the emotion of being very content has given to me

every touch of his arms around my waist

as he squeezes me as hard

i feel the protection

every kiss he sneaks

i happen to smile

butterflies roam my stomach with joy

every word that has been spoken from him

is just perfect

a cure of laughter

a meaning of trust

everyday with him

is always a different day with smiles

as though i never been hurt

!!..Happy Valentines Day..!!


wow..first year i had a "valentine" I hope this cupid day will go better than the rest =) I hope you darlings, have a good one! woop woop for another holiday. Heres a song ive always loved and i think its quite appropriate to share toady..


The Get Up Kids- "Valentine"

Will you be my valentine if i’m a world away?
Apologies are breaking me
The constants aren’t so constant anymore
Tonight for me translates to yesterday to you
You bend and you wave when you’re barely away
I wish i could say tonight that when you bend
And wave goodbye you’d take me with you
.....It’s words you forget to anniversary songs....

your lips touching mine in the p h o t o b o o t h.

My love <3 sent me this just now! and ah gosh! i love this moooovie!!! and i love my love for sending it! eeeeeeeeee!!! whoever hasnt seen it...

GET YOUR BOOTY UP AND SEE IT!



i still need to take patty and see it!!! =)!.

AND...to BECCA[sweetiepiegrl89], my whore! and STEPHANIE[sexpistolsx4197], my fat free milk drunking buddy! lol and all the jeremy sumpter/peter pan lovers heres a college for you =D yep yep yep! took me a while to pick the best pictures cuz there was too manny!And...he might be attending either at OCSHA’s or Garden Grove’s winter formal! sooo haha if you wanna see him..yah! eeeee!



Good-Night kiddos! <3

Whewwww...guess what bitches!

Me and my mommy talked after costco..god i love that place! haha..anyways yeah! My mom was like..i guess ive been where youve been. And she hated the fact that she had to lie to her mother and she doesnt want me to be like that. So she said it was fine for me to go out with adrian <3 thank god! She was like "yeah he seems like a really great person..greater than you atleast!".. Hha..oh yeah i love my mom and she does too?

Anddd my day was great i hung out with Brandi+Craig, and BeCCCA, whorrre!

Becca hope the best for you!!!!! WATERMELOOON! YUMMMMmMm

What a day! my plan today originally was study study study!..
..i go to barnes n noble to meet up with mochilla! gabler, ryan, and sally. We end up going to pat n oscars to study because all the tables are taken! So we eat at pat n oscars and triiied to "study"..psha! rright. We were all going crazy cuz we saw hair on one of our breadsticks haha! We seriously cannot study i kept laughing and not finishing my sentances.
I have studying disabilities

Then when i go home i got to talk to my whore, becca[sweetiepiegrl89]! And then my biaaatch, adrian<3[gearshiftx] asks to come over and of course he always can! So we go get some gas...dOOd..the smell is just.. like WHOA! yes yes yes! eeee! We go to nates[glitch001] where patty[asianfriend] was and kiddos it’s their 3 monther! oh yah! sexy! blah blah blah then patty went home. i went home. Adrian, Nate, Jon comes back to my house and just chilled for a while.

Then they all left, except Nate. Nate, Me, and my Mother have little talks about..life, friends, boyfriends (oh dear lord!) yah yah fun stuff. Then we pick up patty with the escaladdee at like 12:30 to go to garden grove for some asian food yo. I misss that food! yummm..haha Well...i "accidently" got 2 of other people order..for some odd reason.. oh dear. lol Then Patty and Nate stayed till 5 talking with my mom and sister and watchin tv and eating and yeahhh im tired. Good night, dearests.

Happy Birthday Patty!!!!!!

hope you had your first WET dream on your 15th birthday! teehee!!! its your day enjoy it!! oh you better!!! yayayayyayayyayayayayayyayaya sing the happy happy birthday birthday song!!!! wooohoooo much love patty hope this year will be the greatest!!! yep yep. =D

I LOOOOOOVEEEEE YOUUU PATTTTY-OH

yes nate!! i was the first!!! to write a happy birthday entry!!! ha!

Wow.. my week has been shitty as hell. I was not prepared to go back to school after winter break. But my magnifico friends just made my week better =). Thanks to PATTY AND MICHELLE a.k.a CUNT AND COOTER! I hope there will be no week like this ever again =/ i bet my hopes will just be gone. lol.

Thursday:
I go home early complaining about my tummy hurts? but really i didnt wanna stay at school hearing people talk shit behind each others back and yeahh.. Then i come back to pick up Cooter! My mom wants to go to Costco and we like debate the whole time to let me go..beacause shes embarrased to take me in my PJs and me yelling everywhere and running around.. Then finally shes like fine just stay far from me in the store. haha bitchhhh! Well me and cooter just pass by samples and ate and ateee and ate. I ate alot of creeeeeeme puffs! =)!! And then we saw this business 30 year old guy having fun with carts in his suit and everything haha it was so funny! Gosh too much to say about our day! COOTER ROCKS MY WORLD ;-)

Friday:
It was exhausting as dog poo! i hated friday except lunch was quite fun at Jack in ze box! haha i owe Jimmy lunch on monday. teeehee! Then me and patty like yell each other the whole day across the school haha too cuuute! We finally hung out after schooolish! Me riding my razor to Meadowood Park then <3 Adrian <3 comes and saves me cuz im a lazy bum! And we try to find patty, we finally found her! MAN OH MAN next time i try to find Cunt im bringing a flash light! lol Then we went to nates, then we go to Albertsons and buy some food ha.. We leap across the parking lot, Skip to/in Albertsons, Hit each other with sticks, Ran around, Fighting over which tortilia to get, Trying to find Guacamole, Saw our teacher, WoWSERS! tooooooo much to say!!! but it was the funniest thing ever and oohh yeah i was swinging my stick in Albertsons and not knowing theres a Man there he was like backing up and scared cuz i couldve hit him...ahh i feel so bad! lol he just wanted to get in line..lol. Then we made chilli and tacos/burritos. Foood!! Then i finally played the HOY GAME with adrian..and he was just thinking in his head wth is this bitch smoking. Gosh i love the hoy game!! it giveeees mee the giggles like no other!

What do you say when your on FIRE?!
GUACAMOLE!!!!