I've never tried to be any older than peter pan. I don't like the taboos of our aging society so I try to avoid it at all costs. I don't like poor health as an associative phrase to getting older. Disgusting.

Being older does not have anything to do with being smarter or more wise.

Being old can be both ugly and beautiful.

Being smart beyond your years can be a gift just as much as it can be a curse.

I always hear my friends boasting back at me, "Sam, you were right...." Well, do you know what, SOMETIMES BEING RIGHT HURTS!

"Your boyfriend is going to cheat on you" - "Sam, he did cheat on me, you are right". That doesn't make me happy--- even if it should.

Youth can give you so much creativity - its a fountain of knowledge in the right hands. Its refreshing and distressing to see children wise beyond their years. Some people I have met ten years younger have had amazing minds that would shock some people twice their age.

Sadly most people with amazing minds are over looked. Now, I wonder, have you ever came across someone with a truly genuine amazing mind that makes you just say "wow".

This day, I have so many sharp memories of this day in the past.

one year, i woke a green x-mas shirt to a bar with glitter in my hair. i got the same amount of looks as when i dressed up as santa on halloween. "your looking at me weird, when your the one drinking green beer"

in 2004, i wrote a "lucky" MELO entry, and was so excited, i ran to my back yard and found a four leaf clover just to post it.. if i have a second when i wake up, ill re post the photo i took.

when i was in university, a few years ago, me and my 2 gf's went to a random 24 hour diner and snorted sugar crystals with straws and had an all night movie marathon

this year.. its just another day to be remembered with copious amounts of glitter.

HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY MY FRIENDS

Soo many people associate this with people who either have really bad dental work, or cellphone hands free devices.

Some people also associate this wireless technology with computer mice & keyboards.

This is all amazing "(aside from people with bad oral hygiene)" is the ability to do wireless data transfer between my cellphone and my computer.

I now have my computer set up with my cellphone so i can send / receive photos/music/contact lists/ files. YES.YES.YES.

I am obsessed with this website. 2 weeks go i ordered maybe 30 items.. 15.. are still in the mail. i am anticipating an anxious weekend and exciting news Monday.

yes yes yes yes yes yes

no.

ps> do you use ebay? if so, what for?

"Precious writes everyday, and so should you"

hopefully we don't have rain this weekend. i want vanity.

more pics on my daily booth http://dailybooth.com/VIIP

It only takes 5 minutes with that glass in my hand.. looking at him and thinking of you.
I swish the ice in my glass, and I look at myself in the mirror. Sometimes I wish i could see right through to the other side, but I would never want to live in a world where I see the same things that other people think of me.

I finish my glass, and have another. Every sip closer to the ceiling i feel. I feel. Thats all anyone could ever ask for is to feel.

I stumbled upon the rest of my unfinished collection of GLBT alternative movies. This is a real breakthrough in 21st century cinema, its powerful and overlooked, Yet these movies peeked in an era that I grew up. They are all of the ME generation. I feel so attached to a lot of them. Most movies (GLBT) are filmed in Los Angeles like the movie "Latter Days". This movie was made when I started using this website. I was the same age as the main characters.. for this movie and more than a dozen others. Its weird to think that I grew up here in a city that I've never been to.

As i sip from my glass, I swirl the straw around, and smile. You're the only one who knows.

This is a sip for the boy who died on the dance floor. This is a sip to have one more.

I've always been subjective on voicing my opinion on: excessive alcoholism, smoking, and cleanliness.

I drink, I don't keep alcohol in my house to avoid alcoholic tenancies and over generous guests from binging. So I am not bias when I say this. It just has no place in my life.

Smoking, its around me, but its gross. Not during, more the after math of smoking. Have you ever gone into someones house and seen ceiling stains from smoke= its gross. I feel bad for those peoples insides. Today, a friend shared with me that I was a contributing factor to his quitting of smoking. That is kind of amazing. I wasn't the main reason, but I was involved. That makes me feel all warm and glow-y on the inside.

CLEAN HOUSE... I like the animated concept that television has in our economy on spring cleaning. It is comical, however, I hate that people do actually wait until spring to clean. Its like everyone wants to reenact their own version of hoarders. Not ME. I've always felt that some people judge you based on the appearance of your house, car, clothing.. (interior and exterior).
Do yo have to clear a spot for friends to sit in your car, does it have pop bottles, fast food, and old food on the floor, cd's everywhere? GROSS.
Dirty kitchen counters? creep me out, it takes 3 seconds to wipe them clean.
An automatic defense would be that "True friends don't care about mess"--- In my best opinion. MAYBE THEY SHOULD CARE. When you step over wet towels in someones house as you walk into a washroom is nasty and unhygienic. It takes a second to hang it up, or toss it into a laundry bin.
(and ps. yes, people do see yesterdays salt stains at the bottom of your blue jeans/black pants).

I sound probably so pathetic, but I hate messy people, I hate slobs, I hate unorganized people. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

HAVE FUN TONIGHT BITCHES

that go off topic .. i hate you

"When someone offers you drugs, my immediate reaction is to ask what are the side effects" That quote always makes me lol.

Their is a truth hidden deep in my skin that i want to cut open for the world to see. Underneath my scars so bold, I unleash the secrets of my past.

I've always had a part of me be mysterious, Don't give it way for free, don't give it away at all.

Somewhere I read recently said "don't give away your source of inspiration, or you will never be creative". so true.

As vain as I can be, I always like my motivation to be on the backbone. When your cut open, your vulnerable. I always rub salt in my open wounds to be real, but nobody else needs to see my pain.

random 3 am babbles

Amen