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dear melo
Oh lord.
Look who's back. It's meee!
I swear, I don't know how long it's been since I last wrote in this thing.
Anyway, I'm not going to list everything but basically I'm back in school and currently jobless.
Tomorrow I'm going to go apply at Popeye's cause some of my friends work there and they say it's really fun.
Yeah, it's a lame job to admit to have however I'd rather have fun than go to a job I was bored at.
Yeah, anyone who reads this should totally go add me to their myspace.
Look who's back. It's meee!
I swear, I don't know how long it's been since I last wrote in this thing.
Anyway, I'm not going to list everything but basically I'm back in school and currently jobless.
Tomorrow I'm going to go apply at Popeye's cause some of my friends work there and they say it's really fun.
Yeah, it's a lame job to admit to have however I'd rather have fun than go to a job I was bored at.
Yeah, anyone who reads this should totally go add me to their myspace.
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these knuckles break before they bleed
Hello Kiddies!
Ah, it feels so good to be back.
Fucking melo. My feelings for this site is love and hate smashed into one little ball. GAH.
Anywho, school is in once again and its not too bad.
Granted it sucks major ass that I have to go to work everyday after school but I’m trying to hang in there.
I’m looking into getting a car. Hopefully something will happen soon.
I am so fucking annoyed with my parents. They make my life a living hell. I sometimes get the feeling of just moving out without them knowing but alas, I have no place to go and I’m sure as fuck not going to drop out when at this point. Screw them.
UGH!! I swear, I’m so pissed.
Yeah, I’m pretty much addicted to myspace so all of you better fucking add me!
Um, I’ll add the link later. haha.
Ah, it feels so good to be back.
Fucking melo. My feelings for this site is love and hate smashed into one little ball. GAH.
Anywho, school is in once again and its not too bad.
Granted it sucks major ass that I have to go to work everyday after school but I’m trying to hang in there.
I’m looking into getting a car. Hopefully something will happen soon.
I am so fucking annoyed with my parents. They make my life a living hell. I sometimes get the feeling of just moving out without them knowing but alas, I have no place to go and I’m sure as fuck not going to drop out when at this point. Screw them.
UGH!! I swear, I’m so pissed.
Yeah, I’m pretty much addicted to myspace so all of you better fucking add me!
Um, I’ll add the link later. haha.
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u p d a t e s __+
First off, I want to say how gay melo has been with me lately which is why there is a serious lack of updates.
I know it isn’t an obligation of mine to write in here everyday but I mean, this is my journal, my preferred journal and I couldn’t even get into it for about a month.
Well, August has been a month of sorrows for me left and right.
My dearest uncle passed away last week and I wasn’t even able to go see him during his last hours because I had to stay and work.
I regret not going because I was worried if I had left for those days, I’d get fired but due to recent events I have to quit anyway.
Most likely this will be my last week working at Sears.
Why, you ask...?
Well it seems that I am ineligible for co-op which blows so hard because I really like that job and how I don’t have to dress up or anything and I can do my job without sweating all damn day and I get paid pretty well.
I didn’t get paid a ton but I made a heck of a lot more money than I was making at Sea World.
Anyway, I go back to school on Monday.
I really dread the idea of going back....I liked not going to school, I liked the idea that I didn’t have to worry about homework and whatever else.
Damn school.
Only one more year...only one more year.
I don’t know man...I’ve been shopping quite a bit the last few weeks and there are some serious cuties that I’ve seen with freshmen tee shirts. Just my luck..cute ones have to be like 3 years younger than me. Whatever.
I’m taking applications for anyone who is interested in being my next big thing - my boyfriend!
lol Just kidding..
Well, I’m so sleepyyyyy......I’ll be back
I know it isn’t an obligation of mine to write in here everyday but I mean, this is my journal, my preferred journal and I couldn’t even get into it for about a month.
Well, August has been a month of sorrows for me left and right.
My dearest uncle passed away last week and I wasn’t even able to go see him during his last hours because I had to stay and work.
I regret not going because I was worried if I had left for those days, I’d get fired but due to recent events I have to quit anyway.
Most likely this will be my last week working at Sears.
Why, you ask...?
Well it seems that I am ineligible for co-op which blows so hard because I really like that job and how I don’t have to dress up or anything and I can do my job without sweating all damn day and I get paid pretty well.
I didn’t get paid a ton but I made a heck of a lot more money than I was making at Sea World.
Anyway, I go back to school on Monday.
I really dread the idea of going back....I liked not going to school, I liked the idea that I didn’t have to worry about homework and whatever else.
Damn school.
Only one more year...only one more year.
I don’t know man...I’ve been shopping quite a bit the last few weeks and there are some serious cuties that I’ve seen with freshmen tee shirts. Just my luck..cute ones have to be like 3 years younger than me. Whatever.
I’m taking applications for anyone who is interested in being my next big thing - my boyfriend!
lol Just kidding..
Well, I’m so sleepyyyyy......I’ll be back
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my life was payed for ...not by me.
07.05.04
Yesterday was pretty cool, at least...it started out that way.
So I had made plans to hang out with Pris, just go out to eat, chill and watch a movie.
So my mom was all mad about having to drop me off and what not but whatever, she did it anyway.
Pris and I hung out pretty much all day, which was so cool cause she’s so nice and she’s talkative, which I like...cause some people can be such a drag.
Yeah so we met up with some of her friends, and I even saw my old friend Valerie which was cool.
We go to the movies with her two friends, saw spiderman 2 for free..yeeah!
They drop me off and I walk in, my parents look all upset or some shit.
I say hi, sorry about being a lil late but the movie started later than I thought...and I even showed them ticket stub so they wouldn’t think I was just making stuff up.
They really didn’t say a word at all, not even hi or whatever.
I feel like something is up....I could just sense it.
So anyway, I get on my computer to write a journal entry, like I usually do and I noticed my screen is all messed up and all this other stuff, so immediately I thought - The kids must’ve came in my room and messed with it.
I ask my mom about it and then my dad was like - "Did you get 25 bucks for the week, for my gas?" I was like, "Huh?"
Then he goes, "Yeah, if you want me to take you to work this week, I need you to give me 25 bucks. So if you don’t have the money, don’t bother waking me up in the morning."
I was just like WTF...where did that come from???
GREAT TIME TO BRING IT UP, THE NIGHT BEFORE I HAVE TO ACTUALLY GO TO WORK..
Why couldn’t he have warned me about it Saturday or Sunday?
This is a perfect example of what a fucking asshole he is capable of being and really is, just tries to not be all the time.
Anyway and then I proceed to ask my mom about the computer, and then my dad got all fucking defensive saying I need to lose my attitude and the way I talk to people....and that I have no right asking her about the computer, that if she used it, then I don’t need to know about it, that I should just keep my mouth shut and not ask questions....you know, not "question" their authority.
So I’m like, whatever..... I was just asking cause I thought the kids did something to it.
He got all mad and shit and then my mom started saying about how I need to shut it down properly and that I better start leaving it to where she can access the comp if she ever needed to, thats its not for me, its for the household...blah blah.
All I could think at the time they were saying this is like - I bet theyre just pissed I’m a little late.
See cause they don’t like to admit it but they don’t want to make it seem like they’re mad about that shit so they try to find other things to talk shit to me about....for example today, the stupid computer.
Man, they’re fucking retarded ass people. LOL I swear.
I could just pack my shit up and make a haste decision to fucking move out or whatever but why, I’m only going to stick around and prove to them that I don’t fucking need their shit, I can do things for myself, even if I have to wake up at 5 tomorrow instead of 7 with no actual money on hand...to take the bus to work.
Like I literally, don’t have any cash on hand.
I deposited everything in the bank, all I have is this change I always leave around.....which is a grand total of two bucks lol.
I guess I’m not eating tomorrow, hehe.
I don’t know, it’s weird.
I feel like crying and just letting it all out about how much I hate it here but ...why?
Where would it get me??
I’m not gonna sit on my ass and cry like I used to....I’m going to fucking make it, with or without them helping me.
They can go suck a nut for all I care, if they’re tryin to tear me down, I’m gonna get right back up and throw it in their face.
Today, I will prevail.
Yesterday was pretty cool, at least...it started out that way.
So I had made plans to hang out with Pris, just go out to eat, chill and watch a movie.
So my mom was all mad about having to drop me off and what not but whatever, she did it anyway.
Pris and I hung out pretty much all day, which was so cool cause she’s so nice and she’s talkative, which I like...cause some people can be such a drag.
Yeah so we met up with some of her friends, and I even saw my old friend Valerie which was cool.
We go to the movies with her two friends, saw spiderman 2 for free..yeeah!
They drop me off and I walk in, my parents look all upset or some shit.
I say hi, sorry about being a lil late but the movie started later than I thought...and I even showed them ticket stub so they wouldn’t think I was just making stuff up.
They really didn’t say a word at all, not even hi or whatever.
I feel like something is up....I could just sense it.
So anyway, I get on my computer to write a journal entry, like I usually do and I noticed my screen is all messed up and all this other stuff, so immediately I thought - The kids must’ve came in my room and messed with it.
I ask my mom about it and then my dad was like - "Did you get 25 bucks for the week, for my gas?" I was like, "Huh?"
Then he goes, "Yeah, if you want me to take you to work this week, I need you to give me 25 bucks. So if you don’t have the money, don’t bother waking me up in the morning."
I was just like WTF...where did that come from???
GREAT TIME TO BRING IT UP, THE NIGHT BEFORE I HAVE TO ACTUALLY GO TO WORK..
Why couldn’t he have warned me about it Saturday or Sunday?
This is a perfect example of what a fucking asshole he is capable of being and really is, just tries to not be all the time.
Anyway and then I proceed to ask my mom about the computer, and then my dad got all fucking defensive saying I need to lose my attitude and the way I talk to people....and that I have no right asking her about the computer, that if she used it, then I don’t need to know about it, that I should just keep my mouth shut and not ask questions....you know, not "question" their authority.
So I’m like, whatever..... I was just asking cause I thought the kids did something to it.
He got all mad and shit and then my mom started saying about how I need to shut it down properly and that I better start leaving it to where she can access the comp if she ever needed to, thats its not for me, its for the household...blah blah.
All I could think at the time they were saying this is like - I bet theyre just pissed I’m a little late.
See cause they don’t like to admit it but they don’t want to make it seem like they’re mad about that shit so they try to find other things to talk shit to me about....for example today, the stupid computer.
Man, they’re fucking retarded ass people. LOL I swear.
I could just pack my shit up and make a haste decision to fucking move out or whatever but why, I’m only going to stick around and prove to them that I don’t fucking need their shit, I can do things for myself, even if I have to wake up at 5 tomorrow instead of 7 with no actual money on hand...to take the bus to work.
Like I literally, don’t have any cash on hand.
I deposited everything in the bank, all I have is this change I always leave around.....which is a grand total of two bucks lol.
I guess I’m not eating tomorrow, hehe.
I don’t know, it’s weird.
I feel like crying and just letting it all out about how much I hate it here but ...why?
Where would it get me??
I’m not gonna sit on my ass and cry like I used to....I’m going to fucking make it, with or without them helping me.
They can go suck a nut for all I care, if they’re tryin to tear me down, I’m gonna get right back up and throw it in their face.
Today, I will prevail.
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yay
Today’s my moms birthday.
I’m gonna go pick up my last check from Sea World, then take her to breakfast at IHOP (shut up - thats what she wanted) lol.
Yeah, me and James hung out yesterday ...watched Donnie Darko. That was pretty much it.
I kept falling asleep at work too, fuck I need to start taking no doze lol...yeah.
Oh, I finally got my warped tour pics, all I need is a scanner.
Woo wee!
Yeah, gotta go ...I have to get dressed.
I’m gonna go pick up my last check from Sea World, then take her to breakfast at IHOP (shut up - thats what she wanted) lol.
Yeah, me and James hung out yesterday ...watched Donnie Darko. That was pretty much it.
I kept falling asleep at work too, fuck I need to start taking no doze lol...yeah.
Oh, I finally got my warped tour pics, all I need is a scanner.
Woo wee!
Yeah, gotta go ...I have to get dressed.
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it feels so good to be back
Wow!
Guess who’s back?!
ME! lol
Oh dude...I have so much to say but I don’t want to take up an eternity like writing about it so I’ll try to sum things up.
[+] Ok, for one...I quit Sea World last Saturday (June 26) because I got hired for a better job at Sears. Sears is paying me 8.40 an hour, compared to the crap pay of 5.70 of Sea World and Sears has no stupid uniform or dress code and is much closer to my house....so yeah, that all works out for me.
[+] So I was talking to this guy James for awhile. It was awesome, simply AWESOME. Then, this whole thing happened about him telling me some weird shit and like cancelling on me, so I don’t know.....all that stuff went down the drain. We’re still cool (kind of) but it’s not the same.
[+] I went to WARPED TOUR...with STEPH!!!! Yeah, that’s my homie man! I took a crap load of pics (about 3 disposable cams to be exact), many of them featuring my favorite band underOATH and some with me hanging out with my chemical romance, melee, yesterday’s rising, go bettie go, and some others. Well, the day was awesome except for the part where I got sunburned and all that jazz.
[+] Michael and I are on talking terms again...we’re sort of ...rekindling our friendship, so to speak. I’m not looking to get back with him or anything of that sort but it’s nice to just be friends again. Yeah, Michael...let go of that stupid fucking bag from stop n go, it’s over!!! LOL, inside joke.
[+] I finally got my debit card. Woo wee! I’m spending like a rabbit.. or...wait, how does that go? Oh, I don’t know - forget it!
[+] I’m going to Corpus (maybe) for July 4th weekend. My mom’s birthday is on the second so we all want to go over there and just enjoy the weekend.
Yeah, that’s pretty much it in a nutshell but I didn’t want to go into too much detail as that would take up the whole damn page here, lol.
HERE IS A PIC OF ME AND STEPH AT WARPED TOUR IN THE DODGE PHOTO BOOTH (click on link):
WE’RE TOTAL DORKS!
Yeah, we had a blast!!!!!!!
That’s it for now I guess...until then, snoochie boochies!
Guess who’s back?!
ME! lol
Oh dude...I have so much to say but I don’t want to take up an eternity like writing about it so I’ll try to sum things up.
[+] Ok, for one...I quit Sea World last Saturday (June 26) because I got hired for a better job at Sears. Sears is paying me 8.40 an hour, compared to the crap pay of 5.70 of Sea World and Sears has no stupid uniform or dress code and is much closer to my house....so yeah, that all works out for me.
[+] So I was talking to this guy James for awhile. It was awesome, simply AWESOME. Then, this whole thing happened about him telling me some weird shit and like cancelling on me, so I don’t know.....all that stuff went down the drain. We’re still cool (kind of) but it’s not the same.
[+] I went to WARPED TOUR...with STEPH!!!! Yeah, that’s my homie man! I took a crap load of pics (about 3 disposable cams to be exact), many of them featuring my favorite band underOATH and some with me hanging out with my chemical romance, melee, yesterday’s rising, go bettie go, and some others. Well, the day was awesome except for the part where I got sunburned and all that jazz.
[+] Michael and I are on talking terms again...we’re sort of ...rekindling our friendship, so to speak. I’m not looking to get back with him or anything of that sort but it’s nice to just be friends again. Yeah, Michael...let go of that stupid fucking bag from stop n go, it’s over!!! LOL, inside joke.
[+] I finally got my debit card. Woo wee! I’m spending like a rabbit.. or...wait, how does that go? Oh, I don’t know - forget it!
[+] I’m going to Corpus (maybe) for July 4th weekend. My mom’s birthday is on the second so we all want to go over there and just enjoy the weekend.
Yeah, that’s pretty much it in a nutshell but I didn’t want to go into too much detail as that would take up the whole damn page here, lol.
HERE IS A PIC OF ME AND STEPH AT WARPED TOUR IN THE DODGE PHOTO BOOTH (click on link):
WE’RE TOTAL DORKS!
Yeah, we had a blast!!!!!!!
That’s it for now I guess...until then, snoochie boochies!
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if only i was as cool as your shoes
Another day off from work.
Today wasn’t that bad though.
I woke up kind of early, got dressed and ran some errands for my mom.
She left for some retreat they were having for the women at my church.
My cousin went with her so I spent the day with her daughter, which is like my second cousin....and she’s only six years old.
I felt like a rent a mom or something cause I took her to Mr. Gatti’s just to kill some time and let her have some fun.
It was cool. I saw some cute guy there... real cute.
I bet he thought my cousin was my kid or something.
Ugh. Ah, whatever, it was all cool.
Hah, when I went to go pay the water bill I saw my grandparents there, it was so weird.
They were like, "You’re just wasting your gas coming all the way over here, you should’ve gave us the money and we would’ve paid it for you."
Today was all fun...lol, I felt all grown up.
But that’s all I need for now, just a day.
I don’t want to grow up too fast.
On a cooler note;
I go to work tomorrow.
Even better - ITS PAY DAY.
Yeeeaah, mofos! Take that Pat SayJack!
Um.
Yeah.
Damn, it’s boring.
I’m an outtie.
Today wasn’t that bad though.
I woke up kind of early, got dressed and ran some errands for my mom.
She left for some retreat they were having for the women at my church.
My cousin went with her so I spent the day with her daughter, which is like my second cousin....and she’s only six years old.
I felt like a rent a mom or something cause I took her to Mr. Gatti’s just to kill some time and let her have some fun.
It was cool. I saw some cute guy there... real cute.
I bet he thought my cousin was my kid or something.
Ugh. Ah, whatever, it was all cool.
Hah, when I went to go pay the water bill I saw my grandparents there, it was so weird.
They were like, "You’re just wasting your gas coming all the way over here, you should’ve gave us the money and we would’ve paid it for you."
Today was all fun...lol, I felt all grown up.
But that’s all I need for now, just a day.
I don’t want to grow up too fast.
On a cooler note;
I go to work tomorrow.
Even better - ITS PAY DAY.
Yeeeaah, mofos! Take that Pat SayJack!
Um.
Yeah.
Damn, it’s boring.
I’m an outtie.
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i demand of your ears
I’ve been listening to the Beautiful Mistake all day long and I strongly suggest that YOU do too!
My personal favorite is "My Reminder". Their latest cd is awesome. Well, so was the first one but damnit, stop thinking and go out now and buy it!!!! What are you waiting for, go now!
My personal favorite is "My Reminder". Their latest cd is awesome. Well, so was the first one but damnit, stop thinking and go out now and buy it!!!! What are you waiting for, go now!
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old song
Love is like that one song on the radio
The one you can’t help but get up and dance, cry and scream to;
All at once
Give me just two more minutes
Without those dumb commercials
Can’t seem to get enough
Turn up the volume
Don’t change the channel
Hold on, it’s almost done
I loved you like this once
Remember ...?
Or did the song just suck;
and is what made you forget?
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take this to your death bed
School’s over. Summer is here. Don’t know how it’s going to be...how it’ll go...but here goes nothing.
Work has been cool. I’m still kind of bummed about Yesenia moving and Steph not being around but me and Yanine are making plans to hang out soon.
She finally made out with that guy Alexis she’s always talking about. She likes him a ton.
I just hope that he doesn’t hurt her. I’ve been there, felt that...don’t want her to go through what I have.
She’s still in that "Let’s get drunk and act stupid phase" but I think it’s just that.. a phase.
I went to that employee party thing we has at Sea World - it was lame.
I saw Daniel that same day, the day before his graduation.
It was weird to say the least.
I guess things do change and promises are made to be broken.
My parents were being really nice to me today...which is uncommon.
I knew my theory would turn out to be true.
I figured if I had a job (which I do now), I’d see less of them...which in turn would make them sort of "miss me" or whatever which would make them nicer when I was around.
I want to try and get two jobs, the other job being at Sears but it’s so hard to get a job there (without experience) and I don’t want to waste my time.
There is no one special in my life as of right now.
That’s really like...cool, as weird as that may sound.
It’s like, I’m so busy with work and spending time with my family and Yanine that I really don’t have time to just look for someone.
It’s cool..because for once, I’m focusing on ME and not someone else.
Oh dude.
I opened up a checking account the other day.
I feel so responsible now. LOL
Go me go!
I’ll be able to have AOL again without having to worry about who’s going to pay for it.
Now that I’m working, I can rely on myself.
Damn, that sounds good. Not having to rely on anyone.
I’m so lame, I know.
I’m growin` up mah!
Work has been cool. I’m still kind of bummed about Yesenia moving and Steph not being around but me and Yanine are making plans to hang out soon.
She finally made out with that guy Alexis she’s always talking about. She likes him a ton.
I just hope that he doesn’t hurt her. I’ve been there, felt that...don’t want her to go through what I have.
She’s still in that "Let’s get drunk and act stupid phase" but I think it’s just that.. a phase.
I went to that employee party thing we has at Sea World - it was lame.
I saw Daniel that same day, the day before his graduation.
It was weird to say the least.
I guess things do change and promises are made to be broken.
My parents were being really nice to me today...which is uncommon.
I knew my theory would turn out to be true.
I figured if I had a job (which I do now), I’d see less of them...which in turn would make them sort of "miss me" or whatever which would make them nicer when I was around.
I want to try and get two jobs, the other job being at Sears but it’s so hard to get a job there (without experience) and I don’t want to waste my time.
There is no one special in my life as of right now.
That’s really like...cool, as weird as that may sound.
It’s like, I’m so busy with work and spending time with my family and Yanine that I really don’t have time to just look for someone.
It’s cool..because for once, I’m focusing on ME and not someone else.
Oh dude.
I opened up a checking account the other day.
I feel so responsible now. LOL
Go me go!
I’ll be able to have AOL again without having to worry about who’s going to pay for it.
Now that I’m working, I can rely on myself.
Damn, that sounds good. Not having to rely on anyone.
I’m so lame, I know.
I’m growin` up mah!
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come back
Yesterday I went to work and it was pretty cool. I hung out with some girl that comes to my school and who I had known before at my middle school. She was really nice. All we did was watch some movies, review saftey procedures and fill out some forms. The easiest three hours of my life, and paid! It’s great.
Then comes the melancholy;
As I was walking towards the parking lot after work, Yesenia pops up out of nowhere and called my name. I saw her and then she rushed to me and explained how her mom kicked her out, how she was going to Austin with her friend that very same night, and how she’s going to meet up with her dad there and go live with him. I couldn’t believe it. It just happened all so fast. Just hours earlier we were planning to go to the From Autumn To Ashes / ATREYU show together on Wednesday and get some grub afterwards. It all ended. We hugged. Perhaps that was our last hug, our last conversation...hopefully not. I had to stay strong, I didn’t know exactly what to say except that I was going to miss her and that she had better called me when she got to Austin.
She left. I broke down as her car drove out of the security gates. I didn’t know what else to do but cry. She had been with me through so much crap since high school and now she was gone - like before. She had left once during sophomore year, and now she was leaving me again. It hurt bad, dude. I felt like I wanted to go with her, but how? I know Austin isn’t that far but damn, it’s a lot further than her being right up the street from me. All the shows we went to, all the memories we made, all the times we skipped and got high, all the times we cried together...all gone. All that’s left is memories.
I suppose I shouldn’t be so sad about it, cause at least she’s in state but still, nevertheless, it hurts.
Yanine is my best friend now (not replacing Yesenia but another best friend). She got a job at Burger King the other day and already she told me it sucks. I knew she wouldn’t like it there but I wanted her to see for herself. We went to the thrift store last Saturday, we called it a "play date" lol and it was pretty fun. I even bought her an ICE-EE. I’m so generous haha. Man, I haven’t known that girl as long as I’d like to but I feel like I have and I guess that’s all that counts. She’s awesome. If that stupid turd Alexis (the guy she likes) hurts her, I’ll have to break his neck or something, lol.
Well, that’s about all the time I have for this entry. I will start to update more but I can’t promise anything because work is all I think about now. WORK WORK WORK AND NO PLAY...oh and hot guys! Yeeeah!
Then comes the melancholy;
As I was walking towards the parking lot after work, Yesenia pops up out of nowhere and called my name. I saw her and then she rushed to me and explained how her mom kicked her out, how she was going to Austin with her friend that very same night, and how she’s going to meet up with her dad there and go live with him. I couldn’t believe it. It just happened all so fast. Just hours earlier we were planning to go to the From Autumn To Ashes / ATREYU show together on Wednesday and get some grub afterwards. It all ended. We hugged. Perhaps that was our last hug, our last conversation...hopefully not. I had to stay strong, I didn’t know exactly what to say except that I was going to miss her and that she had better called me when she got to Austin.
She left. I broke down as her car drove out of the security gates. I didn’t know what else to do but cry. She had been with me through so much crap since high school and now she was gone - like before. She had left once during sophomore year, and now she was leaving me again. It hurt bad, dude. I felt like I wanted to go with her, but how? I know Austin isn’t that far but damn, it’s a lot further than her being right up the street from me. All the shows we went to, all the memories we made, all the times we skipped and got high, all the times we cried together...all gone. All that’s left is memories.
I suppose I shouldn’t be so sad about it, cause at least she’s in state but still, nevertheless, it hurts.
Yanine is my best friend now (not replacing Yesenia but another best friend). She got a job at Burger King the other day and already she told me it sucks. I knew she wouldn’t like it there but I wanted her to see for herself. We went to the thrift store last Saturday, we called it a "play date" lol and it was pretty fun. I even bought her an ICE-EE. I’m so generous haha. Man, I haven’t known that girl as long as I’d like to but I feel like I have and I guess that’s all that counts. She’s awesome. If that stupid turd Alexis (the guy she likes) hurts her, I’ll have to break his neck or something, lol.
Well, that’s about all the time I have for this entry. I will start to update more but I can’t promise anything because work is all I think about now. WORK WORK WORK AND NO PLAY...oh and hot guys! Yeeeah!
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