RIP

never enough love

border line crazy

I envy those people who dedicate and sacrifice their entire lives to the goodness of someone else. To their career, or to anything to be happy. Its hard.

It is very rare for me to let real and personal feelings escape my pores. I never like to let myself be cut open even-though it is always stinging on the inside. I always want to hold my heart inside and protect it. I have very few secrets in my life, but it is the only thing I have. Everyday their is a pain inside of me, some of anger and hate, and guilt. Ive made one countless mistake in my life that I have to live with forever. Time heals, but It does not replace.

I'm sure all of us have seen a movie thats made us cry. Except my life is like that every day, but no tears are shed.

So many people try to put blame on other people, stronger people put blame on ourselves. And for myself. I put myself at fault for not trusting myself. I've never been one to be responsible for another person. In group projects I always do 150 % of the work, and down size that way I know I at least have the best possible mark.

We can always hate ourselves for the things we do, making the wrong decisions, but are we fools (and fool is a very powerful word- if you read Shakespeare) for not making the right ones? Every day when i force myself out of bed, my only drive is a sacrifice for everything I've lost. Perhaps I am afraid of disappointing someone. At the end of the day, whenever that day may be I just hope it was all worth it

[R&B singer Pendergrass dead in Pa. at 59]

NEW YORK – R&B singer Teddy Pendergrass, who had been one of the most electric and successful figures in music until a car crash 28 years ago left him in a wheelchair, has died of colon cancer. He was 59.

Before the crash, Pendergrass established a new era of R&B with an explosive, raw voice that symbolized masculinity, passion and the joys and sorrow of romance in songs such as "Close the Door," "It Don't Hurt Now," "Love T.K.O." and other hits that have since become classics.

He was an international superstar and sex symbol. His career was at its apex — and still climbing.

Friend and longtime collaborator Kenny Gamble, of the renowned production duo Gamble & Huff, teamed with Pendergrass on his biggest hits and recalled how the singer was even working on a movie.

"He had about 10 platinum albums in a row, so he was a very, very successful recording artist and as a performing artist," Gamble said Thursday. "He had a tremendous career ahead of him, and the accident sort of got in the way of many of those plans."

Pendergrass, who was born in Philadelphia in 1950, suffered a spinal cord injury in a 1982 car accident that left him paralyzed from the waist down — still able to sing but without his signature power. The image of the strong, virile lover was replaced with one that drew sympathy.

But instead of becoming bitter or depressed, Pendergrass created a new identity — that as a role model, Gamble said.

"He never showed me that he was angry at all about his accident," Gamble said in a telephone interview with The Associated Press. "In fact, he was very courageous."

Pendergrass died Wednesday in suburban Philadelphia, where he had been hospitalized for months.

The singer's son, Teddy Pendergrass II, said his father underwent colon cancer surgery eight months ago and had "a difficult recovery."

Daze Numero Siete: A Photo That Makes You Happy

there's a few but for the sake of this whole thing, I'll choose one.
Tiger:

RIP: August 9th, 2006-May 5th, 2007

I love Icarus to death.. but I miss Tiger so so much still.

DON'T THINK I AM GONE



I get so distracted in my own world sometimes,. I don't always update my life online.. However, EVERYSINGLEDAY I do log on here, check my comments, and bang and touch ppl who i think have amazing entries...

just because i don't always reply to comments or comment on every journal i read - doesn't mean im not here... because I AM.


I'm trying to hold off on updates until 3.0, just so i don't need to complicate or flood the server with possible entries that may 'get lost' during the transfer.

anywaysx, im excited as everyone else.. see you in ten days

xoxo
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