As often as I hate censorship, some forms of PDA are necessary in life; the same censorship sometimes should be taken online. In my life, I have taken that more literally.
When I first became sexually active, I wanted to keep my own red-shoe diary of this. With photos, details and post this online. This would be under the impression that I was modestly sexually active. i was. Curiosity is a spice of life.

I remember those Sex ED classes when we were in elementary school where they would separate the boys from the girls, we watched a movie, and then were given this pamphlet. Shortly after, I remember my mom saying "if you give your partner everything they need, they will never leave you." She seemed to do something right because it worked for her. She got married, and stayed married.

I was quite active with my online memoirs of my sexual deviance (this was right when I first started online journaling). This is when I Kind of discovered why people used fake names on the internet - to avoid anything incriminating. This was bad, because my target demographic for reading my exploits was the people I was exploiting. That would obviously backfire, so I deleted my account. However, i still have journals and blogs saved on a file on my computer. References are always amazing.

That has made me question a lot tho - for the reference of using fake names on the internet. It is so sad when people have to pretend to be someone else, to the extent of even some people go so far as using other peoples photos and passing them off as themselves. That I hate. I know some people have so much to share, but fear of rejection. I am glad this website has encouraged individualism, with some knock off's, some betty ford's, and some originals. I've never understood why people cant just post their own pictures of themselves, and tell their own stories and use their own names...

It is a very sensitive subject for me because even to date, I still see people using my old photos from years ago. My old roommate's ex stole some of my photos from online a 2 years ago, and posted them on adult dating websites which included my phone number, house address, work number, and work address. It was kind of beyond scary - because these people knew a part of me. And I had no idea of who they were. On the club scene this is understandable while In my personal private life- I am so secluded. Where I work, heck, I don't even tell most people my occupation to avoid this problem. Yet, people still slip through the cracks.

On off days, I think I should just be a porn star, so I have no secrets. Just give it all away.
I find it so amusing how it all comes together at the end of the day. Part of us, the ones living the dream want to hide, and the ones that steal the dream are the ones who are hiding.

Switch shoes for a day, and it all comes full circle, but when you start getting blisters on your feet I will be the one laughing.