danimae54
Coffee and Cigarettes
Submitted by danimae54 on Thu.03.05.09 10:08am
that is the best thing about the morning. although i'm not smoking now i would love to be.
its raining outside. but inside i'm my clouds are dissipating and the sun is poking through
Today will be a good day. Why?
It may not be eventful. it may not be all that fun.
But it will still be good.
Because i'm taking care of myself. (except smoking. i'll deal with that later)
I'm going to eat better, sleep better, read more, be a little more creative
and most importantly, I am thinking about myself.
I don't care what others think about me. Even those i care about the most.
If they don't like me for who i am. or don't like what i do, it doesn't matter.
its about me. finally.
so here's to day one of the rest of my life.
its raining outside. but inside i'm my clouds are dissipating and the sun is poking through
Today will be a good day. Why?
It may not be eventful. it may not be all that fun.
But it will still be good.
Because i'm taking care of myself. (except smoking. i'll deal with that later)
I'm going to eat better, sleep better, read more, be a little more creative
and most importantly, I am thinking about myself.
I don't care what others think about me. Even those i care about the most.
If they don't like me for who i am. or don't like what i do, it doesn't matter.
its about me. finally.
so here's to day one of the rest of my life.
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Starting over
Submitted by danimae54 on Wed.03.04.09 4:08pm
A couple new decisions i've made
1) start over
2) be a little more creative once in a while
3) think about me
thats it. thats my plan. so here's to starting over, being more creative, and thinking about myself. cheers.
1) start over
2) be a little more creative once in a while
3) think about me
thats it. thats my plan. so here's to starting over, being more creative, and thinking about myself. cheers.
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Unsinkable
Submitted by danimae54 on Sun.11.09.08 2:27pm
I believe in the little things, because I've got to have something
I think it's the little things that are exactly what make up the big picture
Like a puzzle.
We are falling together so easily.
While he's still afraid that I'm thinking about the past,
I'm walking on water being with him.
This is everything I wanted
Happy, mature, and happy some more
I want to be creative.
I want to create this amazing piece to try to even come close to how he makes me feel...
but I can't.
Not because of lack of feelings,
its more like I am so many things
Where do i begin?
Nowhere I guess, because the only beginning that really truly matters
Is sitting right next to me.
I think it's the little things that are exactly what make up the big picture
Like a puzzle.
We are falling together so easily.
While he's still afraid that I'm thinking about the past,
I'm walking on water being with him.
This is everything I wanted
Happy, mature, and happy some more
I want to be creative.
I want to create this amazing piece to try to even come close to how he makes me feel...
but I can't.
Not because of lack of feelings,
its more like I am so many things
Where do i begin?
Nowhere I guess, because the only beginning that really truly matters
Is sitting right next to me.
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close your eyes, clear your heart, cut the cord.
Submitted by danimae54 on Mon.10.27.08 12:28pm
out with the old, in with the new right?
I did just that, and man, I should have done it sooner
I finally realized that my ex was just using me.
I tried to work things out for over a month and he just walked all over me
I did everything. He did nothing... but hurt me that is.
Finally, i hit the brick wall and realized i was getting myself nowhere.
So i stopped talking to him. I stopped thinking about him.
Which ended up to be the best thing I that i've ever done
Because since then I was asked out on a date
By my brother's friend, of all people.
It was weird at first. But then it was great
It still is. We've been hanging out constantly since then.
I couldn't be happier. I almost forgot what it felt like to be happy....
And now, I don't even know why I wasted so much time over him.
2 years, down the drain.
But oh well i guess. you live and you learn.
And most importantly, you find someone better
someone nice, someone charming
Someone just what you were looking for.
The someone that you were hoping for your past to become
Nobody ever changes, except yourself.
I'm done with trying to be somebody else just to make him happy.
I am me. and as much as I don't know who I am anymore,
I am trying to fix that.
I did just that, and man, I should have done it sooner
I finally realized that my ex was just using me.
I tried to work things out for over a month and he just walked all over me
I did everything. He did nothing... but hurt me that is.
Finally, i hit the brick wall and realized i was getting myself nowhere.
So i stopped talking to him. I stopped thinking about him.
Which ended up to be the best thing I that i've ever done
Because since then I was asked out on a date
By my brother's friend, of all people.
It was weird at first. But then it was great
It still is. We've been hanging out constantly since then.
I couldn't be happier. I almost forgot what it felt like to be happy....
And now, I don't even know why I wasted so much time over him.
2 years, down the drain.
But oh well i guess. you live and you learn.
And most importantly, you find someone better
someone nice, someone charming
Someone just what you were looking for.
The someone that you were hoping for your past to become
Nobody ever changes, except yourself.
I'm done with trying to be somebody else just to make him happy.
I am me. and as much as I don't know who I am anymore,
I am trying to fix that.
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I want to be a tuesday person
Submitted by danimae54 on Thu.06.05.08 11:27am
I read the book "tuesdays with morrie"
such a good book about life.
I've always been the shy one
I don't talk much to new people, i mind my own business
but reading that book made me realize that there is no reason to be that way.
Have u ever read it?
If not its about living life to the fullest,
because when u die, many people aren't lucky enough
to have a "death sentence"...or rather,
to have the time to say goodbye
to have the time to say whatever you need to say before you leave this place
Usually the way it works out,
Your time is just up.
And i wonder, if that happened to me,
today, tomorrow, yesterday....
would anyone remember me?
Have i made a difference?
as of now, no...
but i'm going to do my best to change that.
such a good book about life.
I've always been the shy one
I don't talk much to new people, i mind my own business
but reading that book made me realize that there is no reason to be that way.
Have u ever read it?
If not its about living life to the fullest,
because when u die, many people aren't lucky enough
to have a "death sentence"...or rather,
to have the time to say goodbye
to have the time to say whatever you need to say before you leave this place
Usually the way it works out,
Your time is just up.
And i wonder, if that happened to me,
today, tomorrow, yesterday....
would anyone remember me?
Have i made a difference?
as of now, no...
but i'm going to do my best to change that.
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Baby, things change
Submitted by danimae54 on Sun.03.16.08 12:32pm
I've been having a hard time lately.
Too much stress, school, work, finding a place soon, my relationship.
My dog died...Ebony. she was my little girl
Well, she wasn't so little, but she thought she was.
I miss her.
And everything is just bringing me down.
My relationship is suffering, he's too busy i guess.
I'm starting to feel like i'm just interupting when i call.
He never comes to see me.
Not even when i need him, god forbid.
He'd just rather go to the bar i guess. Saturday was our year & 1/2 anniverary.
And i almost ended it. I just don't know what to do. I've lost him
What happened to my best friend?
Too much stress, school, work, finding a place soon, my relationship.
My dog died...Ebony. she was my little girl
Well, she wasn't so little, but she thought she was.
I miss her.
And everything is just bringing me down.
My relationship is suffering, he's too busy i guess.
I'm starting to feel like i'm just interupting when i call.
He never comes to see me.
Not even when i need him, god forbid.
He'd just rather go to the bar i guess. Saturday was our year & 1/2 anniverary.
And i almost ended it. I just don't know what to do. I've lost him
What happened to my best friend?
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hmmm...
Submitted by danimae54 on Sat.02.09.08 3:11pm
So I'm new to this site, and just trying to figure everything out.
A little about me? well....
I want to be a psychologist. (to help people like me...go figure)
I'm pretty easy going about a lot of things...
...and I'm also very shy.
Dont ask me whyy...but I love dogs.
I hate being alone....its gay.
But nonetheless I find myself alone more often then not.
I love art, reading, & music.
They rock my world
I'm very self-conscious, always have been, probably always will be
I like tattoos, piercings. I think they're beautiful.
I think too much
That should probably be enough to get a good idea of what makes me tick.
Now back to figuring out what this site is all about....
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You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground, I'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds
Real Name:Danielle
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