ampersands

Hollis.

Mr. Smith,
I'm very glad that I was randomly assigned as your nurse. I'm sorry that you weren't a surgical candidate, and I'm sorry I couldn't save you. But I'm happy to have known you, even if for only a day. You've led an amazing life. You've traveled, you've learned several different languages, you've love intensely, and you've been a war hero. You are my hero. You make me want to live, and love. I have not wanted that in a long time. I hope that, as you said, you're with your wife now. I will never forget you. Rest in peace, sir.

MARTYR

I stepped in the middle of man on man violence because I just have to save everyone. Everyone! Meth fiending 270 pound jackass throwing punches and breaking glass? Yes please. I can fix his life.
Just let me wire my jaw back together and I'll get on that.

wtf?

He asked me if I would mind him bringing me something, like tea or cough drops. I told him I'd be fine, and that I didn't want him getting sick. Though the real reason was that I'm a sick mess.
So I wake up to text at about 9:30pm that reads "okay, so I know what you said about not seeing you, so I left you some orange juice and homemade soup on your doorstep".
Why is he trying to make me love him? I don't want to love anyone.

That soup was damn good, though.
His mom made it and I hadn't eaten since Sunday.
Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful. I just... don't want to be anyone's responsibility.

infectious

I don't know how many times I have to tell you that I don't want to be a girlfriend.

But I have fever dreams about you.

1937.

A conversation with my Alzheimer's plagued father:

"Do you like that movie?"
- "what movie, viejo?"
"You know, the sparkle sparkle vampire shit?"
- "Twilight? Not really."
"GOOD BECAUSE WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE VAMPIRES SUCKED BLOOD NOT COCK."

*&^%$#

This summer, I could be doing this:

HERE:

But instead, I'll be doing this:

HERE:

And its really upsetting me that I didn't get to choose for myself.

sorry.

Don't think that I don't like you. I do. A lot.
But that doesn't mean that I want to, or am able to, be your girlfriend.

know.

I don't know that anyone will ever love me. I don't know that I care.

I've got a wall around me that could reach out of our atmosphere. I curse like a sailor. I sleep during the day. I'm so scarred that I can't stand to look at myself. I don't understand other people. I don't understand myself. I'm impulsive, reckless, insecure, and abrasive. I have nightmares that I can't even describe. I'm not suited to be your girl. I'm not suited to be anyone's girl.

Yes. You.

You're freckled slightly, your laugh is mighty.

me gusta!

TENGO MARIPOSAS EN MI PANSA.

in 21.

I've broken 19 bones. I've stolen a kitten from a windowsill. I've worked for a drive-in theatre, two car dealerships, and a hospital. I've been beaten to a bloody mess. I've had 4 room mates, countless boyfriends, and one failed marriage. I've seen two births, and three deaths. I've tripped, I've come clean. I've loved.

What you don't know about me could fill a book.

Perfect day for a bananafish

I really wish my dad would stop sending me dirty jokes via email.

lately

shit twat ass fuck cunt ball sack and shaft.

guestbook

nonchalant's picture
Re: Hollis.

I commended you for your services as a nurse I'm sure it must be hard... So thank you miss :)

xxxpandaxxx's picture
Re: 1937.

greatest line ever.

yayyyyy's picture
Re: public

thaha, your life s funny..

nikolipav's picture
Re: know.

It seems like you're trying to point out negative things about yourself.. I'd say try to focus on good things, and if these things are supposed to be negative, they don't sound so bad to me.

chazyd's picture
Re: public

I bet I can get to season 4 by the end of the week. bahaha
2/3rds done season 1

hmilo_birtak's picture
Re: public

I like your profile picture.

Site created by Sara Sioux. Copyright 1998 - 2010. Contact Us. Melo will make your day and break your heart. Welcome home.