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OOOOooooor I don't have any clout.

Hah, eating one's words can be quite the embarrassment. Oh well. C'est la vie, especially when it comes to Melo.

I suppose I feel a bit jilted. I'd like to know Sara's reasons behind her recent actions, but I assume that my my post calling out accident would be why.

But... did I abuse privileges? Yes, I played around with fonts on the wall while the exploit was still active. did I "display:none;" anyone? Yes, I did so to accident when he did so to me first. Yay for behind childish about it [that was directed to myself, btw, since I wasn't the bigger man and just leave it at that.] I didn't, however, do so on the wall, nor gross anyone out on it, nor did I use styles to close off other people's pages, like amorsincera and such. Hell, I attempted to HELP, leaving instructions! What the hell does this site want from me?

Jumpy, just to let you kn-- wait, you enemied me. Nevermind.

Am I unable to get through to ANYONE on this site?? Am I some sort of Patrick you you people? Jesus Christ.

I miss the wall.

Tags: wall

sara, fix it! :-p

Seriously, accident. What the shit is your problem?

You found such a fucking POWERFUL exploit on the wall. And you use it to close the wall down??! HOW FUCKING STUPID ARE YOU?!? You could have deleted accounts, stolen them, remove entries, the whole fucking NINE yards, but you decide to be retarded and just "block the wall". smooth move, asshole. Inconvenience everyone vs. do something REAL with your power. Real and subversive, not overt and gay like what you did. You may have enemied me, however, I think I have a lot more clout on this site than you do, IN LIEU of my history.

If I ever feel like bothering to do so, you will never see the light of Melo again, my pathetic opponent.

WARNING TO MELO. ADD THESE USERS AS ENEMIES

accident and tnedicca

and whatever other usernames he may create. He'll just try to fuck your shit up. Here is a way to correct that:

get Firefox [UGH]

go to View > Page Style > No Style.

You can now navigate melo with his malicious styles on your gspots. go to manage your gspots and delete them, then CONFIRM their deletion. then enemy the fuck out of this guy and complain to sara about this fuck who needs to eat my shit with an ice cream scoop.

saving the wall seems to be stuck at around 25%

this sucks. stop trying. no wall for tonight.

C'mon! save the wall! its only like 30% done!

post into the previous form OVER AND OVER AGAIN!

trying to save the wall...

Ugh... time to save the wall the oldschool way...


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2012

Tags: 2012, doom

Ooh, it's the end of the world and we're all shakin' in our boots, or Crocs, if you're a moron. Funny how a lot of things coincide on that date though. Summer Olympics, presidential election, end of the Mayan calendar, El Nino... I could have sworn there were more. Anyway, here's one more to add to the list: Solar Storm. "The sun is on a fairly regular schedule. Every 11 years, solar activity flares up. The next "maximum" active period is expected in 2012" [article]. It appears as though all of us in Southern California will be bombarded with crazy rains just as our power is knocked out. This is a good thing, since we'll have TONS of fresh water from the sky while water systems' pumps fail. Unless the solar storm makes the rain fiery and doomy. That'd be no fun at all.



Oh! One more event in 2012: I TURN 30. :-\

Numbers

Tags: math

One thing that has always bothered me is this: any base-2 number is NOT divisible by 3. also, one thing that bugs me is that numbers that are divisible by 3 and 4 don't do it in .. well.. a 'diplomatic' way. It is a hard thing to express, that which goes on in my head. They [2 and 3] are the only primes that are next to each other; it makes the two seem like the most diametric. The logic that comes with those two numbers brings about feelings that sort of make sense about them. Since I believe that I have a lot of abstract thoughts, ones that cannot be easily verbalized, that my mind works in such ways that I cannot explain [in essence, the right side, since the left has a region with governs speech] and that if I have a lot of thoughts which cannot be described, then both hemispheres are working quite a bit and attempting to cooperate, justifying those thoughts as a cooperative work, and making them that much more brainy. :-p

In any case, I like to think I can understand certain things if only because of this, and that I just need to learn more about their relationships. :)

Have You Ever...

...been so lazy to take the time and energy to heat up leftovers that you douse it in hot sauce to give it the illusion of being warm?

I have!

Inspired by a talk with Oona

Tags: Art, Oona


:)

It's all fluff!

Melo is riddled with so many people posting about their shithole lives, or bitching about something, or just generally negative stuff. A lot comes out in the form of bad poetry, or something that attempts to sound deep, or, my favorite because of how genuine it is, terribly written with poor grammar and spelling. You know their linguistic acrobatics amounts to hopscotch, and so what they say is really, exactly what they feel.

All of these "heavy" or "deep" entries are bullshit, in some sense or another.

If one has the time to bitch and gripe about anything, then perhaps that person also has the time to be proactive about it and perhaps find a minute or two to post something happy, or interesting.

Case in point: Me. I post things that I like, and, aside from this post, I don't exactly go on and on about my shithole life [which it isn't because i'm proactive about solving my problems.] If I do whine or bitch, it most likely is used for humor purposes only, or used in hyperbole which, again, is for humor-inducing purposes.

One could also make the argument that my posts are lame, that they have no deeper significance, or that it isn't "deep". To such criticisms, I completely agree. I think that which is deep or profound can be felt inside, and, titular as it is, should remain deep within. Things I find deep or profound stay "deep" [har har] within me. I have no way of relaying such things to Melo because, well, something is lost in translation, ultimately cheapening whatever it is I'm attempting to convey. I've done my fair share of bitching and complaining and bad poetry-ing in the past, but I think I prefer to be happy and fluffy at this point in life. There's no need to whine when you can smile and enjoy life because ultimately, its all fluff!

Or, in the words of Bill Hicks: "It's just a ride."

Strangely intriguing video.

This video was presented to me by Her Graciousness Ooniepants and so I watched it. It is a "stylized shadow art" set to a Russian opera with a silly techno beat. The imagery all blends together quite well and it is very... interesting [is the best way I could put it]. First, the animation is very simple, taking 3D models of anime characters and using only their silhouettes to present some sort of abstract story or somesuch. It is done well, and I think, because of the fact that they're all silhouettes, it adds to the humanity, as well as the little nuances, like the bouncing to the rhythm a few of the figure do [in the beginning and starting at 1:05]. Since you cannot see details, I think the viewer's imagination fills in the rest, humanizing it to a degree since they're humanoid figures, and not cartoons [despite the cartoony proportions]. The music itself is interesting, mixing a Russian opera song or something like it with a nifty lil' beat. The song itself sounds serious, yet with the beat, makes it poke fun at itself in a way, and the animation that goes along with it does that, too, in a sense.

P.S.: I noticed something strangely Russian about the animation, too. You know those little nesting dolls, where if you open one up, a smaller one is inside, ad nauseam? The animation does that in a sense, where fragments or small parts of one scene become the main subject of the next. Cool vid, in my book :)

Bill Hicks Revisited.

He was a comedian who had excellent, brilliant ideas, and in a way reminds me of Chris Rock in that he tells a message with his routine, and unfortunately also like Chris, I think that message goes way over people's heads.

At the end of his Revelations gig, he has an extremely positive message, and its spot-on in my book, however I don't think the audience is that understanding of exactly how serious he is about it.

If you hit me up from the random tour...

I haven't much to say. I like Melodramatic.com for [some of] its members, and for its quirkiness, and for how "real" it is, in that, facebook and myspace are whorish corporate juggernauts, untouchable [if you'd even want to touch it] whereas I've seen the heart and soul of Melo, and, despite me being in a horrible time in my life, still felt good [hooraaay escapism!]

To answer anything you may ask, Tourists, this will be my one and only answer:

If Melo is a hurricane, I am the driftwood whizzing by at 150 MPH, demolishing everything in my path, and eventually, myself.

If Melo is a pantheon of deities, then I am an everlasting godstopper.

If Melo told me to jump, I would kick as many groins as I could within my immediate vicinity.

If Melo was a ham sandwich, I'd eat it. I'm somewhat hungry at the moment.

...

Doesn't make much sense, but if you ask some of the senior members about me, they'd probably say its spot on.

Good day!

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Happy >>Pi Day Hashi, (or here is >>something else). :)

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That's okay. A lot of your songs bug me. haha. :-p

But I love a lot of the ones you give me too, so it evens out. :)

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Just stopping by to say hello.

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Hi Hashi! I brought you some humus for lunch. :)

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Re: OOOOooooor I don't have any clout.

thats pretty cool sara about being able to control the different levels of access. pretty cool, indeed.

thank you for fixing my page sara. i wasn't too upset about it, like i've said before, not the first time one of my sites have been sabotage... this one is just my all time favorite so its personal :]

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Re: OOOOooooor I don't have any clout.

He only has front page admin access. User management, content management, and sales reports are all different levels of access, which I did not give out. Not every admin has the same level of power. Melo 3.0 lets me get really granular with how much I can dish out.

Which is probably why I couldn't resist freaking everyone out with a little front page admin access....

I couldn't confirm whether or not he hid your account, it was posted from a fake account which I have since banned. Either way, the problem should be fixed now since anyone can edit their gspots from the manage page without being interfered with by HTML. And I am keeping an eye out for any further malicious activity so I can pwn appropriately.

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not that i know of. thankfully. no, i honestly do not think i did.. but i could have so easily... what is stopping him from it? that scares me. someone who can so easily misuse his power for evil as an admin, that scares me. but i do know for a fact that accident was behind my page not displaying

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You had entries deleted?

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whatever to you being the bad guy hashi. thats bullshit and we both know it.

i should probably be more pissed off than i am about the situation but i've reached a point where i feel i can't be broken.. and thats how i feel about people trying to fuck with my accounts... youtube, myspace, melo... they all get sabotaged by someone who disagrees with something i said, something we both might have misunderstood.. which means so little considering the confusion of simple language. fuckers think they know us because of one entry... or a few sentences... just because you stuck up for what you believe does not make you a bad guy hashi, it makes you strong.. and others are afraid of that.

i am rather pissed that sara does allow this.. the mother fucker shouldn't have admin powers anymore... i do feel he could delete entries which i find to be absolutely ridiculous of an admin. he has no right.

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sara, hashi does have a point. are you saying that accident has the right to delete my entries and to sabotage my page? you allow this from admin?

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Helllllo
You're pirate cat drawing is awesome and so is the blanket fort :)

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*kicks hashi in the little pants* hey buddy. gettin into trouble again i see.

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Anywhere is good with you Hashi, but if you want to talk about forums, let's try this one! :D

<333

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Whatever. Thank you for your thanks, but it ultimately makes no difference. Sara's friends are free to fuck people's accounts up. That's the end of it. I still enjoy making posts here, so I will continue to do so [namely because I have more readers here than anywhere else, though DeviantArt is a close second.]

I'm just so frustrated. I don't want to say anything else, because then it will come off as 'whining'. sucks being the bad guy. :-\

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no hashi, you're my hero!!!

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Re: Seriously, accident. What the shit is your problem?

thank you for posting this hashi, accident fucked up my account because i enemied him. what a coward.

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sara fixed it ^_^

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I'm pretty sure she means 'crony' and '...I do' -- not '...you do'. :-p

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I'm pretty sure you know exactly why I treat you the way you do.

Are you sane again yet? Your cronie certainly isn't.

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Not sure how all this started and why it started.
But I do know that Sara's treatment towards you was unfair.

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Trust me, I'm suspicious too.

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Hashi it's hard to be reasonable with unreasonable people. You did right to try to alert Sara to an exploit. She just doesn't care that much. I dun know why. You get called out and the other gets rewarded to make a front page post and chat on the wall. Dun let it make you feel bad. You did right.

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Not that I understand it, but I think it is a bad idea to have that much of a hint up there for any wandering malicious script kiddie to find :(

I appreciate your white knighting :)

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were you banned from the wall?

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Have a good day today Hashi! :)

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That video made me laugh!

BRUSH YOUR TEEEEEEEEETH!!! :D

I left you something in your FO.

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Thats really cute! :D

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Hmm... I guesssssss! ]:

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Re: Bill Hicks Revisited.

The obelisk - excuse me, MONOLITH, is from Kubrick's 2001; which is a "visual representation and reimagining" of Thus Spoke Zarathustra (sic) which is Nietzche's premiere work. The monolith represents a kind of atheist's god, unfeeling and unthinking, only moving foward evolutionarily speaking and driving the species (in the case of the movie, us) forever onward in advancement.

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gotta learn to be on your own two feet sometime.

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Aww! Why not? ]:

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Yay! A video! I'll watch it when you go to bed. <3

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it came from a youtube video :) Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNqiSkd1M6k

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nope!

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Thanks. I had to look it up. :)

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Hahaha, can I try it out on your computer and not mine? Lol.
If I fail, you can fix it. :D

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but you'd have to fix it. :-p that's how you get good at computer-ing. :-p

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s'all relative. :-p

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Considering those images, I would not call him reasonable.

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