|| today’s playlist ||
workout plan- kanye west
dirt off your shoulder- jay-z
december 4th- jay-z
wanna get to know you- g-unit
don’t take your love away- avant

so last nite was sadie’s. the dance that i was looking forward to all week. however, it wasn’s nearly as great as i thought it would be. i thought there would be way more people there, but there wasn’t. whatever. it didn’t help that my date was acting stupid for the first half. but he got better as the nite progressed (thank goodness)!! so guess who showed up at the end of the dance? dionne. looking as sexy as ever. so so sexy! but shoot lamont was looking really sexy too! gosh so fine man. but yeah i guess it was ok. everything was cool except for lamont acting stupid. whatever. i’m over it. he wouldn’t even take a picture with me for my regular camera, so i have to wait for the professional ones to come back. argh. we looked cute together though! i want him. i want to be his girl. but i don’t know how to tell him that i like him. hmm... any suggestions? cuz i’m really starting to like him a lot. like even more than aaron! haha. i haven’t talked to aaron since like monday or tuesday. i talk to dionne and lamont everyday. i haven’t talked to ty since monday. and i haven’t talked to dre since maybe thursday? i think i’m gonna start focusing on my attention on lamont and dionne, and whichever one stuff works out with, then hey it’s all good! haha... but overall the dance was alright. omg, i got pulled to the side by roc once again for "hoochie-mama dancing". um ok, whatever. i guess she didn’t see the rest of the cheerleaders and asb members hoochie-mama dancing. argh. but i think that’s about it. if i think of more, i’ll write later!!
xoxo shannon

here’s pix before sadie’s:


that’s me!


that’s me and my mom!

|| today’s playlist ||
get it on the floor- dmx
can’t stop (rwon’t stop emix)- young gunz f/ chingy
if i was your woman- alicia keys
tonight- da band
i just died- amerie

TODAY:
sooo. today was good i guess. i had tests/quizzes in every class except cheer today. in world history i got 10 out of 10! yaya. in english i took a vocab quiz and i think i did ok. in pre-cal i took a quiz on 4-2 and i think i did alright. in sign language, well that’s just an automatic A right there lol. in chem, hmm that’s just another story. and in the magnificent cheer class we worked on our competition routine again. and then after school i hung around for a little bit cuz i was waiting for lamont to come out of the locker room. he took forever and a day. so then he gives me money to go shopping cuz he said that he can’t go since he has practice. um ok his practice wasnt until 7 but whatever. so he gave me $75. then me and my mom headed to montclair mall, even though i like begged her to take me to west covina since that’s where they had the carmello anthony jersey that lamont wanted. but no, montclair. so i look for the carmello jersey, and i find it! one problem, there was only ONE left and it was in MY size. not gonna work. and then i remember something: i totally forgot to even ask lamont his jersey size. so i call up lamont. no answer. i call up tony. no answer. so i’m callin all around and finally dominic tells me 2X. um ok that was wrong cuz i finally talked to lamont and he said 3X. well anyways, i went to world foot locker and there was a sale: buy one get one 1/2 off, so i got the mike bibby jerseys from arizona and i paid like $125 for them. and i bought us matching hats, which came up to $35. total cost? $160. $80 each. not too bad considering what we bought. and then i came home, cleaned my room and went to the nailshop with my ma. we both got manis and pedis. i got blue tips to match my jersey. fun stuff. good job. but yeah, lamont was hanging out at donte’s house today. kinda makes me feel awkward: new man at old man’s house? weird. so i talked to dionne today, and he wanted to take me to a teen club. but i said no. stupid shannon. what a loser. dionne is just too cute to say no to, but like an idiot i said no. whatever, i’ll see him soon enough. oh yeah my grandparents and my cousins from sacramento are at my house for the weekend. yay.

YESTERDAY:
oh so yeah i knew i would leave somethin out from yesterday. i had to go to peer counseling cuz ms. fleming recommended me to go. she said that i looked stressed out. um ok. so then i had a long discussion with danielle zurita, and her trainee, bradley. bradley is some hot stuff! sexy sexy. i might have to add a new guy to my team. lol jk guys!

well i have practice tomorrow morning from 7 to 8, so i shall be going now. good nite.

xoxo shannon

|| today’s playlist ||
happy- jhene
so in love with two- mikaila
no, no, no- destiny’s child
more than friends- 3lw
i’m gonna make you miss me- 3lw

dude. i haven’t written in forever. so not my fault though. melo would not let me log in! but finally i’m logged in. so i’ll just do a recap and highlights of the past several days!

friday:
hmm. i don’t remember much. all i remember is that me and aaron were supposed to hang out, but of course it didn’t happen. he pissed me off. he didn’t call me and let me know what was going on. but whatever. i’m over it.

saturday:
started the day bright and early with the cheer competition at bell gardens. miraculously, we won first place even though i totally screwed up everything in the routine. fun riiite? and i won first place in best toe touches. cool stuff. then i came home, relaxed, talked on the phone and then went to joe’s party. really fun. i even got to dance with joe. and i was known by his family as "joe’s wife." i swear my name wasn’t shannon. lol. and i met this cute guy named dre, but he goes to ayala, and i already have aaron. but i gave him my number anyway. he’s 18, he drives, and he has a job. fine by me. haha. and i talked to dionne and he was supposed to come to the party, but he never showed up. oh well. i got in around 1 and crawled into bed.

sunday:
hmm. i’m blanking out. i must not have done anything important on this day worth mentioning. maybe i stayed home all day. who knows? oh yeah, lamont said yes to me! he’s my date for sadie’s now :) and dre called me like a million times. haha. he’s sexy!

monday:
went to school. big yay. went to comp practice. stayed for an hour. came home. talked on the phone all nite. before i went to practice, i talked to joe on the phone for a few minutes. he said that it sucks that we only danced together once at his party. aww. maybe there’s still something there between us? it sure felt like it saturday nite. but anyways, dionne called me around 9 and we talked for like 2 and a half hours! we were watching the laker game together. he’s so hilarious when it comes to basketball. and we talked to his cousin (who is also my friend) tavia for a little bit on three way and then the two of us just talked. so according to dionne, we’re "talking." i’m glad he clarified that cuz i wasnt sure up until that point. i’m starting to like him a lot now. what have i gotten myself into? so while i was on the phone with dionne, dre called and i told him i’d call him back. i called him back around 11:30 and we talked til like 12. then i finally went to sleep after yapping all nite.

tuesday:
took the english portion of the cahsee. super easy. nothing special. came home, and of course i got rite on the phone. i talked to dionne for like an hour or so until he had to go to the gym. then i talked to lamont for like an hour too. then this really cute guy named ty that i met at the mall called and we talked for like an hour. he’s 16, he drives, and he has a really nice car. fun stuff. then i talked to aaron for like an hour and a half. talking to him tonite made me realize how much i do miss him and how quick i would drop all of my "guys" just to be with him. we had a nice long talk and straightened things out. i feel much more better about our relationship now. that’s my baby rite there. no matter how much i try to deny that i like him and say that i’m over him, i can’t. i could totally see myself being in love with him later on. let’s just hope that he has his act together now. i really wanted to tell him about my other guys, cuz i dont think we should keep secrets from each other, but i just couldnt find the courage. but i know i have to tell him or else it will all blow up in my face. and i can’t lose him.

|| no playlist today :( ||

hmm i left off on friday. haha. FRIDAY (freddie, jamie, amanda, and veronica should know what i’m talking about)! hey this entry will be long, sorry!

saturday:
in the morning, i had comp practice from like 6 to 8. it was alright. kinda early though. so then i came home, took a nap, and cleaned up. by the time i did all of that, it was like 3 or so and ashley called to tell me she was comin over. so she came and then we went to ontario mills around 6 or so? hmm i forgot. but anyways, we practically got stalked in the mall by random guys. fun rite? riiiiiite. haha. well we went shopping and i bought a baby phat shirt, some phat farms, and like 3 thongs. ashley bought some adidas and 2 thongs. cute stuff man. then around 9:45 we went to see confessions of a teenage drama queen. it was a cute movie. then we got home around 12. when we got home FRIDAY text me. we were texting each other until like 1 and then i had to go to sleep cuz i had comp in the morning!

sunday:
me and ashley woke up at freakin 6:30. we had like 5 hours of sleep. not cool at all. then we met gatto, jamie, rachel, christina and emily at denny’s around 8. then we ate and left at like 9 to go to aliso viejo. we got there at like 9:45. sat around for a while and performed. we placed 5th. we did good, it’s just that the other squads were like totally awesome. i’m jealous! so then me, my mom, jamie, gatto, and ashley stayed a little while to watch the little girl all-star squads. too cute man. then afterwards, we went to eat at panda express. yummy. so after that, we dropped jamie and gatto off at gatto’s house. ashley came to my house. then ashley’s mom decides to come pick her up and she comes, but ashley ends up spending the night again. that’s cool cuz i always have lots of fun with her. we actually went to bed early this time. we went at like 9:30. be proud of us! but then FRIDAY started texting me when i was sleep, and my phone was beeping all loud, so of course i had to talk to him. veronica thinks i should ask him to sadie’s. maybe i will. he is such a cutie :)

monday:
went to school as usual. i wore my new shoes and my new shirt. really cute outfit today if i do say so myself. i got tons of compliments. thanks everyone! but dang it, one of my new rhinestone thongs broke. i was sad :( cuz it broke during 6th period. oh well, i’ll buy another one! haha. saw FRIDAY today. of course. yesterday was his birthday. i forgot to tell him happy bday. oops! haha he’ll live. i aced marquez’s test if anyone cares. lol. then i had practice for comp from 6 to 8 at night. it was actually lots of fun. the most fun i’ve ever had at practice. so now i’m at home chatting with my lovelies jamie, xtina, clara, and richie. well i think that covers my whole weekend! tomorrow i have practice. i’m also gonna be on a mission tomorrow. a mission to find a sadie’s date! love you all!

xoxo shannon

|| today’s playlist ||
pretty brown eyes~ mint condition
only hope~ mandy moore
movin’ on~ mya
my first night with you~ mya
won’t play that game~ jhene

so i haven’t written in a few days. i think i left off on saturday. so on sunday, i went over xtina’s house to work on our stoklee project and we finished most of the writing. then afterwards i was gonna go to ontario mills and meet jimmy dockery and his friends up there, but i didn’t end up going. oh well. then after that, i just chilled at home. on monday, went to school, stayed after to work on stoklee project, came back at 6 for comp practice. stayed till like 8:10. yeah i totally ate in when i tried to do a back tuck. bruised both of my knees this time and my left knee is kinda swollen! and i busted my lip, cuz i landed on both of my knees and my face. ouch. so i’m kinda sore today. so today, nothing too spectacular happened. me and robert had interesting conversations in chemistry yesterday and today. haha. fun stuff man. oh yeah, one of my best friends, ashley mack, went to las vegas and her ma got married! now she has a new stepdad who she really doesn’t care for i should say. sorry ashley! i love you! but anyways, i’m bored. same as always, rite jamie?? of course! cuz me and jamie have got to be two of the most bored people in this world! yay look at the pix of me and ashley! we’re two sexy girls, rite? haha jk! that was a bit on the conceited side! so yeah, i’m gonna wrap this entry up cuz i don’t have much to say rite now. and for those of you who care, no, i haven’t talked to either of my boys since like saturday lol. just in case you care.
xoxo shannon



that’s me and ashley at magic mountain



that’s me and ash at lunch

|| today’s playlist ||
~baby i love you (remix)- jennifer lopez f/ r. kelly
~one call away- chingy f/ jason weaver
~if i ain’t got you- alicia keys
~heartburn- alicia keys
~tease- b2k f/ jhene and romeo

yeah so what’s up everyone? nothin much here, just sitting at home bored. i don’t feel like doing my homework rite now, even though i really should do it! so yeah, nothing too exciting has happened this week. i didn’t go to school yesterday, cuz i was ill. slept til like 11:45. got in the bathtub around 12, stayed i for 30 minutes. then i text deon and he called me. so then we talked for like 30 minutes cuz he didn’t go to school either. we’re both sick together. aww. haha jk. i got a letter in the mail yesterday from the school complaining about my absences. whatever. same thing happened last year too. it was just a bunch of bull. didn’t really say much. in a nutshell, if i keep missing school, they’ll report me to the school board or somethin like that. fun stuff. well hey i g2g, i’ll write later. bye!
xoxo shannon

so yeah. haven’t written in a few days cuz stupid melo would not let me log in. dumb stuff. but yeah i’m finally logged in after like 5 million years. this entry will prolly be long. so on sunday (feb. 15) amanda alexander came over and spent the nite. good times. i always have fun when i’m with her. we went to ontario mills, my favorite place to go shopping! but yeah, i didn’t buy anything. nothing really caught my eye. but apparently, i caught a few guys’ eyes. yikes! man this one black dude was like following us around and he kept telling me how beautiful i was. he even went in forever 21. gosh what a loser! and he was like at least 25. so yeah i made amanda go in practically every store. haha fun stuff rite? so we walked around the mall, and then this mexican guy and his friends were walkin behind us and it felt like they were following us. well, um they were! the guy goes "excuse me can i give u a compliment? you are just so gorgeous!" um ok thanks. haha i still don’t see what these guys are talkin about! and i saw kenny polk too. i feel so bad for him. man, weed has just messed him up. so yeah anyways, we saw a few cuties. but only one approached us. and man he was so sexy. we’ll just call him D. but he already knew who i was (which kinda creeped me out). turns out him and my bro used to be good friends a couple of years ago. but anyways, D is a junior and he’ll be 17 this week. happy birthday! haha. so yeah. on monday, me, amanda, and my ma went to victorville for a couple of hours to see my relatives. fun stuff. man my great grandma is hilarious! so then yeah, D called me and we talked for a couple of minutes and he said he’d call me back. and to my surprise, he called, but then i told him i had to call him back, so i did and we talked for like an hour and a half. so then amanda went home and i was still on the phone. haha i rhymed. then we got off and i chilled for an hour until i had to go to comp practice from 6-8. man, we’re so not ready. haha i hope we don’t suck! i woke up on tuesday and i wasn’t feeling well so then i went back to sleep and missed first period. i went to school during 2nd, and stayed for 3rd. then lunch came and i walked freddie to class and i saw brandon edwards, so then we walked down together and he walked me to the nurse’s office and then i went home. slept for a few hours. then i had comp practice from 7-9. missed american idol and the real world! that sux. now today is wednesday. i didn’t go to school. i basically slept all day. then brandon and his parents came over for a lil bit and chilled. hmm, i was lookin so busted so i rushed to the bathroom to fix up before i went downstairs. then they left, and i got online. i got a chance to chat with my loves jamie and freddie :) yaya. then D called me. talked for a couple of minutes. said he’d call back later. then i made a cake, talked to robert clemons, and ate dinner. now i’m sitting here typing this! now i have nothing to say. good nite!
xoxo shannon

hmm. today definitely did not go as planned. go figure. so yeah, i was supposed to go to the mall with my ma today, but of course that didn’t happen! that sux cuz i like shopping!! instead i ended up stayin hom all day, except for when i went to the grocery store this morning for food. fun stuff. amanda alexander was supposed to come over today and then we were gonna go to ayala to watch aaron’s game. guess what? that didn’t happen. her ma said that she couldn’t bring her cuz she was too busy doing her homework. that sux. man i wish i could drive! so then at like 3:30 or so, my ma was like ’do u still wanna go to aaron’s game?’ and i was like ’why?’ she said ’cuz i’ll go with u if u want me to.’ hmm. at first the idea sounded appealing. but then i thought about it. me and my ma versus the girls at ayala. cuz there’s a whole bunch of females at that school that don’t like me, and um i am not tryna get into anything while my ma is with me! i hate to sound conceited, but all those chickenheads are jealous. jealous cuz aaron doesn’t like them. hmm, that’s not MY problem! so now i feel bad cuz i told aaron i would go to his game, and i didn’t go. oh well he’ll live! so then at like 4:45 or so, i crawl into my bed to watch tv under the nice warm covers. then i was out like a lightbulb by 5! i was totally not expecting to go to sleep! then i woke up around 8:30. that was a looooong nap. who freakin naps for 3 and a half hours? haha. then i got online. i chatted with freddie, amanda v, amanda a, and chica bonita veronica! freddie needed suggestions for a new sn. i came up with a cute one (dumb x bl0nde 87). then later on in our convo, she said her boobs were cold! rofl. so then i told her to go create a sn (c0ld x b00bs) haha. she made something of that nature (nipplesx87). haha we’re dorks. hmm. it’s friday nite and i’m at home. something is terribly wrong with that picture! i wanna go to a party. fun fun. man, tomorrow i have to babysit on valentine’s day. sound like fun. not! oh well, there’s always sunday nite to go out! amanda is definitely comin over sunday. yay. we can go shopping!
xoxo shannon

i love this pic of me and amanda so much!

yup i’m finally writing in this thing even though i created it like a month ago! haha. well if you want to read more about me, you can go to my other site http://www.babygrlsnw.diaryland.com! that site has much more info and like 15 other entries in it. so yeah. i haven’t written in anything all week. even though today is thursday, it totally feels like a friday. so nothing too exciting happened this week. i finally went back to school on monday after being m.i.a. (missing in action) for a couple of weeks! nothing spectacular happened on monday except for the fact that i found out that i have a grip of work to make up! on tuesday, i went to the boys varsity bball game. they played colony. we lost in double overtime. that sux. oh well, they still made it to cif playoffs! then on wednestday, i didn’t really feel that well, so i didn’t go to school until like 5th period!! then after school we had to cheer at the boys varsity soccer game since it was "senior night." they won. no surprise there! they’re undefeated. yay! and today, nothin special happened. i left school at the end of 5th period cuz i had a doctor’s appointment all the way in loma linda. the doctor just gave me more pills and told me i had a sinus infection. so now i have pills for that too. then after my appointment, i went to check out this cheer gym in ontario. it’s called rc club cheer. they seem okay. i’m thinking of maybe trying out. after that, me and my ma went to eat at denny’s. yummy :) i got the french toast slam and a vanilla cappuccino (or however u spell it!). then we went to walgreen’s and got my prescription filled and bought magazines! and now, i’m just at home chatting with the lovely jamie. yay! haha. well that’s all for now. i’ll write later. bye! that’s me and my love jamie!