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TwentyOne

Officially 21.
Holy moly.

You don't have to change to love me...

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but if you love me you'll change.

God is Good.

All the time!

JAMS

Going on a retreat today until Sunday.
Ahhh...

I'm excited.
Should be fun.

Smooth sailing.

I'm super backed up with posting pictures and they're not really getting posted in order.
It's whatevs.

On two separate occasions, people I barely know said that I seem like an Academy girl when I told them that I graduated from that school.
Ahhh... haha.
What the fuck is that supposed to mean?

Jose taught me house to drive stick.... drunk.
Haha... strolling around the ville trying to learn.
I still need lots and lots of practice.

Work is still work.
I have to work at the hotel tomorrow because there is a conference.
Fun.
I always enjoy the change of scenery.

School is smooth sailing.
My classes aren't that demanding this semester and I have a better mindset too.
The challenge now is to keep it that way.

Search meetings for this year's Search Retreat has started.

Busy busy busy.
Always something to do and never that much down time.

Sorry for the neglect melo.

What it is to burn.

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Just working, living, and having fun with my new camera.

Good days.

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Blessed.

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My CHRISTmas gift from mommy and daddy.
I just ordered it.
Yay.

The truth eludes me so much it hurts.

too many parties and too many pals will break your heart someday.



Like a song, it will fade.

If there's music in the night,
and it's really, really right,
it's the only thing I need.
It intoxicates your mind,
all your troubles left behind,
so come on and take my lead.
It's not just me who feels it,
music plays a mind trick,
watch me forget about missing you.





Get out of my head.
I don't want to think about some guy all damn day.





I want to be free.

Social Hour at Barista.

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breezy.

If you don't like my fire then don't come around.

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my choice is what I choose to do
and if I'm causing no harm
it shouldn't bother you
your choice is who you choose to be
and if your causin' no harm
then you're alright with me

if you don't like my fire
then don't come around
cause I'm gonna burn one down
yes I am gonna burn one down

herb the gift from the earth
and what's from the earth
is of the greatest worth
so before you knock it try it first
oh, you'll see it's a blessing
and its not a curse

Count Your Blessings


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I love Guam.


home sweet home.

The Gargoyle



by Andrew Davidson

Sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on things.

patience.




Things are better late than never.

Love.

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My grandpa and grandma Cruz.
I was never able to meet them.
My grandma died in February 1986 of cancer.
My grandpa died that same year in November.
I always hear a lot of fun stories about them.

Anyway... I love this picture.

My God You Sound So Nostalgic!

This is one of my favorite songs.
Short and to the point.



How does it feel to be "elite",
always on top of all the latest fashions
you've got that self deserving tone
but I know that you're insecure
hiding behind all your big words
I hope you know that
you're far from sophisticated!


Just Give it up
you're trying too hard
and you're not fooling me
in fact, i dont think you're foolin anyone
this is a message
and I hope you get the hint
that no one really cares
no one really gives a shit
about you

Don't you act so smooth
your vocab's a little rough around the edges
everyone can see right through you.

"I'd like to quit thinking of the present, like right now, as some minor, insignificant preamble to somethin' else."

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One of my favorite quotes from Dazed & Confused.

Cynthia:
God, don't you ever feel like everything we do and everything we've been taught is just to service the future?
Tony: Yeah I know, like it's all preparation.
Cynthia: Right. But what are we preparing ourselves for?
Mike: Death.
Tony: Life of the party.
Mike: It's true.
Cynthia: You know, but that's valid because if we are all gonna die anyway shouldn't we be enjoying ourselves now? You know, I'd like to quit thinking of the present, like right now, as some minor insignificant preamble to something else.


picture taken outside my auntie's house in Norwalk.

Just keep thinking...

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photo by Jennifer Cruz.
words added with photoshop.

I wish it was live.

There was a music player here.

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tomorrowmorning's picture
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Happy Birthday, welcome to the 20 and up club! Haha.

my_apocalypse's picture
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fuck yeah happy birthday!!!!!

the_countess's picture
Re: You don't have to change to love me...

this is true in faith and in love. completely agree.

redspyder526's picture
Re: God is Good.

Yes he is : )

tomorrowmorning's picture
Re: God is Good.

I agree!

forkedupyo's picture
Re: Karaoke Fun -- Pictures.

Karaoke videos are so much more fun. ;]

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
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oh what shopping outlet?

evilone's picture
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hello from the random tour

dismayed_l0ser's picture
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Yeah... it was on display at this shopping outlet.

shad3s0fgr4y's picture
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Wow the Mario Ginger bread house is AWESOME

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that beach looks amazing, wish i was there haha

tomorrowmorning's picture
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I know, they cost an arm & leg --- but it's something you love to do, so it's worth the investment. I guess that's why my husband didn't complain about the price..because he knew pictures make me happy :)

happy holidays to you though! enjoy that warm guam sun for me!!

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ah! I was just curious, of course ( i always am).

this is true! he is, indeed.

lack's picture
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i haaave to ask why you always write "CHRISTmas"? is it a religious thing?

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thanks for touching all my artwork. :)

watchmeshine's picture
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lol. i'm the fave of my family. surprisingly. but its my grandparents who spoil me

watchmeshine's picture
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i've had that my whole life. i usually get 500+ worth of stuff per xmas. plus, i get thanksgiving, easter, and valentines day checks. lmao

watchmeshine's picture
Re: Blessed.

lucky you!

tomorrowmorning's picture
Re: Blessed.

YAAAAY! So awesome! This came out right after I got my Rebel XSi. Enjoy your new toy!! :)

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I always loved getting snail mail. It's much more personal. Oooh 55 inch screen! Damn. And I thought 52 was huge! LOL. I don't what it is w/ men and big screen TV's. My husband is always hinting towards getting a bigger TV.

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Things are good, just chillin with my boo and taking it easy. Hope your having a blast where ever you are at right now lol :)

funnygirl's picture
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how crazy
that sounds so amazing and looks it ;) minus the sharks
thats the good thing about southern cali, there are some occasionally but not really unless you're in the deep water
i'd be so scared!

funnygirl's picture
Re: Gun Beach Pictures -- August 09, 2009

why do they call it gun beach?
and that first picture scares me, i feel like there is a shark lurking around
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tomorrowmorning's picture
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the pastries are sooo cute! i wouldn't want to eat them! oh and i have the same exact japanese coasters that you took a picture of...

callmeichee's picture
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lol hell yeah :)

and btw you have waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to many things on your page lol

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recording music in Japan?

fadedhopes's picture
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you little trickster i thought it was friday =p

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yummm breadddd

saferinsolitude's picture
Re: If you don't like my fire then don't come around.

great song, and you have wonderful pictures

fadedhopes's picture
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cute cute cute

mikesmaddie's picture
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You're welcome. :).

b0n3zassassin's picture
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no problemo

b0n3zassassin's picture
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HAPPY MELOVERSARY

mikesmaddie's picture
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Happy meloversary :)

arikel_tolifen's picture
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You can leave a message, Sweetness. I don't bite. I'm rarely on here anymore, but I don't bite.

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Thnx for voting!

fizzbitch's picture
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I love your pictures. I hope japan is a blast! I want to go there!

cadge20's picture
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wow. wicked awesome pictures! thanks for sharing those pictures from Japan, since they were so interesting.

You went there because u have relatives there?

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