Alright. That's it. I've been fighting this for at least a month now, but I can't do it anymore. I feel too depressed and sucked into my own world which... consists of nothing but my kids and my boyfriend.

Don't take it personal if you know me, please. I get a little like this every single year and every other year (this being the 'other' year), I get so anti-social and self-emcompassingly depressed that I push everybody away until I feel like talking again. The last time I did this, it lasted a good two months. So please don't expect me to be nice or happy or .. you know. That way I pretend to be more than half the time.

Don't expect any art (Sorry, Kevun.. I never even got the inspiration to look fo a base for your doll). Don't expect any posts, unless of course a friend makes me post (which won't happen) or I feel I need to get something off my chest. Don't IM me thinking you can make me feel better. Last time someone did that, I ended up flat out telling her she wasn't worth the shit on the bottom of my shoe.

If you want to say hi, that's great. If I say hi back, consider yourself loved. If I say more, consider me in a good mood that day. If I don't say anything? Give up and talk to me in a couple of days if you really want to talk to me.

I don't LIKE to be mean, but it happens when I want people to go away.

At least you'll know next year around this time I'll feel like talking to you and making updates galore and not giving a damn that no one ever reads them.