well yesterday i planned an "outing" for my friends and i to go bowling... you know...so we could all spend time together before school starts again. Everything went wrong. When we went... they said we wouldnt be able to get two lanes together until 9 o’clock (and it was 6:30) Soo... we just all ended up splitting up... and tania, aimy and i went to andrew’s house for a while. Then we decided we’d go back to the bowling alley and try to get everyone to come back. well that didnt happen. So as people started arriving... tension started building up amongst ourselves. No one was having a good time and everyone was angry at someone or sad about something. So the whole night was a disaster. All i wanted was a peaceful night with all of my friends because we all hadn’t been out together for a long time. So i think everyone left that night feeling depressed or angry. It seems like my "group" of friends aren’t all getting along and i hate it! I’m trying to help everyone out... and see everyones point of view so we can all get along and resolve our problems... but i guess that isnt possible. This goes out to my friends: I’m sorry if i ever hurt any of your feelings by putting in my point of view in anything i didn’t agree with or pointing out some of your flaws in all the time we’ve known eachother. But i thought thats what friends were for..to be honest with one another.. not to lie. Well.. not just for that but also being there for eachother and whatnot. I love every single one of you... and i truly mean that. You guys have all been there for me and for one another in your own special ways. After reading your guys’ away messages...profiles.. melo entries.. i’ve become really sad... and just want you guys to know that there will always be someone who cares for you. Eventhough it might just be one person, that one person makes the difference. Once again.. i love you guys... and i hope we can all put our differences aside and resolve our problems peacefully. I hope we can all share many more great memories together this year, despite the ugly start. kisses to all of you.