it to get to that point, but it did.
Looking at him today, i feel even worse. His eye is completely shut,huge and black and blue.He had to leave work today cuz he was getting dizzy and seeing spots, looking out of one eye.So now i'm at work alone cuz he felt he couldn't tattoo today.Which means i just cost him money.
Damn i suck!
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Feet, Don't Fail Me Now
Concrete knows no sympathy!
Ouch!!!
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Here We Go Again...
Enjoy the ride....
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Mannnnnn, This Coffee's Got Me Beaming.......
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Everyday that passes is a step further away from U...
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(Note to self)
Wut the fuck were u thinking? I know, u needed an escape.So what ur allergic to alcohol, U remember wut it was like to get drunk in highschool. Its been over a year since u tried to drink and look at u now!Feeling like u got run over by a mac truck! Tisk tisk dummy!
Better Luck next time u dumb hungover moron!
haha
me
atleast the part of me functioning at the moment
about 10%
wow!
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Oh yeah!
And it feels great!
Yeehaw!
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Where Is The Love?
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The End is Approaching!
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El Duderino....
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I Walk The Line Between Good and Evil
Why bother???
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If You See Kay?
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And we're off to Fla...
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Always on the go......
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And they call me crazy?
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guestbook
I will miss you, baby ...You taught me so much about life in so few words and such little time. You made my world a better one, and you are unforgettable.
Just so every one knows, and this is no lie, Alex/Silky passed away last sunday. He fell asleep at the wheel in Knoxville, Tn.
damn i missed your meloversary.
how are things going for you?
If you'll excuse me, your alluring profile pic on the FP has forced me to come over and say...
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HAPPY MELOVERSARY!!
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Take it easy and if it's easy, take it twice. -Miguel.
its only a few days old but its swollen,red, and hot but i dont think there is any puss.
very helpful stuff! thank you =)
hey i have tattoo related question for you!
my friend got a big tat on his arm (like a half sleeve) and its infected...so my question would be what do you recommend in care?
lol i actually like tenacios d because they are just nuts!
i would want it to be kinda creative like.....he was walking down a hall eating waffles and started to choke and then tripped down an open elevator shart.
lmao
everyone always asks me about my ex...(maybe i should start sayin he is dead. lol)
that is a fucked up situation. it sucks that your friend started that shit when your trying to detox and you feel shitty anyway.
Ah! Well thank you!
Sorry for double posting that last comment! Melo was acting all sorts of slow last night, so I might've clicked on the button a couple of times lol.
thats really cool.
i like watching shows like miami ink and la ink just to see all the different styles and colors that these different ppl can bring to the table.
aww lame. well i said you shouldn't go see her... she gets mad and then asks you to visit? that seems weird. it just doesn't seem like a good idea to me. i am happy today, i guess. things still aren't perfect but they're better than before. and you should cut back on smoking... that's kind of a lot.
well i have been sitting at home for the past few months...broke as a joke. i work with a school district and got royally screwed this summer so i dont get to work until school starts. so im forced to do slave labor for a pitiful amount of money from my parents (unfortunately).
sounds like you have a had a crazy time but you know they say its got get worse before it can get better so this is probably a better direction for you.
out of curiosity how did you start to learn how to tattoo?
Did you have a good birthday? Knowing you, I'm sure you did!
voted and banged.
um if im gonna die... knowing that i will never feel again, i'd want to burn so as to "feel" as much as humanly possible before all goes dark and numb
haha that is so mean! but i know some people i would like to fuck with...
the hurricane simulator got up to 80 or 80 MPH. it was pretty cool. and you're crazy for going outside during a hurricane!!
I used to hang out at the local shop back home 'cause I dated the piercer.. The moans and groans even turned ME on.. Hahaha.
yes and quoting the violent femmes means I'm strung out right?
I can't just simply say a lyrics right?
You read too much into it.
About Me
If I ran for election, Would u support my erection?
Real Name:Alex aka Silky b Smooth
Birthday:
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I met this cute little 24 year old tattoo artist and thought of you. I reread your all your emails and decided to come back to melo. Who's gonna straighten all my shit out for me?