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mending fake wounds with fake kisses

your cruel apathy caught me off-guard as your dark eyes burned into my pale blue ones. the color slowly faded from them, as well as my crimson heart as the blood soaked into the white carpet. the only thing you ever taught me was how indifference was far more attractive than hatred. so i’ll choke every false promise out of your beautiful lips to keep me content. but as your cold fingertips closed around my small wrists (it was the only sign of affection you had ever shown me); my body went weak. and you let me down after i bled my last drop of happiness into your palms. and now there only remains a black and white portrait you painted in my head of your disgustingly gorgeous figure.

lust sick

pierce my insides with your firm ’part’; feel me from the inside out, causing me to be sore to the touch, (your touch). force your tongue down my pharynx; torture, ecstasy, torture, ecstasy.

my hands around your throat, squeezing; my razor blade through your heart, penetrating; as you did me.. admiring the display of your lifeless body beneath mine.

a portrait painted in my mind.

raison d’

choke on this kiss a thousand times following; they’re bitter and nauseating. nothing tastes the way they used to. my senses impaired, as if anything could measure up to your sweet flavor. longing for you; to savor you, absorb you, breathe you in, ingest what’s left of you. tell me you lust me, tell me how badly you need my skin upon yours. suffocating, fascination beyond attraction; lustful. paralyzed by the words you speak and the parting of your lips as you speak them. i’m memorizing the shape of your silhouette; the sound of your breath. tell me you love me, tell me or i’ll just have to do it for you.

skip this pretense..

i met you a month ago, i saw you a week a go i talked to you two days ago i dreamt of you last night and i’m thinking about you now.


i hardly know you. what does it mean?

(nothing.)

i miss the sunshine...

i’m still wishing for the rain to stop;




but it’s been so long since i’ve seen sunshine
i’ve almost lost all hope.

i fed into your lies and swallowed them whole.
they swam around my belly and kept me content, as alcohol would.











you fucking addiction.

plastic_girl

i saw a mannequin in the streets today
leaning against a brick wall
cigarette in hand, heart on her sleeve
pale hair flowing across her snow-skin
cheeks and nose rosy from the cold air
they stare when they walk by; (she takes no notice)
she was trembling all over; (yet seemed so calm)
her thin body seemed so weak
as if she would break against the forceful wind
she strutted into the coffeeshop
(because what she did could not be mistaken for walking)
and ordered a cup of coffee; (no sugar, no cream)
then quickly left back to the streets

i opened my eyes and there she was;
a lifeless creature still in the window.

kill me, darling...

i wish feelings could be wrists so i may cut them, cut them to bleed all my feelings out. and perhaps you could be the knife, the knife in which pierces my flesh.

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