update

st pattys day

my st. patricks day was really fun! we actually got Jose to hang out and Daniel is down from college so we all went to a bar for some drinks (shane and nader went too). the bar was in long beach and it was called Ferns, and it was pretty shitty actually but we all started off with Irish car bombs and after had some guinness (tasted like cigarette ash and its bitter but its ok). then later we got some taco bell and that was tasty.

no internet!?

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so i woke up this morning to NO INTERNET! man was it boring for a couple of hours!

the upsides

i got a hair cut and took some pictures of before and after! ill post two or three here but the rest will be in the "pictures of me" folder. rock on.

nothing short of a heart of gold

so im going to go get a hair cut today, as always i shall lament my long hair cause i love it when it gets long, but there is just nothing to do with it.

its my great Aunt Sarahs funeral this saturday, she passed last friday : /so that will definitely be sad but she was a great person and lived an exciting and full life. she is the person who lived in bishup that my family would stay with for a day or two on our way up (and down) from our vacation in the sierras. She was always into camping and hiking and all things outdoors, i know it was part of the reason me and my brother love camping as much as we do today. she will be missed.

early

so im up early,
really early.

usually i haven't even gone to bed at this time.

Shivering.. from cold or a fever I can not tell... (btw photo heavy!)

But I do know that tomorrow is a missed day. No work or class for me. At least this hit after i came back?

New York was amazing, the huge buildings, the stores, the cafes, the city had me in awe. My first few days were spent going "this place isn't THAT big" and then i went further and further into the city, and my mind was changed. My feet still ache from walking... at least I think its the walking that's to do with most of this ache... it could be from the illness that seems to have gripped me.

Mood was huge, just mindbogglingly so. The one discovered yarn shop was utterly outrageous in price 28 dollars a 50 gram ball? you Have to be rich to knit out there! No wonder people think the online prices are so cheap! Sheesh!

I worked at the poorly staffed Paley Center for Media for the week, 9-5, doing mostly what i do here at the natural history museum. Except on a MUCH slower computer. Their database is horrifically slow for being a year old! Crashing, freezing for 10 plus minutes and just taking three to input something or go to an item made the week near unbearable, and me incredibly grateful for my "slow" computer back at work. It if were not for the fact that I got to shadow my boss on and off It would have been a non learning experience in total. BUT I got to see how this place worked, which was much much much more like a for profit than a not for, and it dealt with not paper items, which is my main goal one day. We ( me and the other gal who interned with me) could not be more thrilled with our location, not 5 min from central park and surrounded by awesome cafes and shops gallore. I was able to visit an Emillio Puci store! Imagine my glee!

Damn you

I was fine. Getting on with things, living my life. Then bang; you write one comment on Facebook and I am back to being on the verge of tears.

My afternoon then went to pot: I couldn't concentrate, I felt ill and dizzy and I couldn't focus on my screen. It was like my body decided to shut down.

Last night at the pub Adam told me to stop what I am doing; stop talking to him, cut him out of my life. For a while at least anyway. I said no: I didn't want to. But now, maybe I should.

I am having to force myself to avoid looking at the cars outside his house in the morning to see if she is still there, I have to stop myself from reading his horoscope... I need a Si-detox and maybe it is time to do that.

Horoscope 2/6/10

Got home from Jonathan and Selahs around 8 am with Kayleigh. Basically spent 12 hours in bed..cuddling...watching Arrested Development..smoking. It was nice. My parents, George, and Wayne were all pretty drunk by about 4. Fun fun. George is fucking loud.. Kameron and Olivia came over around 8..Apparently the money I was given to give Olivia..the whopping 25$..was a big deal. I realize when my mom's drunk she blows everything way out of proportion but Kameron and Olivia both seemed like they were pissed about it. Oh and where is it? Well since when I left this morning Olivia was in her room..sleeping I'd suspect..I gave it to Jonathan to give to her. I know I didn't give it to the person I said I would but I know where it is..and if Jonathan did steal it, which I'd hope we all know he wouldn't...it's 25$ dollars!!! So whatever..maybe they didn't care..maybe it was something else.

I know what Jonathan was going for. I appreciate it. It would've been cool if he'd shown up..but I didn't expect him too..well not after I heard that he really didn't want to go..which is something I really could have guessed..even if he had gone..with Selah..they wouldn't have wanted to be there...or at least would have wanted to leave. Which really is all beside the point cause I don't mind flying solo.

Update on J

They did the scope today. There is some reddness and swelling (I believe that is what it is) in her stomach. They took 6 biopsies to test some stuff. We won't hear back until Friday at the earliest.

They gave her some more meds. Hopefully this shit is resolved soon. It's stressing me out so much.

update on Jord

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jordan was back at the er last night and will be going to phoenix for the endoscopy next.

8:14amStephanie-Darian
was there anything new at the ER last night?
did the blood work come back?

8:16amRena
blood is okay. nothing new, but they had to manage her pain there. they gave her 6 medications and called her specialist, who wants to go ahead and sch the scope now. i am pretty sure i have a handle on it...wait, let me find it
http://www.ehow.com/facts_5531822_symptoms-acid-reflux-ulcers-gastropare...
pretty sure she has all three, gastroparesis propbably causing the other 2

:::Sigh::

my dad's missed 5 days of work because of this. 2 ER trips, going back for a 2nd ultrasound. this will be the 2nd trip to Phx. and they don't even know when they may be able to do the scope yet? i hope they solve this shit fast.

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