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Prop 8 Ruled Unconstitutional!

A Legendary Day in California History.

I'm proud, but also I'm Canadian.. but now all of you melo kids get to have the same freedoms as me :)

Congrats

xo

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Sodomy

Everything has been so eventful this summer. I'm loving every second. More updates when i have the time
I love you kids
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Look back later

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Oh my god, It's too hot... 6 months ago. Omg its too cold. We never stop complaining, yet complaining never gets old. Nobody has the comprehension to learn and to keep moving forward so we start war.

The blood is boiling thicker under my skin; if i don't vomit, i know I'll kill at least 2000 people and I know 2000 is just not enough. Make it 20 thousand, 200 thousand , fourty-four million six hundred and seventy two. I don't care as many as it takes until they all go away. . I've been sequestered and my hands are fused to a flaming keyboard. tick tock.

I pause for a moment, and think. Its always better to express my emotions than to let them eat away at me like a parasite. Am I over dramatic? Probably, If I am... then i am in the right place. Welcome home.

I think about everything i have accomplished, everything I am working on, and everything I plan to do in the future. I'm content for once. Hungry for more, but I am content.

I have a cancer in my mind that I will probably spend my entire life trying to killl and thats life. Its also old news that people are idiots.

I like to play twister because I never loose.

Right now, I'm playing a game of cat and mouse. When I was younger, I would meet new friends, I was very snobbish, its human nature... until I realized the one person messaging me 5000 times a day would turn into a better person than most of the people I socialized with. We live and learn. Some people have more to give, and some people just take. A slim fast - balancing act.

In a 'grown up' way of thinking, this makes the most sense... unless you're dealing with an obsessive stalker.. but hey, if you have a stalker.. then you know you for fact that you always have someone watching you - which can sometimes (optimistic) be a good thing. The people that are the most aggressive, up to date, and active = good people.

Actually

You have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something, sometime in your life.

- Winston Churchill

Time and Space

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i feel so high, that sometimes i get lost in the jet streams above this dying earth. I always have this constant need to blast off and get away.

I have had so many beautiful life experiences recently, my birthday, nude beaches, life goes on.

A quote a friend told me today, that i re fell in love with goes, "Live for today!! If you have one foot in the past and one foot in the future your pissing on today my friend ♥ "

so true,

i've been socializing and spending a majority of my time since my birthday onward with a new group of people. Its refreshing, healthy, happy, fun, different. This is the change my 2010 resolution was all about.

I went to the nude beach in Toronto last weekend, and am going to be making it my summer trend to go there as long as the weather is good all summer.

Despite the popular misconceptions of this specific beach,, everyone 'assumes it is a gay cruzing zone'. I was so surprised to see that on Sunday, the beach had more than 1000 people attracted to it, mostly European tourists. This is the one place in the world where you don't get judged... for being in your own skin. I think, more people look at you if ur wearing clothes. haha.

all in good fun.

cheers to a good weekend,

I finally did it

and it cost 5 dollars.
This all goes back to the dawn of internet on a mainstream use for personal computers. Here I am. I remember in '97, i use to use napster to find new music and download my favourite songs... then lawsuits, and court cases.. my music interests changed. I remember messaging one user who seemed friendly enough and told me about a website livejournal.com. http://viip.livejournal.com
I am naive to think that people on this website have never heard of that, as a lot of us have used it as a primary or secondary space. My first journals name was 'lucifer2' which I had to delete because of the name - my mom did not approve. Long story short, in the beginning of livejournal it was open to everyone, then it became very 'niche' and tight knit. You could only have a paid account, or be invited by a user. I was one of the first people on livejournal before that happened.. Everyone on the website had a 'code'. With this code we could invite other users and then that user would be able to generate a code etc.. until it was then opened back to the public.

It was a cute community, because I had a lot of 'local' people on my contact list.. then it faded out. i've commented over 10,000 journals, and received almost the same number back on my pages. I posted over 700 journals on that journal and my regime ended on that site back in 2004... ive still done 5 or so entries a year....But Now.. for 5 dollars, i got a paid account, and made all of my entries private. It can be so hard to just walk away from a part of your life, but I did it.

One of my biggest problems on the internet is that I 'sigh up' to too many websites, make accounts... go full throttle, make profiles, upload pictures, invite,make friends... and then 3,2,1 i stop, forget, or get bored. Livejournal, twitter, youtube, facebook, myspace, photobucket, flickr, picasaweb, gmail, hotmail, yahoo, aim, msn, nexopia, and a dozen more.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

MOTHERS DAY

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY <3

Glee Feat. Madonna

Ok, cute, I liked all of the Madonna impersonators. Some of the set list was nice, and innovative...but With the amount of press this show has, a) why wasn't Madonna on this episode b).... I think this week Madonna should have had a new album or something big be released. Talk about timing/publicity.

get to it.

I will swallow

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I will swallow my pride when it comes to entries... that I know in the future will come back and hurt me.

I have been using this method for 6 years.. and it is sad... i wont write entries, or include names of events in my life that will make me feel pain I did 'in the moment'

Move to the future, not rehash everything bad from the past.

just a thought
xoxo
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